only will memories stay...

shifted!

2011-04-27T23:14:00.001+08:00

SHIFTED TO:
http://herinnerworld.wordpress.com/

appreciated gratitude

2011-04-26T20:51:00.006+08:00

♥♥ it's heartwarming to know that despite all the shit that we face everyday in life, there's someone out there who still genuinely appreciates you ♥♥

as adapted from what willy wrote:
When I step into the shithole that is my junior college, I have myself to blame for choosing based on the falsity and pretense of friendship. But still something good turned out, and that is that of 05S19. Nothing else mattered. Through Yun Jie, I've learned selfless love. Through the girls, love beyond differences. Through the BRB (Backrow boys), I've learned true camaraderie. And from the FrontRowboys, I've gained nothing much but countless stomach cramps with the lameass jokes. It was all worth it.

not doubting anything, this bunch of ppl i met in JJ is ever..
the best thing that had happened over the 2 years in there..
or probably, i shld say..
one of the best things that had ever happened to me in my life (:

they are the ppl whom we had laughed, cried, quarrelled and hugged each other
during stressful times when the 'A's are approaching..
during the times where we just needed a little fun out from our boring schdays..
during the times whereby we just needed the support on our back..
we know we can just count on each other :)

it's them whom made me realised that
one's efforts do get appreciated :)

i rmbed myself as being the one
who wuld constantly send out reminders texts without fail to almost everyone
be it for schwrk or any other events..
i wuld be the one who wuld take the initiative to plan any class gatherings..
somehow i felt like i was the binding glue of the class
which held the bonds between us all so tightly close :)

all these only happened as these ppl were the ones
who made me willingly to help, to lend a helping hand..
whatever & whenever it is within my means..
without having to worry that i may be taken for granted

it's them who shaped me to whom i am today
someone who would graciously help if i can

however i guess i need to start waking up from the childish mind
and face the cruel reality that
not everyone i meet now is as nice as the ppl back then in o5s19

it's been almost 5 years since graduation from JJ
i've met so many more ppl
be it from my uni life in SIM or the ppl i meet after i started working 3 years ago

back then when we just graduated from JJ,
willy would always caution me to stop being so nice to everyone out there
and that unknown ppl would just take advantage of me

today, at this present age and time, i felt it..
i didnt see it coming but i encountered it..
and it's time to really reflect about what willy had used to tell me
and convince myself that i shld start holding my reins back
in terms of giving every random ppl the help they request

i will be stronger to say "no"
to ppl who take things for granted
to ppl who dun appreciate my effort
and to ppl who are so just shameless to take advantage of whatever they can ask for

but of course..
i will still hold my stand about extending my help
to ppl whom i find it worthwhile to help
to ppl who wuld genuinely say and mean the "thank you" when they say it (:

isnt life easier when we know how to face the things we are granted with in life?
but this journey of life is never easy
it's a physical and mental challenge for all of us
to make us a better and stronger person eventually :)

long-live frens =D

2011-04-17T13:51:00.003+08:00

♥ friends are one of the best things in life ♥
i lurve u babes (:

baby biyun!

2011-04-10T23:14:00.004+08:00

how can such a cute little baby girl suffer such a fate :(
it's not her choice to be born into this world with such parents
and i just find it totally unfair for a kid like her to face whatever she is facing

upon hearing the news that she may be abandoned to the orphanage earlier
i cant help it but curse & swear at the crap parents she have
*i'm sorry but i just cant help it*

kids are to be adored and cared for
every single one shld be entitled to own a set of happy childhood memories

it's really a pity that i'm not independent enough as yet
if not, i guess i may just ................................................

if she's really gonna leave us
i bet i would miss her as much as she would miss us
or probably even more :(

be happy with what we are given with :)

2011-04-09T14:36:00.003+08:00

cute doddle by michy babe :)

aww sweets :)

tooth was aching like shits earlier this week
which kinda forced me to visit the scary dentist
thank god for shaun who accompanied me down
and waited for me outside the clinic during the whole rescue process
which took almost 50mins!

it's getting better now
at least i can chew properly already :)

life is a great bundle of little things
♥ you are a huge little something to me ♥

life has been good for this week!
at least i managed to escape staying OT in office for this week!
even on monday! and it is like ultimately rare :D
which gave me the chance to surprise my dear boy with a cup of koi
specially delivered to him (:

and finally got to meet up with dear michy!
for our ah loy thai date on wed!
plus ice-cream for desserts!
plus plus a longgg HTHT session :)
totally heart her for being able to allow me
to talk to her abt anything under the sun/moon :D

and woo! the short encounter with deqi dear yesterday!
at the new clementi mall!
sooo longgg never see her le! :)
gotta meet her one day soonies!!

sometimes we just needa be satisfied with what we are given in life
it beats the endless search for the perfect things that we all crave for
cos to me, nothing is 100% perfect...
it's just how we view the perfectness of whatever we have (:

2011-03-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

yay or nay?

i wished that ppl can be more sensitive

happy first year anniversary~

2011-02-17T23:47:00.005+08:00

17 feb 2011

♥♥ happy first year anniversary dear~! ♥♥

17 Feb 2o1o! the day where it all get started (:

thanks for all the love you had showered upon me :)
i really do cherish you loads! ♥♥

something small for dearest you (:
and omg..i am such a booboohead for writing the wrong date up there :(

it was a simple celebration for us both today; nothing fanciful at all..
no exp gifts, no movies, no shopping, no atas dinner!
but i prefer it this way :)
it's just the pure simple thing of spending good quality time together...
this is all that i'm asking for (:

love you~

14 February 2o11
our first valentine's day together :)

my heart totally melted when i saw this reaching office at around 11+ :)
shena can vouch for me that i was really very touched!

it was a really pleasant surprise!
my fav apple-pie ice-cream from island creamery, attached with such a cute card! brought down to office specially by my dearest bfren :)

he knows i was upset that i had to do OT on vday itself
and thus, decided to bring me ice-cream to cheer me up!

the little gift & card that i prepared in return for him :)

poor him was having a test the day after vday
and so our celebration was just a short dinner at astons!
but i was still glad that we could meet!

plus, vday is just a special day as written on the calendar..
everyday can be vdays if we wan to! :)

next would be his bday on sat!!
woo hoo~ february gonna be my next favourite month after december! :)

CNY 2o11 & new job at k&n

2011-02-09T22:15:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CNY 2o11~!

the awesome pineapple tarts!

♥♥♥

and....
YES I AM A PEDOPHILE! =P

keane & keefe

baby biyun

baby lecxus

baby rachel

AND OF COURSE...

my big baby shaun! =p

LOL cny just flew by like a breeze! the long 4 days of break!
wished i was still celebrating the 1st day of cny! lol

cny for me was days of eating oh-so-sinfully + many house visitings + meeting ppl that i only see once every year + gambling (ban luck ban luck!) + moviesss!

i swear i had never watched so many movies over 4 days ever!
but all in all, it was a well-deserved break (SELF-CLAIMED) for me..haha before i start my torturous week working at the new company!

yeps i left DSKH after working there for almost 2.5years for a job with better prospects!
didnt take very long to decide to quit cos was actually very sick of the work i was doing back there...BUT the only thing that was holding me back was the ppl i met there..

oh wells, started my 1st week at K&N..and omggg! it's not easy :(
learning everything all over again cos it's a totally different system that they are using..the job scope & wrkload is increased as compared to last time! plus i am still new & SLOW, i hv been doing OT for the past few nights -.-

for someone who hated OT-ing, being forced to do it isnt sumting pleasant at all..
everyday when the clock strikes 6pm, i sincerely hope that i culd just pack up and walk out but i cant :(
hate it that i cant make myself learn faster so that i can clear the things quickly and knock off on time!

everyone tells me this is just the 'adapting & adjusting & learning' period..which explained all the OT that i hav to do..i'm crossing my fingers that whatever they say is true cos i seriously cannot forsee myself staying way late back in the office till like 8+ or even 9pm on almost every other day of the week! I NEEDA A LIFE!

and sometimes it gets so stressed while learning the complicated stuff that i just felt like giving up! it's worst when i cant seem to get the things right and i dun even dare to voice out cos i am expected to already knw it since they had already taught..almost cried yesterday noon when i got really stressed up at work! though i knw the stress was added upon by myself..i dun really hav a very demanding supervisor but i can say that she can be quite strict at times! omg

BUTTTTT

i guess things will get better as time go by..wuldnt it?
and i will take this as a learning experience, at the same time..
convincing myself that it is actually as so (:

101% touched!

2011-01-29T00:22:00.002+08:00

oh craps! i was totally overwhelmed when i saw this!
101% touched + 102% of controlling not to tear!
thankews shireen dear for preparing this super sweet and thoughtful gift for me!! (:

emofied

2011-01-25T23:06:00.003+08:00

and i lied...once again :(

anyways today marks the last week i have in dksh, my current company!
lotsa unwilling-ness to leave those nice colleagues i met over there
but i know i gonna look forward to moving on

crossing my fingers that i wuld be able to adapt to the new place
to the new ppl i am going to meet
and hopefully NICE people whom i can rely on

on the first day of work on the 7th feb
i know i am alone
fighting all the stress that i am gonna face
esp the stress of meeting new faces
something which i still need time to accept
for i am someone who's actually afraid abt meeting strangers..
though appears to be uber friendly on the outside

nevertheless, i shall leave all the worrying to the days
when it's nearer to the first day of work!
i shall enjoy the remaining days of work plus the coming cny!

ily (:

2011-01-23T16:55:00.003+08:00

it's really a nice feeling just sitting down here watching you (:

stepping into 2011

2011-01-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

today is already 12.o1.11
twelve days into the new year of 2o11!
it's been so long since i had time to sit here, in front of my lappy
trying to tink abt the things i wanna blog abt
there's so much things but too little time! :p

it had been as awesome 22nd bday back on 22.12.10 last year where the day was spent with my dearest bfren :) thanks heaps to him and all others who had took time off frm their busy schedules to meet up with me :)

it had also been an equally blissful xmas where all the dinner dates and wishes and presents had made me feel so loved (: oh i lurve xmas so much that i wished it will be here soon once again! haha lol

at the start of this year, 2o11
i made the choice to have a change in job!
found a new job and tendered my resignation at this current company whereby i had been wrking for almost 3 years..i wuld be lying if i say that i wuldnt be sad when i leave..
i met nice ppl dere and i bet i wuld miss them like nuts..

speaking of leaving
ah beh flew to USA this evening for his school's exchange program
i culdnt be at the airport to send him off due to work commitments
but i managed to connect with him via a phone call :D
before i wuldnt be able to see him for a good six months!

felt the little tiny feeling of sadness upon hanging up
i bet that's just me
getting oh-so emotional when ppl had to leave
even though part of me is happy for them..
for getting this chance to have the lifetime experience out dere!
it's sumting that not everyone is lucky enuff to hav :)

if the emo-ness i am feeling now is due to a super nice fren going off
omg..what am i gonna do when july comes :(

i gonna be strong

Jeff & Cecilia Wedding 18.12.10

2010-12-21T23:11:00.004+08:00

congrats to uncle jeff and aunt cecilia for their perfect wedding on sat! :)

their wedding marks many of my firsts!

the first wedding that made me feel like i played a super impt role from all the misc stuff preparation and of cos the helping in the preparation for the bride on the actual day itself!

the first wedding that i tried to come out with a wedding slideshow for the couple which in e end received relatively good comments for :)

the first wedding which we all had to wake up in the wee hours in the morning to prepare the arrival of the groom to pick up his bride

the first wedding which allowed me to encounter a boutique-concept two-storeys hotel room

the first wedding which i'm appointed as the emcee for the night event

the first wedding which i witnessed how HIGH my uncles & aunts can get!

the first wedding which i had shaun loves as my partner (:

kudos to everyone who had helped brought the wedding another step nearer to perfection :)

i'm glad tat xiao yi had found her right man after so long :)
to my dearest aunt: "last long together with uncle jeff! i'm so happy for u" =D

more pictures will be up on fb soon! when i hv more time to upload!
these 2 weeks are packed with bday/xmas dinners almost every other day :)

family lurve! :D

2010-12-12T23:29:00.004+08:00

jeff & xiao yi's wedding in just 6 days!
bet they are already starting to feel the last min excitement alr!
even everyone else in the family had shown their own excitement in a way! =D
it seems like us all are more excited abt the wedding! =pp

preparation for the big day is more or less done!
happy for them that they are finally tying the knot tgt :)

hadnt been sooooo busy for a wedding before!
i guess this is my first! :)
and nope i am not complaining!
i am doing wadever i can to make the perfect wedding a more perfect one! :)

from doing the invitation cards, to finalising the wedding slideshow video and all the other little minor things, i am actually having fun in the midst of the preparation fot them too! :D
their thankful smiles and the appreciation makes every tinge of effort that i had put in so worth it!

not just them themselves, i just feel good when ppl liked what i had done and gives me the recognition that no matter how the final masterpiece turn out to be, they know that i had put in my total 100% of hard work..
i'm not asking for praises for i know that my workpieces are not the most perfect ever but the thing i uber lurve abt my family is that

no matter wad the turnout is..they will still back me up with the maximum support they have for they knw i had tried my best!

at least knowing this, i wuld feel that i had not put any of my efforts down the drain :)

looking forward to their biggg day this sat!
gotta be an insanely busy week for me this week!
plus the next week too!

but a consolation to myself:
IT'S BUSY WITH ALL THE FUN THAT I AM GOTTA GET! =DD

all the meeting up dinner dates plus bday/xmas dinner dates that i am gotta hav! i know i'm gotta get oh-so-broke but oh wells...
xmas is the season for eating, drinking, playing and celebrating! :D

all hail christmas! =)))

results out!

2010-12-05T00:05:00.007+08:00

resultsss outtt!!
and i'm able to shout: I'VE GRADUATED! :D

results are not-too-bad this semester!
exceptionally blessed to get a credit grade for the dreadful AFA which almost made leen and myself pull our hair out throughout the whole semester!

anyways just grateful that i passed everything smoothly in this entire course of 3.5 yrs in SIM!
though i always harbour the wish of attaining the degree of distinction cert and it seems so near yet so far :( guess i shallnt be bothered by it and just accept that it had long been away from me!

especially true when all those theory modules come thumping down on us and it just seem sooo hard to maintain the distinction grade throughout :(

geesh anyways convocation is finalised on either 23rd or 24th august next year..
much as i wanna graduated proudly, frankly speaking..
i am not 100% looking forward to e ceremony!

not being the ultimate glam event as everyone wuld hv wished their graduation to be,
i heard SIM's way of doing this is not as nice
tat explains why yiling jiejie, botak korkor and mingfong kor kor didnt attend back then!

being held on a wkday morning..the whole family may not be able to attend the ceremony tgt..
that kinda defeats the purpose huh?

and yep adding on the previous reason,
my dear bf may report his absence on that day too :(
being accepted for exchange program, he'll be away from singapore
during that period of time...for freaking long 6 mths!

zzz but of cos
as sharon says, this is a once-in-a-lifetime event!
and i shld really go for it :)

plus she added that i just have to find a real good friend to act as the backup boyfriend to deliver flowers to me on that day!
haha how cute of her! but i wuldnt ask for something like that for sure! =p

nevertheless, i am glad that i've graduated
and i shld seriously take a moment to tink abt wad shld i do after this...
for the future lies unlimited choices and options that i can choose!

no wonder ppl says being a student is always the best!
cos we hav the pathway plotted nicely for us
dun even hav to wry abt heading the wrong way! haha

can i be a lifelong student? =p

anyways went for brunch with loves today! :)
kinda disappointing food :( but as i always claim,
the company is much more impt!

♥ ♥ ♥

orchard is filled with xmas deco and trees!
didnt get to stay til late today to check out the lightings at night :(
shall go explore some other night!

cant believe that december is here
and that year 2010 is soon coming to an end!
time is passing way too fast that sometimes i realised
i dun hav e time to really tink thru wad am i doing day-in-day-out

sometimes life to me feels like:
just do it!
(just like the nike slogan) LOL!

however, this fact means that christmas is cominggg!
i had always raved over xmas! :D
all the celebrations with good foodie!

santa claus is cominggg tooo townnnn! =D

and oh..i decided to play with twitter! =p
@ngyunjie
**tweet tweet**

needa stay strong!

2010-11-30T23:25:00.003+08:00

i need to stay strong

the true don't always reflect the truth
cos there's something in the english dictionary known as hide

as a matter of fact,
i'm a master at hiding

so...hide and seek, anyone?

back to sg!

2010-11-28T20:47:00.016+08:00

I'M BACKKK!!

though if i had a chance to, i wuldnt wanna leave taiwan so soon!
there's so much more for me to explore! eat! drink! and shop!
but nevertheless, every trip gotta come to an end and
i'm glad that i really did enjoyed myself thruout this trip!

of cos it wuldnt b true to say that i enjoyed every single minute of it,
especially during the times i am super missing the loved ones back here in hometown,
but all in all..i had fun :)

taiwan is really a place of good food, good weather (for the time being) and of cos not forgetting, the awesomely best customer service i had ever experienced on the whole! the ppl dere are soooo friendly that everyone everywhere else wuld seem like they hav attitude problems! =X

i salute them for providing the best shopping experience to me!
i salute them for making me crave for the yums bubble tea everyday!
i salute them for making me wanna fly back to taiwan at this instant!

i lurveee taiwan! :D

bye singapore!

the camwhores of the flight =p

i totally missed u, babyboy! :(

godmum! my bedroom partner for the trip!

the crazy bubble tea crave!

camwhore siblings! =p

dad wants to zi pai also! :D

check out that not-too-bad looking dude behind who's in the tour with us too! :)

i just cant get enuff of them! :D

party world ktv with the biggest group ever! :D

almost everyone in the coach are in the family! =D

the fearful 15-storey plunge!

the 360° topsy turvey roller coaster!

the splash ride that made us all wet!

bubble tea! again! =p

woke up to such a pretty view! :D

obsessed with shades! :D

beautiful sunset! :D

will sparkles replace wishing stars and make my wish come true?

the night where we played fireworks! :D

stop the speeding bullet train! =p

hugeee underwater world exhibition!

and yeps! it's bubble tea time agains! :D

my new toy! :D

glutton me looking at the super yummy yampaste ball! :D

another pretty sunset! :)

i seriously cant wait for xmas!

the super pretty place for lunchie! :D

pinghui is pregnant!?!

lurve this random pic! :)

ah zong mee swa! :D

mango ice!! :D

lurve this too! so cutes :D

of cos! one last cup of bubble tea bfr flying back to sg!

francis! our super cool tour guide with omg..dimples! :D

and it's time to come back here!

had the dreadful stomach cramps for the entire noon today :(
wad a sunday! zzz
and it's omgness! back to work tmr!
a little of me happy to see sharon & huiwen once again,
but tinkin abt the pile of mountain of work that is gotta invite me in office tmr!
i swear i feel like fainting now! =p

hadnt seen shaun since i was back on friday :(
i had to unpack and he was busying mugging for his last paper tmr!
nevertheless, we are watching harry potter tgt tmr!
finally a proper date! :D

i guess this blew a little of my monday blues away! (:

taiwan, here i come!

2010-11-19T00:00:00.003+08:00

in another 10 hours,
i will be on the jet plane towards taiwan! :D
it's the yearly big family trip once again ;)
this time round, there's like 22 of us flying tgt =)
just lurveeee how we all can go on trips tgt!

as i always say, the company is moreeee impt than the place!

but! i had heard sooo many stories about taiwan!
which is getting me oh-so-excited!
especially the shoppingggg & good foodie!
oh myyyy! i will be back with a HUGE hole in my pocket! lol
and as how i answer everyone who asked me to take care for my trip:

"dun worry! i'll be back safely in still a piece! but probably a FATTER piece" -.-

like seriously! we know how much harm can a cup of bubble tea do to our weight!
especially with the almost half-filled cup of sinful pearls!
being sucker for yums bubble tea like me, i bet bubble tea is more of a daily drink when i am over there! zomggggg
not mentioning all those nice foodie in the shinlin night market!
heard abt the best 'Ah Zhong Mee Sua', the mango shaved ice dessert, the fen yuan guo, the XXL chicken fillet, the muah chee and the list cant seem to end!

get my point now?
taiwan is a place, to pig-out like seriously!
gotta hv to ensure that i can lose all the weight when i am back next fri
to be in time to don that pretty dress for dear xiao yi's wedding on 18th dec! :D
["xiao yi..gan dong anot?" :P ]

haha sounds like i am real excited abt this trip!
u bet i am! :D

but a small part of me isnt :(
sorry to my dear bfren who is soooo stressed & busy mugging for his exams
while i am out having fun overseas!

where i culd not send those endless sms-es of encouragements
where i cant bring dinner over so to ensure that he is still hving his meals proper while mugging on!
where i am not around to listen if ever he needed to complain abt how the books are boring him!

BUT!
as always:

:)

to my dear bfren ♥♥
take cares when i'm away alright! i'll be missing u!
and i bet 7 days will zoom past soooo fast and soons, i'll be back! :D
love u! (:

will be back to update abt my trip! :)
so stay tuned =p

blissful with all the fun :D

2010-11-18T21:40:00.004+08:00

life has been revolving around good food and great fun
ever since the dreadful sch work are all gone!

though part of me kinda missed those times when i were busy rushing for those assignments
(okie..i bet someone is gotta say i am real crazy to say this)

of cos i aint complaining abt this carefree life i am experiencing at this instant!
just that all those gatherings/good foodie/shopping/enjoyment are really damaging to my wallet -.-
but i guess..the great fun i had is worth so much more priceless (:

updates on what i had been up to!

finally i am posting this here dearie!
happy 22nd to peiyin~! :)
hope u had 8366924794302843 fun on all those celebrations
i had..or it shld be..we had planned for u!

singing ktv like mad girls for 7 hrs straight at topone!
surprising u with e ice-cream cake on the eve of your special day!
dinner with the bestest guys ever!

a memorable birthday indeed! don't u agree babe? :P
more of fun-filled bday celebrations to come over the next 80 years! =DD

of cos! another reason to why i am rejoicing the end of sch semester!
no more sch = more time i hav to spend with my dear bfren! :D

the dim sum meal where shaun once again, plucked time out (though his exams are nearing already) to spend some time with my family is something which i really deeply appreciate :)
i've always been a family-oriented kinda girl and so it would be impt for me to balance my family and love life :) am just so glad (and of cos blessed) that the bfren dun mind mingling with my dear family :)

13.11.10 - whereby i was booked like wayyy early to attend shaun's aunt wedding :)
agreed to go without hesitation cos i know shaun will be around with me and ensured that there's isnt any awkwardness felt when i am with his family :)
since we met early and he needed to mug, we chilled at the tea party!
and it brought me to feeling like those old days (:

just sitting dere sipping my iced tea, flipping thru those old magazines, stole random glances at my dear boy getting busy with his notes :P
those few hours seriously made my day, loves (:

finally met up with simin darling for dinner! :D
and touched that dearie py still came along despite being dwn with stomach flu!
which made me once again, agree totally that there wuldnt be any single ounce of awkwardness whenever we meet, though we dun get to meet up as often recently!

guess this is something which true frenship reflects
as in, u dun hav to meet/communicate with each other on a daily basis,
but there wuldnt be any fear of weird feelings if ever there are random sudden gatherings!

i lurve u babes! (:
shall do dinner more often tgt next time :D
can pull deqi, lynn, angie along too! =p
and of cos yyy, when she is back frm aussie in dec! ;)

yayness to michydear & pydear for making this hari raya haji such a wonderful one :D
since it was a holiday, we decided to grant out wish of having brunch tgt!
at wild honey! which michy & i had been ravinggg over their food!
esp hearing good online reviews for it!

and promisingly, the food is indeed as great as the company i had for that day! :)
prices are kinda steep so this enjoyment gotta be a once-in-a-while kinda ting! =p

always great to be able to meet up with michybabe!
she is seriously, someone (other than dearie py)
whom i can reallyyy speak my heart out to without having the feeling of saying too much!

and two bestest company make me a happy girl! :D
truly enjoyed the gluttoning on good foodie! the talks! the shopping! the relaxing chat over bubble tea! :D lurveeeee you babessss! (:
XMAS CELEBRATION & PICNIC AT HORTPARK NEXT!! *hooks-pinkies*

seriously looking forward to more of such fun!
especially when december is approaching soooooo soon!

it's the start of all the xmas celebrations!
it's the mth of pure fun where almost everyone (most imptly, shaun tan) will clear all their dreadful sch work!
ti's the mth where bonus will be collected at work and directly delegated to spending on xmas prezzies and xmas feasts!
it's the mth which i officially turn 22 :)

this is the ONLY time i am not complaining that time is flyinggg past sooo fast!
i wan december to be here asap and stay put on forever!
i am a december-lover! :D

bored bored bored

2010-11-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

somehow or rather,
i wished i had exams to mug for :(

end of school! :)

2010-10-23T21:10:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL'S ALL OVER!!! =D

this compxm is the lasttt assignment i hav for this semester!
the one which nearly killed me at the expense of my health
when i was trying my best to clear and submit it by wed!

and thank god i managed to do it!
so it was NO-MORE-PROJECTS since wed night!
woooo hooo!

being the last ever semester for my course,
i can say tat
"YAYS I'VE GRADUATED!"
but technically, i wuld still hav to wait til results to be out in dec!

but at least...
no more projects!
no more meeting in sch after work!
no more boring dinners in sch!
no more late nights!
no more crapping for reports!
no more consolidation of reports!
no more having to read and read and read thru the final reports!
no more wkends burnt for project meetings!

ultimate yayness!!

more time for myself!
more time to slp!
more time for my family!
more time for my darling bf! ♥♥
more time for meetings with my loved frens!

i'm real sorry to those all who thought i had disappeared into the wilderness!
esp to my dear 4B girls who always had to cater to meeting at my timings but sadly, i still cant turn up last minute due to sch wrk!
and also to those colleagues at work whom had been waiting for me to arrange a dinner date tgt!

BUT I'M BACK IN ACTION!!

so many exciting things coming up!
dearie py's bday in a few days!
taiwan trip in nov!
xiao yi's ROM in dec!
xmas in dec!

woooo i bet it's gotta be a super eventful year end! :)

it was a nicey sat day-out with loves!
a trip down to ikea to get wad i wanted! *yays*
plus the super yummy chicken wings which never ever failed to delight me (:

and of cos not forgetting!

udders ice-cream with waffle!! :)

skipped our all-time favourite island creamery due to the rain
but still!

thankews loves for taking that uber long cold bus ride down with me,
with no complaints or any feelings of forced obligations,
just to satisfy my never-ending random ice-cream craving! :D

i'm a real sucker for ice-cream! =p

painful but happy 8th mth!

2010-10-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

what doesn't kills us, makes us stronger!
i'm glad that we survived past this (:

P.S: happy 8th month loves ♥♥

2010-10-14T03:03:00.004+08:00

time check: 3am
and correction to the earlier post:
i am not alone (:

♥♥ thankews loves for accompanying ♥♥
while i crack my brains inside out :)

2010-10-14T01:49:00.003+08:00

time check: 2am
mood: siansation to the core :(

i'm so sick of thinking what to write for the BSC part for the MAS report that is due on friday!
and it's aint helping that i'm facing this alone :(
at least at this particular point of time!

struggling to stay awake when eyes are already almost half-closed is really a torture!
p.s: jocelyn!! i know how u felt that time already!

wanna sleep but dun feel at ease if i really go to bed!
i wish that the remaining brain juice left in my brains are enough to last me awhile longer!

alrights gotta be back to work!
and hell omg..my new manager is gotta 'spy' on me tmr at wrk!
by sitting with me at my desk to get a feel of my job scope (as how she explained the purpose for!)
i better make sure i stay 101% awake at work tmr!

thank god for the sugar rush & company from earlier
which still brought me a smile beneath all these sucky reports!

Bon Jovi - Always

2010-10-11T23:13:00.001+08:00

Bon Jovi - Always

10/10/10

2010-10-10T22:41:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 10.10.10~! =p

though it doesnt symbolize anything
(like how i didnt realise the date til a fren told me about it!)
but at least it's a date that we will encounter
at least once and only once in our lifetime! (:

my 10.10.10 is well meaningfully spent with my dear boy! (:
and omgness!
it's always pigging out time whenever i am with him! :P
though it always makes me feel oh-so-fat and oh-no-i'm-broke after that
BUT!
i aint complaining abt the best times spent together! :)
never ever!!

the day started with dim sum brkfast which i had been craving since duno how long ago and though it wasnt the place i had wanted to go, but i am glad enuff with the char siew chee cheong fun + siew mai + fan choy + lian rong bao! :D
[sounds soooo cheena! haha]

and after which was a trip down to his hall in sheares!
where we attempted to some work!
i was trying to type out my MAS report but nothing much can be churned out of my brain :P
and so it was tv time! =pp
accompanied by the yums strawberry pocky which i raided in his room
i had never seen selling them in the stores outside!
not as superb as the ones i brought back from jap *aww misses those!*
but nicer than the normal ones definitely! :)

kinda helped him with his chores and omgness it almost took the whole noon!
which means dinner time came soons! =D

as promised, he agreed to go ISLAND CREAMERY with meeeeeeee :)
*woo hoo*
though it was quite out of the way from dere to kap,
we still went!
seeeee the power of great foodie!! :D

on the bus to bk timah for his xlb craving!

he can only fit my cute turtle ring with his little pinky! :p

the mhk that has the home-cooked feel! :)

him and his xlb~!! =D

after the satisfying dinner, it was TIME FOR ICE-CREAM! =DD
weeeee i was practically skipping my way dwn to island creamery
with myself keep harping to his ears that we are gonna hav ice-cream!!

see wad the power of ice-cream can do to me!
but probably it is a good thing at how easily satisfied i can be!!

mud-pie! with blackforest & apple pie ice-cream!
apple pie is our always ultimate favourite! :D

dun wry i still lurve u though i lurve ice-cream so muchie! =D

super thankful for this boy in my life! :)
though we may not be able to spend every single moment tgt...
though we are always busy with our sch stuff...
(me with my endless projects and u with ur endless hall activities)

though what we can always do tgt are just simple meals
and not as fanciful as wad the others can do

i still wanna say thankews for being a part of my life! :)
i heart u like how bees heart honey! (:

hell friday :(

2010-10-08T19:02:00.003+08:00

it had been quite some time..
quite awhile since i felt so helpless in office like today

not reminding myself abt the super emofied myself last night
which further added on to my real bad morning today!

thanks to the always-there-bud who never failed to listen to my rantings! (:

end of the day!
shoo away all the friday blues! :(

2 major projects to be submitted this coming week!
omgness! gotta hav to focus on them instead!

P.S: thank god for ending my uber bad friday with this super friendly eng-speaking ah ma i met on the bus who chatted with me & also, made me see things in a totally different light!

see how cute the ah ma is!!
upon leaving, she said: "okie i'm alighting at the next stop. take care, girl & all the best for your studies! rmb to treat me coffee the next time i see u!"

2010-10-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

ice-cream! cute ang moh kid! best lunch kaki!

things that never fail to bring a SMILE to me though life is pretty senseless these days with so much projects to rush for! apparently EVERY night is spent to rush abit of project here and there! still have 2 major projects due next week and i swear that py, leen and myself are really on the verge of pulling off our hair in order to complete everything on time! and not forgetting the failing SDMA business online game assignment that we have which is on the verge of foiling -.- lol

had been meeting the babes pretty much these days! almost every other day! looks like i'm seeing them more often then my dear bf or my family! hahaha but i aint complaining :P and KUDOS TO LEENBABE! thankews for making me (and probably py too) feel sooo piggy last night with the free scrumptious sandwich & salad dinner! (:

gotta endure these last mth of schwrk! and look forward to the oh-so-many dates! :D
- wkend brunch with michy dear
- belated bday dinner with lynn darling
- long-awaited girls dinner outing with the kss girls
- clementi cum kap dinner date & shoppinggg with uncle david
- PEIYIN DEARIE'S BDAY CELEBRATION!
- longggg awaited dinner date with sharon & huiwen
- secret mission with leenbabe =p
- dinner gathering with the ex-dksh girls

not forgetting the more time i will have to spend with my family! and of cos my dear bf! ♥♥♥

lurve my family!

2010-10-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
totally hearts such family times!

away from all external stress,
just immerse myself into the carefree-ness!
no need for any facade,
no need for any hiding...
just the pure me to be shown in front of them all!
which they had witnessed for the past 20+ years
and still loving and accepting me for it currently...

just a simple dinner...
with a simple bday celebration...
a simple short walk along the dark park...
with us making a hell load of noise..
laughing at all the nonsenses...
listening to how them all had missed me so much..

these things just makes me feel oh-so-blessed :)
seriously deeply cherished!

great thanks to my parents, bro, uncles, aunties and my cousins!
for making this night so enjoyable for me!

i promise i wun be as busy when october ends! (:

♥ just the way you are

2010-09-27T19:13:00.001+08:00

i wan ice-cream! :(

suspecting

2010-09-20T21:18:00.005+08:00

cant help it
but to have the same old feeling again
and looks like it's gonna linger
til probably when numbness takes over

went for blood donation on sat! was my 1st but apparently not a pleasing experience :(
the process left a huge fugly ugly bruise on my right arm
cos the blood started clotting halfway thru the process
(as in this was how the nurse explained the bruise)
something abt my sensitive veins or wadsoever
didnt really catch wad she said as i was too concerned
abt the already swelling wound where the needle poked thru my skin!
had to stop everything halfway cos the swelling became so bad
culdnt even feel the pain of the needle cos the pain from the bruise overcame it

the swelling is gone for now but the darn bruise is hugeee and sooo purplish now!
i swore ppl were looking at me like i was some freak on the train earlier on!
craps! not like i had wanted this to happen! -.-
gotta just have to hide it frm the public's eye as much as i!
as i dun wan to be accused of going around
and scaring little kids! lol

running the last lap for my AFA module! no more AFA after tmr's test!
i hopeeeeeeee~!!
* keeping my fingers real crossed *

james kwan is the mannnnn~!

2010-09-14T23:29:00.003+08:00

THIS SHALL BE MY MOTIVATION TO GO ON!

thanks to james for trying to enlighten us with those myanmar stories!
for reminding us that we shld feel thankful! instead of complaining non-stop with the life we are so fortunate to be blessed with! at least we have work to complain abt for having to do them! when others may not even get the chance to hav a decent education!

thought-provoking!
he's such an influencing man! shld go be some motivator spokesperson laaa! one of the nicest lecturer i had ever met in my course of studying in SIM! though his moods can be so freaky at times! :x

geesh with all the assignments deadlines and tests coming up..i seriously hope that i can finish and clear everything on time! thank god for eileen and peiyin for sticking on around with me! otherwise i wuld be so depressed and wuldnt wan to do anything! :(

missing the times i spend with my family! missing the times where i can just slack at 211 on sundays w/o having to wryfor sch and just 'ba gua' whole day with all my aunts! haha! missing home-cooked food like seriously too! rawr! missing out on quality dates with ppl i adore! :(

no wonder ppl always say it's the last final yr/sem of the uni life that sucks totally >.<
i shall tell myself: it will all be over when oct ends!

and i hope it is encouraging enough!

i hate sch

2010-09-09T22:27:00.004+08:00

i hate sch :(
like seriously
the work is piling like shits

i hope time can stall...or maybe just...go slower
this is all i wished for
at least for now

ppl reminded me that it's all coming to an end soon...
ppl say that i'm not struggling alone...

WHAT IF!
what if i cant even survive/endure thru these 2 mths? fml

2010-08-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

FML!
1) for studying so much and still find myself struggling with e afa paper earlier...
2) for experiencing the complete state of a blank mind once i saw the qns..
3) for having to hide frm everyone to ensure that i dun burst out into tears in front of them..

i had never felt sooo discouraged with a test ever before! =(((
i'm having a real bad feeling for it and as i was telling jocelyn, i bet the marker dun really have much to award me with marks though he wuld hav wanted to pass me..

see how bad is it? :s

but..thank goodness for this bunch of ppl i have..

1) eileen! the one who went thru e test with me and kinda knew tat dere's sumting wrong with me after the test..and texted her concerns when we parted for home cos she knws that she cant say it in front of me..if not she wuld hav to see me cry! yeps i'll stay strong babe! thankews!

2) shaun! for yeps..trying to console me as much as he culd..with trying to insist that hopefully the bell curve will help me pass thru the test..i seriously hope the bell curve will help, dearrr!

3) jocelyn! for the exp calls/sms-es over frm aussie whenever i needed help in wrk or when i just needed someone to rant to! though not literally here in sg, u're always felt morally!

4) dearie peiyin! for the call earlier..when u just wanted to ask abt the paper..u didnt knw how seriously thankful i felt when my phone rang and your name appeared! i actually needed someone to talk to!

looks like i wuld hav to try reallyyyy hard for the next coming assignment and the second class test to make sure that i wuldnt hav to retake afa next semester!
bet james kwan will ask me (if i can get to class early) abt the test tmr night! and so..i am not going to be in class so early as i seriously wuldnt knw how am i gonna answer him :(

2010-08-26T21:54:00.002+08:00

i'm worried :(
for the nail on my right thumb
that will drop anytime...

i dunnn wannnnn!!!

touched..realli touched :)

2010-08-25T16:15:00.004+08:00

time-check: 4.15pm on a wed
place: AT HOME!

blurpoot me got my right thumb slammed with dad's car door this morning upon reaching office! dad was so nice! to offer to send me to wrk cos i was really feeling tired frm the previous late nights i had due to consecutive days of lessons and rushing for AFA revision + SDMA presentation! :s

i must be drifting like a zombie tat i accidentally 'giaped' my right thumb while closing the door! initial pain was dere of cos! but i thought it was nothing serious so i still decided to walk up to office with e tissue pressing against it to try stop e bleeding!

it turns out that the pain turned to be too much to handle tat tears started flowing :( and it wasnt helping when i had to see ppl who asked wad happened in office..not tat i dun appreciate their concern, but it's just..it induced the tears further! girls who hav active tear glands like me shld understand! :(

the bleeding didnt stop..the swell became quite huge! thks to jason & vincent for the plasters! didnt knw to laugh or wad when jason dropped the WHOLE box of plasters on my desk while walking past my desk! but it was really nice of him and yeps i was touched :)

the ppl whom gradually walked into the office asked and expressed their concerns when they saw my teary eyes..created quite a commotion i realised! after thinkin back now! dad n mum called to ask abt me too :) alice and the rest of them were fussing over it and kept insisting that i shld go c a doc cos a car door slam can be quite serious! when i myself thought it was actually nothing..even the usual bo chup herbert was quite concerned :)

after their persuasion and when the swelling became bigger..i then decided to go c the doc! eric still purposely drove me down dere! cos i didnt knw where the doc near my company is!

saw the doc..she commented that it was quite bad frm all the bleedin and swelling..asked me to pray n hope nothing is fractured (which i will onlu knw a few days later)..she cleaned and addressed my thumb and zomggg wrapped it up with a bandage and now..i hv bak zhang look-alike right thumb! lol feels quite handicapped cos i gotta hv to do everything sooo slowly :(

went back home after visiting the doc..i bet everyone on the bus was looking at me! with the red eyes and fat bandage on my finger! hahas luckily bus was quite empty :p

was reading all those sms-es of concern that i received frm my colleagues (cos apparently they were the only ones who knew abt this incident) on my way home and at that instant, i realli feel sooo loved! seriously :) ppl who knw me well know tat i had been complaining abt hw sucky my wrk can be! but the ppl i met dere are generally nice :) i'm just really thankful to their concern and touched by their actions + words when sumting like this happened to me..when they can actually dun care and carried on with their wrk..

of cos! not forgetting my dearie py too! who accompanied me with her love-filled sms-es thruout! ♥

wad's better were the things i received when i reached home :)

shaun actually came to see me before going for his class after hearing me complain to him while i was at the doc in the morn :) you were the 1st to see my bak zhang thumb! keke though he cant really do much to help it..but seeing him kinda lessen the pain i had! (: thankews dear for coming down purposely! ♥♥ you! :)

mum was at home and i can see that upon seeing my injury, she was actually super worried abt me and cld like feel the pain too :) thks mum for helping me with everything! ♥♥

that's enuff love frm everyone i received! somewhat like reached the quota liao :P keke! later i will have a filled-with-love home-cooked dinner frm mum and i'll b on my way to sch! with 2 PAs waiting for me :P

seriously thankful for this life that i hav :)
yunjie hearts u all! ♥

no frens anymore?

2010-08-22T22:45:00.004+08:00

bewildered is what i can only felt when it happened..
and probably coupled with a tinge of disappointment also..

those eyes which you looked towards us and just scanned away in the nxt second..i seriously cannot fathom why..

what had happened in the past doesnt mean u dun even acknowledge the ppl u were once considered close to? the 'we-are-total-strangers' feeling was what i felt u were trying to imply..

geesh i know i can never do sumting like tat..ever!

life is good :) at least til now!

2010-08-22T10:33:00.007+08:00

august is so fast coming to an end already!
it had been a reallyyy busy august!
esp in terms of schwrk :(
this coming week is the worst!
praying that i have the energy and the faith to hold and fight on!

updates! of the fun times i had!

family buffet dinner at raffles! 31.o7.1o

camwhoring at py's hse after project meeting o1.o8.1o

o5s8 dinner date at marina square! o3.o8.1o

virgin trip dwn to haji lane! o8.o8.1o

john's belated 22nd celebration! 12.o8.1o

rocky's pizza & the daily scoop treat! 14.o8.1o

camwhoring with leen's macbook!
p.s: i was the FIRST to explore with it! YAYS =D

♥♥ island creamery treat with loves! (: 15.o8.1o

loreal make-up wrkshop in office! 17.o8.1o

bakerzin project meeting cum dinner date 17.o8.1o

double bday bash buffet dinner! 19.o8.1o

and yeps! more camwhoring with leen's mac! 21.o8.1o

the long-awaited dinnerdate!! =) 21.o8.1o

horrible week starting from tmr
oh greats cos yj's feeling the super early pre-mon blues alr! :(

17.o8.1o - happy 6th mth anni!

2010-08-17T00:46:00.005+08:00

happy 6th mth anniversary, loves (:

you will never knew how i am always...
counting my blessings to have u here with me :)

the surprise (:

被爱是幸福的 :)

there is only one happiness in life -- to love and to be loved
George Sand, 1804-1876, French Novelist

the morn surprise call

2010-08-07T11:59:00.002+08:00

you're the reason to why i am grinning silly-ly to myself

Mariah Carey - I Stay In Love

2010-08-06T23:19:00.004+08:00

Mariah Carey - I Stay In Love
Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know

[Chorus:]
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

2010-07-30T12:38:00.004+08:00

freak weather :(
hate rainy days! makes the sick feel sicker

and yeps i'm officially down -.-
after the consecutive nights of classes + TRYING to do abit of assign every night (= having late nights)

glad that i actually on MC today! at least i culd like roll in bed & only get up when i wan (on a wkday) and sit in front of my lappy (and not logging on capsim.com for SDMA) rotting online!

but i'm actually supposed to be reading those articles for the assign! *Yikes

PICTURES~ nv fail to make yj's day! (:

verdict: the magnum almond is still the BEST =D

happy 1mth late bday to david! lolsss

after so long, i got to see mr weilong again! haha..
happy 22nd to him~! had an early celebration and also my virgin feast at dian xiao er on sat!
nice food with nice company! (:

woo this place is superb! with awesome desserts!
thks to leenbabe who brought me dere!! (: and also facing the risk of getting oh-so-fat but still swallowed that 2 bowls of desserts with me!! the black sesame one rockssss! *grins!

thankews babe for accompanying me when i have no one else for dinner! thankews babe for listening me complain (or mayb just nagging la..haha) all thruout the dinner at MOS..thankews babe for giving me all the advice which i promised i will keep that in mind..and in return, i promise u that i will be happier! and not be emo elmo anymore! (:

and you gotta be here for me huh! i dun care! =P

and of cos! we will pullllll pybabe tgt with us for more of such dates again! *winks

this approaching august is sooooo gonna be a real busy mth! esp with schwrk with all the projects/assignments becoming due for submission plus the on-going night classes that i am having!
i pray for all the motivation n encouragement that i wuld need to let me survive thru all these without breaking dwn n start procrastinating unnecessary!
though time is always not enuff..i shall tell myself that i can control it and i will learn how to manage it well!
shall try my bestest to move on with this thought in mind!

2010-07-24T15:37:00.004+08:00

soooooo cutessssss~!!!

finally caught "despicable me" on thurs night! (:
uber cutes funny show which made the crowd all roared out with laughter in the almost-full movie theater and which also brought abt frequent claps at some parts of the show!

rating: 4/5! gooooo watchhh! before it is gone! *winks

and just last night was the ultimate sinfullll durian desserts buffet at goodwood park with my dear py n leen babesss and an impromptu special appearance of the 3 interns frm leen's company! at first..i was quite apprehensive when leen told me n the office that they are joining us cos i figured out that it may be quite awkward since py n i didnt knw them at all!
but it turns out to be that they are actually kinda chatty and the 6 of us..yeps were actually able to chat for quite a bit for the entire course of dinner we sat in the restaurant! we were like in dere frm 7pm to abt 1045pm la! haha among the last few customers to leave the place!

didnt managed to camwhore as much as we had initially expect to do so but still...we all had fun and yeps! here are some of the picssss!

see the uber blissful faces we hav on us! of cos! cos wad's there more to ask for with such good food accompanied with the best company one culd ever hav! *grins

gotta go prepare for my virgin dian xiao er feast tonite!!
celebrating weilong's bday with the guys! (:

being a.n.d stay happy

2010-07-22T00:08:00.003+08:00

i strive to make everything complicated to be easily solved with something as simple (:

another 3 consecutive days of lessons over for this week! soooo fast and it's gonna be end of july alr next week! which means yj's super hectic august is nearingggg :(
whenever i flip to e august calendar page on my diary, i just cant help it but to *shakes head! -.-

rawrs! wad's with the having to submit an individual assign, a grp assignment and having a test on 3 consecutive days! ohmytiannnnn! and this is wad e superrr-suayyy me is going to face in this coming august! -.-

i posted this on fb earlier:
Giselle Tan & Leen Tay...你们怎么能没有我?!! =P

actually i think it's more of:
Kelsey Ng Yun Jie 怎么能没有 Giselle Tan & Leen Tay!!

i would really need u babes' motivation to wrk me thru this projectsss-intensive semester!!

needed or wanted?

2010-07-18T21:51:00.006+08:00

another weekend gone..

had expected a boring wkend but thanks to uncle david!! i had a goooood shopping trip on sat! i was on the quest of looking for someone's birthday present and luckily i enlisted help frm him!! =p otherwise i bet i wuld hav taken agesss to decide wad to get! haha we walked and also ate sooo much la! piggies us =P

and yeps! i managed to find a suitable gift which i am having my fingers crossed that the recipient will like it :p and i ended up with getting a top for myself too!! zomggg! when i'm like supposed to stop spending soooo much on clothes! =x haha!

thanks to david! a fren i cant hav without :) for accompanying me! (:
and also! for pigging-out so much with me! felt bad for pushing all the cakes that i culdnt finish to him! haha but he soooo slim! he can afford to eat the yummy but yet so sinful desserts! *winkss!

haha and it was another night of ultimate sinful dinner earlier! aunt bessy's home-cooked chicken rice! =))) kinda rotted my whole sunday noon with the hk drama (宮心計) at ah ma hse! the show was introduced to me by py dearie! niceeeeee~! see how scheming a person can get in order to reap the results he/she wanted! scary but true! though ppl always say it will only happen in drama serials like this..but we hv to constantly remind ourselves that we are living in a cruel reality where most ppl will of cos put themselves at the top-most priority!

and yeps i am feeling the mon bluesss coming upon me once again!
it's another week of mon-wed night classes which gives myself personal time only frm thurs onwards..yj is seriously lacking time! i need time! more timeeeee!

a question in my mind:
rather be someone needed or someone wanted?

does a need implies importance? as in no matter whenever or whatever, u have to be around 24/7...without considering if u are asked to be dere for a reason or not...
whilst on e other hand, a want gives the consolation that though u arent entirely required at all times, but at least whenever u are present, it happens for a reason..

i was stumbled upon this qn..
can i be greedy and say that i want to be both needed and wanted at the same time?

i am tired..really tired
so tired that i hope for time to just stop for me
so that i culd at least do wad i really wan

or at least just spare me a few seconds,
to allow me to just lie on my bed, hugging the teddy in my arms
and think abt how lost time could hav such a big impact...

i miss u :(

2010-07-17T00:28:00.004+08:00

u.n.r.e.a.c.h.a.b.l.e

physically and mentally

2010-07-11T21:05:00.003+08:00

geesh! another wkend is soon gonna be over again just like tat! :(

yays yays! i lurve my koiiii~!

same hairstyle! =P

HELLOS DEARIE!

it was a loooonnnnnggg sat for me yest! met up with my dear uni babes for a KOI + shopping hotdate at bugis! (: the main aim was actually to accompany leen dear for her quest of a bday gift plus of cos! being koi-frantics us! to QUEUE FOR KOI! =D zomg was the word i culd only utter when i saw the queue! not only for the ordering..but also for the collection of the drinks queue! but being the bestest of girlfriends, of cos we still queued for it! though it may sound insane for me to say this, but it's the joy of waiting for something which u had been craving for soooo long that is worth the memory sake! plus this is sumting u can only do with your gfs! :) not many guys are willing to wait soooo long for sumting as simple as bubble tea! (:

as mentioned earlier, though i was just supposed to accompany eileen and to lend her my brain cells to choose the most suitable gift, i think i ended up lugging the most loots back! *geesh! shoes, ear studs, and demin shorts! zomg! when i was supposed to be on the ‘saving-money’ mode! thankewssss eileen for helping me to lug my shorts back home cos i didn’t wanna carry the o-ba-san plastic baggie with me to e dinner appt that i have! *hugs!

it was greatttt to hav such a day-out with my dear girls! =) though it was for just a short noon for me! away frm all the bustle n rustle frm work cum sch! hearts u babessss~! :D

the class pic..for the night! (:

seeeee the adverse height difference btw cr & i! zomggg~!

nextttt upppp later last night was the svps 6b’2000 reunion dinner!! almost a decade since i last saw the bulk of them! some of them changed sooooo much that i culdnt even reco them! was quite thankful that i actually went for the gathering after all as i was actually contemplating not to go! though it was reallyyyy awkward when we all first reached dere, i rmbed how jac and i were discussing when to ciaos =P haha! but soons when more ppl started appearing at the cafe, the mood of everyone was just lifted sky high! From just talking abt wad we all are going at this current stage of life, comparing how unglam we used to look (eirfan & jules brought our pri 6 photos lar!!), listening and laughing at those old jokes we used to crack way back in svps! haha...seriously cant believe 10 years had just zoomed by just like tat! Zomg we are really oldddd alr! *gahs!

really a huge thankews to mr teacher’s pet, chao rong who organised this gathering and acted like a madman (as how he proclaimed himself to be) by stalking n trying to search every single one of us on fb! and trying his best to arrange this in such a way that most ppl can make it! turns out that the response was quite good! =) almost 26 out of 44 of us turned up and our dear form teacher, ms siti, was there too!!! woo ooh! gonna hurry go upload the pics up on fb! =) they all must be anticipating them! hahaha

it’s heart-warming to hear that every single one of them are doing so well in their life! =) makes me wonder if i am also happy & satisfied with mine! hmms..going to wrk everyday is more of a required routine for me i realised..it’s sumting i cant evade as it’s more or less a reason to make me not rot at home while i still attend my part time night classes in SIM! and after wrking for 2yrs plus with a though pitiful but stable incoming mthly income, i tink i may not be able to survive if i am to stop wrking and cease any income collection! :x

cant wait for the next wkend to arrive again! though i can predict that it’ll be a boring lonely wkend =((( but at least i can take time-off frm wrk n class and really rest/nua at home! Seriously having the feeling of having to drag my feet to sch after wrk! it’s another 3 consecutive days of lessons once again! arrg!

oh wells..
yj is saying hellos to another 3 nights of junk food for dinner!

UPDATES!

2010-07-06T23:20:00.018+08:00

pictures speak a thousand million words! *wees! so ta da~!

o5s8 dinner + dessert gathering 21.o6.1o

thankews to yuenloong for organising this impromptu gathering! after sooooo long not seeing them all! amazing that we culd still kinda chat like before..though obviously there will be some moments of awkward silence..but i guess it's overall quite..erm a successful gathering bahs! (:

dinner date with dearie pei 22.o6.1o

a simple but quality night after wrk spent with dearie pei when i accompanied her to collect her NEW blue specs while she accompanied me to queue at the freakingly loooonnnggg queues at IMM to get my radio for office! (: been quite some time since we last went out tgt like tat i realised! but despite this...u know that i still love u loads babeeee :)

joce's welcome-back dinner 24.o6.1o

welcomessss backkkkk jocelyn! (:
met up for Nandos with the SIM dears to once-again..hav a meetup with dear jocelyn who's back for a holiday frm aussie! sooo zomg fast that it has been 4 mths since she got dere! had dinner n camwhored like never before..made joce the VIP having to queue for the uber yummy koi with the siao-bubble tea fans (the 3 of us)..and even took the old sch neo-prints which made our eyes sooo fakely huge! :o

bidding bye to michydear for 7wks 25.o6.1o

went down to the airport to send michydear..my htht + cam-whore + shopping + studying buddy off to korea for her short exchange program of 7 weeks! gosh! i was soooo glad that i did eventually went down after work despite journey being soooo far! at least i culd give her e big fat hug before she flew off! :) her parents are uber cutes! ;) and of cos! thks to her dear xh (aka my love rival! hahahaha) for the ride back! otherwise i wuldnt know wad time it wuld be when i reach cck from the airport that night! :)

i miss u mad babeeee! crossing my fingers for the 7 weeks to be over soonies so u can hurry flyyy back and meet me again!!! *winks!

lovely date-out! 26.o6.1o

it was practically a day of satisfying our cravingssss! (:
island creamery ice-cream! adam road ice cheng teng! taiwan oyster mee sua!
wooos! making anyone hungry? :P lols! it was once again, another perfectly nice date with dear shaun! after not seeing him for almost close to a week for being confined in nus for the arts camp! caught tom cruise's knight & day after trying to book the tix with my pathetic iphone cos we didnt wanted to queue and gv at plaza sing was really flooded with ppl! as always!

got my new craves fav biscuits! and i cant find it in ntuc anywhere loooo! :(
got this in carrefour though! niceeeeee~! it's officially now yj's fav snack for the time being :)

stay home sunday! 27.o6.1o

decided to be a good girl and stayed at ah ma hse for practically going out everyday of the week! probably abit too broke to go out also :P haha lols had sooo much fun with baby bi yun when she came over with ah ling :D
she's soooooo cutess!
the 2nd pic is soooo epic la! looks like i'm forcing my kiss on her =P

and e night ended with DURIANS! from msia! all thanks to uncle yeo who brought it over for us! specially for us! so funny when i recalled how mum & i were actually trying to resist it but culdnt in the end after hearing the praises dad had for the durians! ultra yummys!

mr dear's 1st day at wrk =P 28.o6.1o

it was shaun's 1st day of his temp job! the ultra tiring and lowly paid :P data entry + abit of telemarketing job that he found for this mth of july before sch starts all over again in aug! met up for dinner so i culd hear all abt his 1st day of wrk! (:

the incident that happened in yoshinoya that night during dinner made me feel so blessed to have u here with me!
a simple matter like that...though being ultra minor, embedded a major imprint in my heart which i will always rmb :)

yuenyan's farewell dinner 29.o6.1o

yuenyan!!! we'll misssss uuuuu~!
another fren going overseas to study!! yyy gonna b stuck in aussie for the whole of next yr to complete her course! gonna miss all her cute antics whenever we cam-whore! take cares babeeee~! do rmb to skype/msn/fb/emails whenever u can k! and all e best for your studies dere! we are all rooting for u back here in sg!

and to once-again emphasize the fact! i was actually glad to see angie rushing dwn after wrk just to meet up with us! it's a simple thought of her for doing so..but to me..i actually felt quite touched on behalf of yuenyan :)

ikea shopping with e girls & joce's pasir ris bbq o3.o7.1o

it was truly a day that showed wad was girls' power all abt! :)
met up with py n leen dears for a whole noon of lunchie & shopping around the eastern part of sg which we wuld nv choose to enter unless we got no reason to refuse! was fun camwhoring in ikea though in e end, we didnt get anything =P
scooted over to pasir ris for the bbq but got the not-too-bad bubble tea (yea AGAIN!) frm dwntown east! *yums! this proves wad bubble tea frantics we are! *fatgrins!
was raining when we reached pasir ris for e bbq but still decided to start the fire so that we wuldnt delay the bbq as much! with e help of the kinda pathetic matchsticks + firestarters + refuse-to-be-broken-to-smaller-pieces charcoal + umbrella shielding frm the light drizzle, we managed to start the fire!! *woos! this shows that not only guys can start fire huhs! ;)
it was a night of bitching among the us girls abt others + trying to finish bbqing ALL THE FOOD + camwhoring too! hope jocelyn had the greatest time she culd ever had cos e main aim for holding the bbq is actually her! (:

movie date! o4.o7.1o

it was viewing louis koo day! haha lols! went to watch his latest movie "Triple Tap" with the company of my dear! (: wees~! shuai ker nehs!! but old already -.- quite obvious in this show :( but still..he is still my eye candy k! woos!!
went to visit aunt jane and e rest of them at their amk food stall too!! finally i got the chance n time to go down already! been abt 1 mth since i last saw them! aunt jane has always been one of the aunts i hav whom i can really chat with! since the opening of her stall, it's been lesser chances that i got to see her..much less talk to her! was glad that i went dwn that day and talked soo much! :) all abt wrk/sch/anything under the sun!
didnt get to drink koi though -.- cos the queue was freakingly looooonnggg! rawrs!

fathugs to shaun dear! for accompanying with spending such precious family times and satisfying my dumb wishes (drooling at louis koo in the show obviously :P ) with me! (:

this week was the start of my lastttt (i hope!) sch semester in SIM! gotta hav 4 modules this semester instead of the usual 3 cos it's the final 4 that i have already! gotta hav to cross my fingers and pray hard that this semester will b as smooth sailing as the previous 6 ones! gonna be a super projects-intensive half year ahead and i know i cant afford to slack and wait til the due dates comes knocking near me! i can kinda foresee how busy i will get :( there'll be more lessons scheduled too due to the extra module that i hav...which means leaving me with lesser time for other things -.- family times, friends meetup times, personal times..and of cos..time to spend with my love! :(

but i hadnt hav a choice...do i? gotta make the best of everything i guess! which i always believe it's the right thing to do! no point complaining cos it's all gonna still happen in this way despite the numerous of complaints made! chose this path for myself and so i must stick to it!
do give me the strength that i need!

and also a note to remind myself to stay focus on the impt things! not to be bothered by those untrue thoughts that had been floating around randomly in my mind! and i shld seriously stop myself for being such an overly sensitive bitch -.- i hav no energy/mood for this! shldnt be wasting my strength on those dumb foolish weird thoughts! must remind myself to have faith! to believe in wadever i shld be believing in and not allowing myself to drown in the never-ending deep pool of thoughts in my mind! thanks for having the ability to always tink too much huh! :s and yea! i am sooooo trying my best!

*aja aja fighting yunjie! (:

2010-06-30T22:21:00.004+08:00

gahs turns out that i still lacked the courage to do what i was supposed to!

but life still goes on! haha..shall just take a step at a time (:

it's ain't my fault for being soft-hearted -.-

2010-06-30T00:51:00.003+08:00

finally done with all the weeping for the jap drama serial ["One Litre of Tears"] which mr nice guy :) had soooooo sweetly converted the videos for me so i can watch it thru my iPhone on the go! (:

a rather (read: SUPERBLY) sad show which made me having to stop watching (at certain parts of the show) on the bus/trains (like literally) cos tears were already brimming in my eyes! and no way i'm gonna let myself 'throw face' and start crying in public! :s wonder why are my tear ducts sooooo active!

the past last week had been sooo busy! finally met up with the MI ppl! spent some close quality time-out with dearie pei! welcome-jocelyn-back dinner with e girls! and though the week ended with a really bad friday..the consolation was being able to seeee michy dear that night! and sent her off to korea at the airport for her exchange program! i'll be missing her for the 7 weeks she's dere! seeing the pics she had uploaded on fb..happy to know that she's enjoying every single min of her time dere! :) and when the wkends arrive, it's always the best time of the week! :) had a totally ♥♥ fruitful sweets sat with loves and spent the entire sun lazing at ah ma hse! nothing more i could hav asked for! :)

i'll post pics up soonies! from all the outings! :) so that this bloggie wuld serve as a memory guide for me as i grow older each day! it'll be nice if one day in the future (and if this blog is still around)..to sit and just read thru wad i had done over e journey of my life! happy/sad/angsty stuff..all that happened had made me grew wiser overtime and probably some even served as lessons to be learnt so that the same wrongdoing wuld not occur again =)

so totally in love with the song frm the drama that i'm actually putting it on replay mode at this moment! reminded me of wadever that had happened in the show and made me wanna cherish the ppl i hav even more (: received news abt the passing of a fren's grandma and felt sry for being not really able to help much but to just offer my consolations and wishing that she will feel better over time as i believe time is really a healing factor..a crucial one indeed! rmbed how time had helped me to get over the death of my own grandma back then..and yeps i'm recovering from it and instead of tinkin abt why did the incident had happened so abruptly, i choose to now think that it would be better for things to end up this way..rather than if she wuld hav to survive and endure all the hardship frm wadever illness she had!

it taught me not to take anyone for granted..it's not true that though ppl say that they will stick by forever, there's nothing known as forever i guess..we can never predict wad wuld happen the next day or even just the nxt min! thus instead of being stagnant beneath any unhappiness that we might face, we shld try to move on! (*hints hints) and..instead of being too paranoid of anything bad wuld happen, we shld try take things in a simpler mode and live each passing day as carefree as we can! instead of wrying abt whoever may just leave u one day, mayb we shld convert the energy to tinkin abt how we shld try to make them feel that they are really cherished by us :)

i do wanna be cherished too! who doesnt rights? :p in my spate of life at this instant, i'm glad that i'm still receiving the love from my family though there are times when we do hav our disagreements/quarrels! i'm glad that i do still hav a job, though wrk's really get damn sucky at times, but i'm thankful for the colleagues who act as my pillars of moral support which i need at wrk! i'm glad to have my dear dearies/buddies/girlfriends/friends whom i know i can always rely upon no matter wad! and of cos, i'm glad to have my dear boy who may not seem to be the best candidate in the others' eyes or in everything he do..but at least to me, he's one of the bestest gift that i'm blissfully being bestowed with :) thankews for everything!

yeps i'm thankful to be alive! kicking alive healthily (:
there's still a looonnggg way dwn this path which i chose to set upon and would not wan to waste any unnecessary energy bothering abt things which dun require my attention! so pls do ask me to STOP THINKIN WAY TOO MUCH WITHIN MY MIND and scaring myself in a way abt things which i dun wan to happen but just worried that it may just happen one day! i'm always the kind-of paranoid person who will usually think abt negative results of everything! ppl who really understand me well would hav knw this fact! pls try to change me!

it must be the iced yuen yang drink that i had earlier on which kept me & my mind to be still awake at this timing of close to 2am though dere's still work early tmr morning! :s and though i knw i shldnt be complaining..but i'm really seriously dreading wrk tmr! not due to any disagreements at wrk but more of a personal reason :(

i wished for all the angels i hav to give me the sufficient courage to handle the issue on hand tmr morning! i wuldnt wan to be stuck in the rut every week -.- i pray for a really cool solution which wuld allow me to escape frm the problem in the best way to appear in my dreams tonight! *crossing fingers real tightlyyyy

photos galore :D

2010-06-19T09:08:00.013+08:00

ooh hoo! some overdue pictures! :D

o5s19 xlb buffet dinner 11.o6.1o

it's been wayyyyy toooo loonnnggg since we all met up! :) all the catching up and camwhoring is one thing that i truly missed (: it was fun having dinner tgt though seated at a long table n culdnt get to really talk to every single person..but the presence of each and everyone that night seriously made all the coordinating and preparation of the gathering worthwhile! we even had nicholas as special guest! who happened to b on holiday back in sg frm studying in US! pity that quite a few peeps whom i do miss but culdnt make it for the dinner :( but there's always another time i guess! just love it that how no matter how long ago we had graduated or how not often we meet up, we all still can maintain this closeness btw us like how it was like back then in JJ and still not hav any awkward silence like how i may experience with ppl whom i dun realli meet as often :D i bet it was the times we spent tgt back then in sch which brought us this far (:

picnic at marina barrage with my dear gfs! 12.o6.1o

♥♥♥♥♥♥

woots! finally got my chance to go dwn to the pretty relaxing marina barrage for a PICNIC! the picnic that mich and i had been anticipating for sooooooo lonnnngggg! hahaha! and we were so glad that pydearie culd join us this time round! rmbed she culdnt join for our previous picnic cos she needs to b babysitter for cute jedi! ;) it was fun! just sitting on the vintagey blue mat surrounded with all the good foodie/drinks and of cos..also having the BESTEST company! :D

didnt get the chance to fly kites though :( which was supposedly everyone's main aim to do upon reachin barrage..hahs..but i still enjoyed with just munchin on those junk food + camwhoring + chatting with my dearies! (:

i always find it how amazing it is for py & i to becum as close :) probably cos it's embedded in our hearts/characters or it was fate that brought both of us tgt..or probably it's cos if the numerous time spent tgt, no matter is play/complain/bitch/cry/shopping/ktv-ing/studying or wadever! it seems like we can do sooooo much things tgt :D and yeps i'm really glad to hav her with me in my life which made the decision to befriend her back then in jj to be the wise one!
yj hearts u totally babe! ♥

as for michy! woo hoo~! i culdnt help to start smiling and realised how blissful i am to b able to get a job in my current company now which started this frenship btw us both! i rmbed michy was also wrking as a temp staff back then when i started not long ago too! probably it was the right time or wad which got us acquainted as colleagues first, then fren, then buddies for now :) it nice to hav maintained this bond thus far cos it really hard to find true frenship in an office i guess! keke..so michybabeee~ i thank everything to be able to meet u and yeps as we always say..we are the buddies for everything! be it shopping/desserts/camwhore/htht! loves u! ♥

a walk to rmb =p 13.o6.1o

it's just another simple day out (: but it's the company n time spent tgt that matters :) got wad we wanted on ou agenda with e trip down to sim lim square which we had wished for more ppl dere to go dwn to the IT fair instead :p lols went over to bugis for yummy snacks (ice-cream!!) which continued with a walk frm tanjong pagar al the way to clark quay in midst of exploring e place & finding good foodie! pity that those shops arent opened on sundays :( boo hoos!

though tiring frm all the walking and feeling sinful frm all the eating :p i did enjoyed the day and yeps u know it: i ♥ u (:

the surprise lunch date 15.o6.1o

wee! apple crumble is lovessss :D shaun had a surprise lunch date for me on tues at vivo after his job interview! (: we had pastamania! he's gotta start wrk soonies in another week or so and i'm glad that he finally found a job :) though this means that we may hv lesser time to meet up esp after i start sch all over again in july :( but anyways, jiayous & all e best for the job dear! at least u wuldnt hav to b bothered abt having to only rot at home :P

i'm feeling oh-so blessed & happy with e mac breakfast from earlier on that was specially brought to me whilst now slacking & rotting on my lappy with 就想赖着你 and chatting with dearie pei on msn! gonna make this weekend a truly lovely one (:

d.u.m.p.l.i.n.g.s

2010-06-15T22:39:00.004+08:00

tmr will be the day where most of the chinese religious ppl will hav some praying sessions with dumplings! my mum does so too and that explains the zomg number of dumplings lying on my dining table at this particular moment! everyone keeps giving! think my mum can rent a part time stall in the market and sell them alr! lols

speaking of authentic dumplings..i personally only eat those hand-made ones from home..i wuld not buy those selling outside de..somehow or rather i tink it's cos i'm blessed with being able to feast on home-made ones since young :)

speaking of which..my late ah ma makes the best dumplings i had ever eaten! though old (but still not frail back then)..i rmb how she will make soooo many, as much as she culd..so that it will b enuff to distribute among her 9 kids and her numerous grandchildren! turns out to b we all are huge fans of her dumplings! i wuld always rmb how ah wei wuld ask for double salted egg yolks in his and mine w/o the yolk! fussy us whenever i come to think back abt it but dearest her will always accommodate to wadever we asked for! how nice!

i once witnessed the entire process of completing the dumplings! from washing & cooking e ingredients, the 'wrapping' of it and the steaming of it! oh hell i rmbed there's heapsss of work for it de! and ah ma wuld do it all herself..usually taking the WHOLE day or even daysss! appreciate her effort back then just to make yummy dumplings for us!

but now! i wuldnt get to eat her dumplings anymore since she passed on sooo abruptly a few yrs back and didnt really passed on the skill to my aunts..no doubt the incident had alr passed by for so long..but i realised every now and then, things around me wuld just reminds me of her love and concern for us all..guess i realli do miss her..and still kind of upset by the fact that i culdnt even hear for myself her last words for us (or probably also cos she wasnt given the chance to say so too) :(

i just rmbed that the whole thing happened so fast & sudden! rawrs! i know i cant go back in time anymore but i cannot control myself from not missing her..and i bet everyone else in the family do too! occasionally we will include her within our conversation like the past things she used to do for us and etc..looks like she still holds this significant special place in all our hearts & minds..hates it when i still get oh-so emotional when i speak of her to ppl outside my family but i cant help it..so just bear with me i guess

went for a jog for 2 consecutive evenings alr! yesterday & today..just felt like going for a run probably cos i was too bored stuck at hm after work or cos i was trying to clear off the blockage in my mind! and i realised running do help in unclogging my blocked mind off those unwanted thoughts somehow or rather! though tiredssss (like how i am now) after the run, i guess it wuld give me a better slp at night and i shld seriously start slping earlier everyday alr! target is 11pm but i knw i wuldnt be able to fulfill it! so i will just work within a buffer time i guess..

reached office totally drenched this morn due to the *damnit* sudden heavy rain when my bus was nearing office alr! jeans was wet up to my knee and e back of my cardigan was like just being washed out frm the washing machine -.- hav umbella like useless la! spoiled my day totally! but luckily things got better when i had a great lunchie at pastamania! :D my favvvvv apple crumble pizza as dessert! *yums!

yj's ironman!

2010-06-10T23:55:00.002+08:00

the pleasant surprise! ♥♥♥

seriously nothing else, other than feeling uber blissful and happy could have described how i felt when i saw the text that i'm gonna have koi bubble tea after attending a whole looonnnggg day of company training workshop! the simple dinner, the random window shoppings and e ride back home tgt (((:

i'm glad that i'm stuck with u (:

david's 22nd o6.o6.10

2010-06-07T00:53:00.004+08:00

ppl always say pictures speak a thousand words! so i'm gotta write lesser and let the photos SCREAM out the fun that we had! =D

5th june 2010 is the day where my best guy fren, uncle david, grew older yet ANOTHER year! :) being the niceee fren (as always :P haha!)...i decided to hold a mini celebration for him on 6th june! but at HIS PLACE! rofl~ and it was kinda like a mini-class gathering! :P

but before e celebration at night, it was a sweet day date out with my dear to kinda...celebrated for the release of our results :) yays! we cleared the dreadful exams successfully :D and of cos not forgetting my... *thumb-up for mr shaun tan! =D for scoring well!

went over to IMM from marina square to get david's cake..secret recipe's choc banana! :D *yums! picked up py along the way and we were all on our way to david's house for the ultimate cam-whoring night of the century! :D

of course these were not just all the photos taken that night! soooo many to be uploaded here already! anyways, do hope he had a memorable 22nd bday celebration with us all!! though celebration was late by a day :P had fun that night mingling with all the others and playing all the ridiculous games on tv =P haha! thks for letting out your house to us david! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE DAVID! MAY U HAV A BLASTFUL HAPPY YEAR AHEAD! AND OF COS...CONTINUE BEING THE SUPER NICE FREN TO ME =DDD *WEES!

I.C.E-C.R.E.A.M

2010-06-05T16:41:00.003+08:00

woo hoos! i.c.e-c.r.e.a.m is always soooo temptings! esp in such a hot weather like now!
just looking at the pics culd even bring me a smile :)

marina bay sands with loves :)

2010-05-31T13:32:00.007+08:00

boo hoos! i'm sick a.g.a.i.n! -.- lost count of the number of times i took mc frm work this year :( definitely not a good thing but at least i can get to rest at home :)

and i can get to do some things which i was supposed to do but hadnt got the time to do so! random stuff like packing my wardrobe! =P cleared my wardrobe on sunday! =)) like FINALLY! waiting for my 3 new dresses! woo ooh exciting! hope they will b niceeee! which reminds me! i missed the post-lady (if they are called as such =x) today! i shld receive 2 mails today but didnt cos i wasnt at home! apparently the dresses are too bulky to b slotted into my mailbox! :( gahs i hav to wait til wed den =(

wasnt at home cos I WENT FOR A JOG THIS MORNING! yea insane me decided to do that with my bro after soooooo long of not exercising and still nursing a flu bug! guess i was bored at home :p culdnt run as much as i USED to can anymore :( old alr! no more stamina -.- but i'm glad that i did went after all! it's good to move the lazy body once in a blue moon =P haha!

it was a trip down to marina bay sands on fri with loves =)))

though it was raining when we left our places but it didnt really dampen our moods =)) though the shopping mall over at marina bay sands wasnt realli completed which made us felt abit cheated for going all the way down to see only a few shops and the rest still undergoing renovation works -.- though it was quite a long walk down frm the mrt to the mall, i was glad to have u beside me :)

and my evil but cute bf took soooo many of my unglam pic and wad i culd take of him are all his nice nice shots! so unfair! Zzz haha! i'm sooo gonna hide all the ugly fugly pics =P hahaha! but still it was still..a great day spent tgt :)

went shopping in town after visiting the supposedly a tourist attraction! i bet it's just the casino that it's attracting all the ppl..FOREIGNERS actually! cos apparently they hv free access with their passports! lol! got tempted by sooo many pretty things in 313's f21! but i must curb! otherwise i wuld really hav to survive on bread n water for the nxt few weeks =P haha! have to 1st re-mend the hole in my bank acct that my dslr had caused =P

best times as such are more than wad i culd ever asked for :)
loves u!

S.H.R.E.K

2010-05-28T11:17:00.003+08:00

omg! the cat is soooooo cuteeee! =DD
with the teary puffy eyes to get wad it wants! =)
can i do that too? prettyyyy plsssss =P

caught shrek late last night =) niceeee~ funny + cute and heart-warming i guess *winks! despite being late at night, there's still sooo many ppl in the theater! with so many kids too! =)))

at least it brought smiles to me after the disgusting past two days *urgh
thks for the lovely sweet movie treat dear! *hugs

had quite a few pics not yet uploaded =X didnt had time to but soon they'll be up on fb! =D
pics for the lunch buffet at meritus & s19 girls' long-awaited gathering last wkend! =)))

and....I'M SOOOOO LOVING MY NEW BABY CANON 550D =)))

2010-05-26T23:05:00.006+08:00

emocakes =(

i rmb it's been quite some time since we both last lost our tempers and sparked such words..i'm actually glad that it was had been this way..but those moments earlier on..probably cos i was still feeling sore from yesterday that make me said all those..i'm sorry for rebutting when i really shldnt have..but i aint sorry for wad i had said cos i still know myself best..

i just needed u to understand me more
and not just assumed that u know me inside out when it isn't true
life is not always happening under your directions

wad is perfection?

2010-05-25T20:30:00.009+08:00

gahs..i'm having the random emo thoughts once again ):

sumtimes i cant help it when my mind tend to wander n wander so far away til i'm scaring the shit out of myself! =X i probably thought too much when i suddenly felt teary eyes on the long bus ride home earlier on! i bet that uncle standing beside me saw it (from the way he looked) but just didnt bother..

Zzz it's not a sin to think too much i know..but definitely not a good thing! why cant things be kept to its simplest terms and everything will just fall in place :( i hate myself for always trying to complicate my thoughts til the stage like how i am now: confused n lost from within! and it's not helping when all i culd do when i get back to home is to either rot in front of the comp or try entertain myself with some senseless tv programs..at this point in time..i wuld rather that sch had started again..at least i culd b kept busy from shuttering frm work to sch n probably numbed by all the boring lectures that so that my mind wuldnt be so free to wander to the wilderness outerspace..

pybabe once told me that i'm the perfect kind of fren/gf/daughter that people wuld ever ask for but i beg to differ..i'm not as nice as how ppl may see me to be..in my dictionary, being the perfect fren is to be there for frens whenever they needed..being the perfect gf is to provide every support & love & TRUST she culd for her loved one..being the perfect daughter is to make her parents know that she is wise enough to able to survive on her own no doubt she may still be that little kid in their eyes..

perfection! everyone sought for it but i guess it's someting that's not easily attainable..there's no a clear indication of what perfection is which thus explains the various perceptions of being "the perfect one"! i know for someone who's as self-conscious as me..i wuld of cos choose to portray the best of myself in front of the others..SUPERFICIAL (*slaps myself) i know but i just cant help it..it's embedded in my character =x but recently i'm getting tired of doing so..probably bcos age is catching up -.- okies it's a crap reason but probably still a reason..i'm sick of doing things cos i needed to do so and not cos i wanna do so..i'm tired of showing that i didnt mind a bit when it is actually causing a huge stir in me! i probably had done such things so that i wuldnt wry the ppl around me who cared but come to think abt it..feels like it's kinda dumb..for choosing to hurt myself in this way =x

no one is perfect i guess..and of cos not myself! i hate myself at times when things go so hay wired but i just cant seem or probably dun even bother to do anything to salvage or reverse the situation..i hate myself for hiding frm reality when i culd hav easily solve the issue if i had taken the 1st step..it's true that at most times, i'll think for the others before myself but i hate myself when i start complaining abt having to suffer in silence while the others get wad they wished since it was my initial decision to do things in such a manner!

yunjie ain't superwoman
and even if i'm one...
every superwoman needs her protection at times

Zzz enough of ramblings! i shld probably pull someone to go watch some hilarious movie with me to laugh all my senseless worrying thoughts away! or i shld just knock myself down flat on my bed n try to sleep so that i culd b more efficient in work tmr!

16 may 2o1o

2010-05-19T23:07:00.009+08:00

OOPS! it shld be 16 may 2010! =P

the oh-so busy & tired sunday but endlessly filled with fun! :D
congrats to dear yiling jie jie & botak kor kor for having such a successful wedding ceremony!
blessing you guys with all the love i hav! =)

love is in the air~!

the oh so busy wk!

2010-05-14T23:56:00.003+08:00

ooh woo! it had been such an eventful week for me! busy busy busy!
but it had kept my mind off from wandering too far which i shouldnt be bothered abt!
ahahaha..but it had been such a sinful week! so i tink it's time to diet lo~! =P

tues (11 may): Sakae Dinner at clems with sharon & huiwen! =D
the looonnggg awaited dinner date that we planned like since AGES ago! way back in march! sorry babes for draggin it til only now :( i was busy with sch back then! -.-anyways i had a great time laughing and spending time with u two! turns out that we can actually be quite insane after office work hours! all those nonsensical jokes! haha..interesting! =D didnt know they liked to cam-whore so much too! or probably cos they were influenced by me =P haha we took so many ridiculous funny pics! i bet our table is the nosiest in the shop that night! =PP

didnt had main courses so we 'attacked' those sushi! so full after dinner -.- and we EXCEPTIONALLY hearts the fried tempura vegetables thingy! ordered 3 plates of that! can u imagine? =P more dinner dates in e future! every 2 or 3 weeks ok?! as planned to! at least hav got sumting to look forward after a whole day of tiring work! :)

wed (12 may): yiling jie jie's wedding jie-mei meeting
went over to 211 for a nice home-cooked dinner after work before going over to yiling jie jie's house for the scheduled meeting for all the 'sisters' for her wedding on sunday! was pretty awkward initially cos i didnt knw the other ppl (her frens) but gradually as we discussed abt the plans for her big day and how we are going to 'disturb' the groom when he comes pick her up in the morning! all e gate-crashing activities! haha some are pretty evil though easy to fulfill!
good lucks to botak kor kor mans! i'm so sorry that i cant help u this time round =X

thurs (13 may): desserts & shopping date with michy! =DD
went over to town after work to meet my dessert cum shopping cum cam-whore buddy MICHELLE LEE! =D

micybabe wanted to try the tarts when she chanced upon it last time & so we agreed to go be the guinea piggies for the tokyo tarts place! =D they have an outlet in orchard central & another in vivo i tink! their tarts are soooooo pretty la! *look at e pics! and they all are so professionally made which made us tempted to try all! but we didnt of cos! we are no pigs! haha decided to skip dinner to directly dessert straight and ordered a slice of the choc banana & a slice of e strawberry mont blac choc! both hav so different tastes so it wuldnt be fair for me to say my preferences! haha..choc banana is richer in the flavour while e strawberry one is a 'lighter' alternative! but both are considered not-t00-bad! =D

afterrrr desserts, it's time for SHOPPING! *fat-grins! went over to 313's f21 where we got soooo tempted by all the pretty apparels! no wonder ppl always say shopping is always a lady's best hobby =D oh yea babe! it reminds me! we will have to go bugis street tgt soonies! in hope to spot full-length dresses for u and belts for us! *winks

we were toooo obsessed with shopping in f21 that we forgot to cam-whore! but we made up for it when we were in uniqlo! hahs..so funny that we had to secretly whisper (like literally) when we whipped out our cameras! had to keep a look-out for the salesppl also! =P sounds silly but not when we were like having so much fun! =D

after shopping..out last activity of the night! DESSERTS again! =D

though mich wasnt really supposed to hav ice-cream..but we just culdnt stop ourselves walking towards the cold rock ice-cream parlour! ultimate sugar rush! =D so many toppings for us to choose frm! in e end we chose michy's fav violet cumble choc bits & chips ahoy biscuits topped on ferrero ice-cream! the ang moh that served us is sooo friendly *winks!

♥♥ babeeee it was a good night spent tgt! =D more desserts date k! nxt stop is that pretty cafe that we walked past that night! =D *hooks fingers! i'll cya when u are back in sg next week for more hawtdates like thurs! =D

fri (14 may): dinner with s19's front-row guys! =d
haha funny description abt how i described them! front-row guys =P our class guys used to split to sitting to 2 different rows in class back then in sch! haha so til today, they are still labelled as tehe front-row/back-row guys =P haha lols

anyways it was actually supposed to be a dinner gathering with willy ah beh & kukupig kent de =) in e end it turned out to a mini-class gathering as how jiesheng wanted it to be =D haha! met up with willy, kent, yongkian , chengwai, thomas & jiesheng for my first time ever try in carl's junior! =) mytian the burger is soooo huge! =X luckily willy did warned me abt just getting e burger itself & he'll share his fries with me =) so sweet of him! hahaha the guys literally made me laugh non-stop thruout the dinner for all their nonsensical jokes! funnily how this trait of theirs didnt really change as compared to the old times! haha..

had been quite some time since i last saw them already! and i'm glad that we culd meet up for a short dinner last nite =) thks willy for organising it! =D

didnt join them for their after-dinner supper & drinking session cos i was off to meet shaun! he's finally back from msia! =))) walked home while hearing him say all abt his trip :) though tired but he still came down..yes i am touched :)

i'm glad to hav u here with me :)

i know i'm not

2010-05-10T22:39:00.002+08:00

and yeaps now i understand what is
a friend in need is a friend indeed!

I.C.E-C.R.E.A.M =D

2010-05-09T23:36:00.003+08:00

just love it how when my cravings got satisfied despite having to worry abt the extra calories being added and of cos..the widening of e waistline =P haha!

thankews for the mac breakfast & ice-cream night-dessert company =)))
and guess wad! it seriously made my pre-mon work blues gone for good!

2010-05-08T15:34:00.005+08:00

woos! freedom after exams! like so finally!

had a super killer FP paper on mon =( * crossing my fingers real hard and hoping that i will really pass the module! but i shall not brood abt it! and talk abt the more exciting things! =D

as usual..after the completion of the exams..on the very last day..pybabe and i wuld go CRAZY at kBox! it's only different this time round cos leenbabe joined us too! and added on to the fun!

woos! the 3 of us seriously almost went insane during our ktv session! haha singing all those HIGH songs, those retro old sch songs plus those loving dovey songs! haha! immensely funny mans! =D it's like an avenue for us three to FA XIE! after e past 2 mths of stressful projects and exams! all was great except how we wasted our waffles for being caught cos we smuggled them in =X haha we shld hav hid it! =P

but still..despite being hungry from NO lunch and just a cup of e ice honey lemon for each of us..we still endured all the way til almost 6.30pm! too bad we culdnt hav the last half hr which we supposed to hav lo! went to treat ourselves to pizza hut after the fun and e all e cam-whoring started! we sat there for so long! was a mon so there wasnt much crowd! =P chatted with the babes abt so much! realised we can really talk abt almost everything under the sun =D haha so WO XIN! =D

loves u babesss! more of such outings in the future k! =D

and after all those fun..it was BACK TO WORK on tuesday! mytian! after almost of 2weeks of leave..i was actually super reluctant to go back =X as expected, there's like piles of work for me to follow up *yikes! but it was good to be able to see them all again..my cute colleagues i mean =P

but after work..it was ironman2! =))) woos hav been looking forward to movies since the start of exams! :) ironman2 wasnt as nice as expected..was quite draggy in the front part but i guess e company i had at the right point of time & at the right place is more that i could have asked for =))) it was really probably i guess..how ppl will treat it as..quality time spent tgt =)

went back to 211 for dinner on wed nite and woohs! it's aunt jane's bday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE AH YI! =DD

though there wasnt any huge celebration, the simple home-cooked dinner that we had was nice! like how i always say i'm the kinda of family-orientated girl..it's really blissful to be able to sit down at e dinner table at times with my family to have a meal..which i hadnt been able to do so for the past 2 weeks when i was shuttering to the various places for my mugging-for-exams sessions! =)

thurs was spent sitting in front of tv and parking my butt there for the whole nite =P daddy was saying that it had been so long since i last sat with them tgt in front of the tv =P haha! the channel 8 9pm show is nice!! too bad it's coming to an end soon already! *boos

and yesterday! YEAPS! finally went vivo to shop shop shop with pybabe! =DD passed her the msg which i wanted to and hope she understood! and no matter wad..i'm here for u babeeeee!!! *FATHUGS =)))

and now! gonna be the highly anticipated and awaited movie! i'm gonna go prepare to leave for ipman2! heard how highly raved the movie is and i'm so excited abt it! =))

woos! i seriously lurvvveeee the holidays! =D and they'll officially be mine for this next 2 months! =)))

eye candies =D

2010-04-26T17:30:00.007+08:00

sheesh! 1 paper down..2 more to go! *jiayous!

instead of studying for OB last nite..i fell into e temptation despite trying to lock myself in my room..to watch a hour of the star awards on tv! caught the part on the awarding for the top ten popular artists and OMG! hav new eye candy!!! =DD

赵又廷 !!!

haha! lols..was quite disappointed by the clothes that the artists wore this year though =( nothing (in terms of the outfit) really caught my eye! haha but ooh mans..these ladies are really pretty! =DD

Jeanette Aw

Michelle Chia

Jesseca Liu

woo ooh! had a bbq 2 wkends back and baby biyun was dere to join in the fun too! =D

see how she is getting cuter each day as she's growing =D
her chubby fair cheeks! so cuteeee! =)))

before ending this entry..guess i jux wanna express my appreciation & gratitude to say a belated thankews for all these sweet little gifts!

dearie pei surprised me with this packet of gummies! (MY FAV!) with a uber sweet little note to spur me on for the dreadful exams! *fathugs!!

sharon bought this really cute stickers and surprised me when i returned to office after that 2 days of mc early this week~ =D cant help it but stickers really make me sooooo excited! haha..i'm still a little girl inside me i guess =PP

and of cos not forgetting my ai xin barley drink that huiwen got for my during lunch to 'cool' myself after being so sick for 2 days! =D came as a total surprise cos i didnt went lunch with her! =) thankews babeeee!

alrights gotta go shower and probably take a nap =P before i try my best to choingggg for the ethics paper on wed!

*jiayous to all who's having their exams!
they suck but soon they'll be over!
加油加油加油 !!!

BREAK FREE!

2010-04-24T23:02:00.003+08:00

pls bring me the train that can transport me to somewhere far far away frm here!

grrrss! 1st paper on monday but i already cant wait for the last paper to end! mytian!
soooooo mucchhhhiieee tooooo studddddyyy!! *faints

i came to realise that reading thru the notes umpteen times is not enuff! finished writing your own notes is not enuff! wad's more impt is the absorbing and e ability to rmb wad u had studied! which i still fail to do so despite like repeating reading those few sheets of my OB notes for the past few days! Zzz and i'm seriously crossing my fingers that i will not mix up the facts frm ethics, FP and OB! somehow or rather..they all seem similar to me! *goodness!

I NEED A GET-AWAY! away frm all these stress! but no use hiding i guess..cos it'll still ultimately be here to haunt me! arrgs! seriously looking forward to end of exams where i can fulfill e huiwen's loooong belated bday dinner! e lunch buffet & tai tai shopping day-out with aunt jane! my wish of getting e dslr! oohsss just these 3 things & i will be sooooo uber broke after which! but they still seem to be more enticing than these 3 papers that i am going to hav over this next wk! oh yea! and of cos not forgetting the MORE FREE time i'll get to spend with e ppl i love :D *winks

just as how dearie py said which i kinda agreed...
when we're at wrk..we tend to get so sick of wrk!
when we're on leave to study..we kinda miss wrk cos we are SO SICK OF MUGGING!

lols! and mugging is only made fun-ner when u hav your best mates with u to mug tgt! had been running either to shaun's hall or je lib wif py to mug for past few days! nv at home cos i knw i wuld seriously slack n rot online if i hv my lappy with me! hehe

AND WHEN IS MICHY BABE GONNA HAV A HAWT STUDY DATE WITH MEEEE!!! *hints hints

lols..and i'll always rmb how silly py n i were tat late noon in attempting and successfully went out in the HEAVY rain with our frilly umbrella..just to get our all-time fav bubble tea! haha! guess this is sumting that i wuld only choose to do with her presence and probably e reasoon why she remains as one of the dearies that i will never hav without! :)

2010-04-21T20:27:00.002+08:00

WHATCHA YOU DOING AT~!

feeling super tireds today =(
went back to work after 2 days of mc and as usual..the pile of wrk is left on my desk waiting for poor me to clear them..appreciate the effort that liping had put in to help do some but still..ohmytian! there's still so much! *gasps

yea i was sick for the past 2 days..at least on monday..when i woke up with a sickening fever and the leaking non-stop nose -.- the flu did came on sunday..but not the fever! Zzz bet it's due to those late nights i had back last week..it's always e case during my exams period..sian diao la..rest and literally slacked at home for the whole of monday..trying to catch up on my loss sleep..made me felt so guilty yesterday which made me dragged myself up early morn to go out study..yea and i guess ir was only productive in e morn cos i didnt really hav the right resources with me..i freakingly blurly brought the wrong textbook out =((( must be under the effect of the strong flu pill -.- i ended up with like different modules' of notes and textbook -.- Zzzz

back to wrk today..was pissed at those who tend to get them way thru by sucking up the boots of the others! mytian..the way they will suck up is omfg! so obvious is that they wanna get the others to help do the job for themselves! i cant understand how can they choose to go help this another person who's having the same job duties as me and was only on a half day leave yesterday while i was like sick & mia frm wrk for the full 2 days! not that i wan them to help me with my stuff..but i just hate it when i hav to stay in & lunch on cup noodles so that i can at least complete my wrk on time when he can slack his time surfing the net with the thought that the others will help in case his work cant be done! *faints!

but at least that's not the only thing that i experience in e office..there are really nice ppl around too who will show their concern for me..either in a direct or indirect way =)))
i tink it's cos of them which made me stayed there for so long..it'll be my official 2nd year with the company already this coming may! so fast! had experienced the wonders and hells of the job til i'm kinda immune already =X

going to work everyday now just seems like a daily routine to me..something that is fixed to my daily life..like how we had to stick to our timetable in sch back in the pri/sec/jc days :)
but of cos! i wuld always jump at the chance of getting the chance to see and gossip with ms sharon ang in the office! HAHA! tat's probably my daily motivation to go work =P

tmr will be my start of the almost 2weeks leave frm work in preparation for my exams =(
gonna leave all the e wrk stress aside for now and FOCUS on my revision!
i better make sure i make these leave took to be worthwhile!

i need the motivation!

I WAN A SECRET BUDDY

2010-04-11T21:09:00.006+08:00

i always wanted this thing which i can just rawr to and be assured that nobody else will know wad i had said!

Zzzzz had been rushing the dumb OB project since last night after class! i had never tried doing any other sch work til like such wee hrs in the morn before this sickening portfolio assignment! and it is a GROUP project..dun understand why i had stupidly volunteered to pick up the sai kang of consolidating & editing the entire thing :( now everything seems to be my job! humpf! intially i thought it would be managable but i was sooooo wrong! and it isnt helping when no one is offering to help also -.- but of cos la..who else will be so 无聊 to stay up til like 4am! fml

feel sooooo terribly sorry to jocelyn babe who's already very stressed with her own assignments in aussie and i still keep complaining to her abt this work load and how stressed i am actually feeling over this dumb project! nothin much she can do to help also..but i guess something small like offering a listening ear and the knowledge of knowing that someone is fighting alongside with u helps so much!

and this is just the project! i still hav my exams which is like coming in 2 weeks! fml x2

RAWRS! enuff of ramblings! no matter wad..i guess i still hav to do the work -.- and i shall now go back to look at how i am gonna edit the intro part of our report before sending them all that i had tried to complete over these 2 days! yawnssss and i seriously hope that i wun crash my head on e study desk tinkin that it's my bed and just doze off........

*am slapping myself to wake me up!

i need motivation!

2010-04-10T09:36:00.001+08:00

how am i gonna finish all the studying? Zzzz

2010-04-04T10:46:00.004+08:00

geesh got woken up at like 6.30am this sunday morn frm the super strong wind howling from outside :( and soon later..it started raining -.- of cos i went back to slp! rainy mornings are BEST fop sleeping in! esp when i'm like so deprived frm my beauty sleep =P haha!

woke up to hav super sinful but yummy roti prata breakfast! :D nices! been quite some time since i last ate e roti prata that i love! reminded me of e equally sinful muffins breakfast that i had yest =P OOOPPPSSS! probably it's time to start dieting le! =P haha lols

more imptly! the past 3 days/nights had been so eventful and enjoyable! :D sweets!

1st April 2o1o - BakerZin Dinner & Desserts Hawt-Date with Michy Babeeee =)))

ULTIMATE HEARTS U BABEEEE! =DD

it's been quite a loooonnnggg time since i last saw this hot babe! =P haha! finally got the time to arrange a short 3 hrs dinner date with her! :D rotted in bakerzin thruout for all our HTHT and cam-whorings! =D been great to hear everything abt her and also touched when she sat there and lent me her listening ear! *hugsss!

gonna meet up some time soon again k babe! :D and not forgetting..we hav to motivate each other by being the study buddies once again! 1 mth down this april..i guess we shld b meeting up more often! which i am seriously NOT COMPLAINING abt! =)))

2nd April 2o1o - 3D movie experience + HOT SPICY dinner + SWEET desserts =PP

ooohhhss!! was a great day-out on that good friday holiday! TGIF =D haha! went for the Clash of the Titans 3D movie with the guys and nahs..movie was so so only =P but the company means much more k! was fun cam-whoring in the cinema with the 3D specs since we were early for e movie and no one are like stopping us from taking pics =P haha!
saw eileen babe that day too! she watched the same movie at e same place & time! she & her bf were sitting a row behind us! :D keke sad thing is i didnt take a pic with her which we both had planned to do so =(

after movie was a late dinner session at Thai Express in JP! with peiyin dearie also! she joined us for dinner! =)) the spicy food at thai express kinda created so much jokes during dinner that nite! yummy nice food though! :D (pics up on fb!) haha..nice hanging out with this bunch of ppl whom i had known since back in our jc days and am equally glad that we still remained as close :)

to celebrate the victorious challenge over at thai express..we all decided to head down to BakerZin (yea AGAIN) for DESSERTS! :D their CAKES are freaking nice! *yums =))

3rd April 2o1o - Ah Ma & Daryl's Birthday Celebration 2o1o
=DD

headed down to crystal jade at east coast after class for the bday dinner celebration for ah ma and daryl! =)

look at the 2nd pic!! that's ALL the grandchildren that my ah ma has! :D so many rights! looking at how happy dear ah ma was last nite made me so touched :) focus on the pic! she's literally smiling til we cant see her eyes =))

happy birthday ah ma! may u always be happy under the loves of us all and stay healthy always! (:

bought shaun dear along for the dinner too..ah ma says she wanted to see him =P intro him to my family and =)) glad that they all had made him felt so welcomed :) everyone was so excited abt him..claiming that it's gonna be their next new topic til someone else brings in a new partner =p haha! oh ya..they all claimed that his facial features resembles my bro! haha hav mahs! =PP

thanks for accompanying me down to the dinner dear =)

*hugs

gonna go try edit my project for awhile before i needa go prepare & leave the house to proceed to the yearly qing ming praying event with my family..i hope it will stop raining soon! :)

Sarah Connor - Living To Love You

2010-03-28T19:03:00.003+08:00

Sarah Connor - Living To Love You
All we had was just one summer
Two lovers strolling in the park
But like they say the world keeps turning
As the leaves were falling we should fall apart

Now I'm waiting for the winter
To build a castle out of ice
And deep inside this massive building
There's a crystal lake of all the tears I cried

Baby for all my life
Don't you know that it's true
I'm living to love you
So baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart, do what I do
Cause I'm living to love you

When you're gone, it's not forever
Cause you're remaining in my heart
So tell me why I feel this aching
Every time I think of you when we're apart

Baby for all my life
Don't you know that it's true
I'm living to love you
So baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart, do what I do
I'm living to love you

I admit that from time to time
I'm feeling insecure
And think I'm gonna lose my mind
Don't let it show, oh, no, no, no

I don't think I'll ever understand
That our loving should never have a happy end
So I'm really gonna try my best
To let you know

Baby for all my life
Don't you know that it's true
I'm living to love you
So baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart, do what I do

When the final day comes
I know the angels
They will see my smile
And if they wanna know the reason
I will tell them why

Baby for all my life
I'm living to love you

the MUST daily coffee fix!

2010-03-28T09:45:00.004+08:00

oh greats..i shall now conclude that
I NEED AT LEAST 1 CUP OF COFFEE EVERYDAY!

hahs! didnt drank coffee yesterday morning since i didnt really feel like to and partly also bcos i already had a cup on friday nite to try keep me awake to like 3am after class so that i can rush my assign..guess wad! i got knocked out on bed last nite at like 10.30pm! goodness..when i was actually supposed to be also rushing thru my articles assign =X

project meeting yesterday concluded that i am gonna pick up the shit of consolidating the OB project before submission..hahs! that's like reading thru & editing the language for the intro + the 8 reports from the different grp members + conclusion to make sure they flow..woo good lucks to me! =X

but on the lighter note, the day yesterday ended with my favourite tau huey dessert from the food centre in bukit timah! *ultimate loves!
and dinner before that at e taiwan place in bukit timah plaza was disappointing though! guess it'll be our 1st and the last time =P

had been late nights for this past whole week! becoming cui-er as each day passes..i seriously hope tat nxt week will be better! :) hav to clear my articles reviews today! grrs! so sick of reading & trying to summarize & trying to crap + linking them to wad's relevant to wad's stated in the textbook! *faints

but guess i dun really hav a choice :(
pybabe & leenbabe..if u happen to see this..JIAYOUsss for the assign k! it'll be over on tues! :)

guess i shall go back and start on another article review now! Zzzzz

latest loot! =D

2010-03-27T12:03:00.003+08:00

woos! tell me how NOT to shop online! when the clothes that came as my latest loot just this week are so pretty :D

the highly-raved blazer which got eileen so excited (she got the blue colour one though)

the not-so-revealing lace dress which i love once i saw it :)
had been finding sumting like tat cos all the other lace dresses are sooooo sexy -.- haha!

WEEs~ having no time to shop outside literally is really a GOOD excuse to do online shopping! xP keke!

*pics credit to hollyhoque & runwaydiva respectively :)

ktv ktv ktv! :D

2010-03-21T23:16:00.005+08:00

loves polaroids to e max! :D

hear no evil + see no evil + say no evil! xP

haha! cant believe that simin dear managed to tink of that idea while we are busy cam-whoring after our 4 hrs ktv session at party world earlier on! :D yeshhh! FINALLY the long-awaited singing session! i bet it's due to the STRESS that we face in sch which makes us so wanna go into that room and just blast to all the songs that we love and try SING AWAY all the stress! :)

it's been GREAT to meet up with simin babe once again! i tink the last time we met was like during my 21st bday party like back in dec 2009! that's like exactly 3 mths ago! oh mansss..good to hear that she's still surviving well in nus and not as stressed as how py & i am now in the midst of this sucky semester! ENUFF OF SCH! haha..chatted with simin like how we always did in e past and the 3 of us were like jumping around, swaying to the beat of the music & even dancing to the songs when we are like super high! haha lucky our room is not smack right in e middle of the passageway where many ppl will walk past =P

"i wan nobody nobody but u..." **claps claps**

HAHA! funny crap! culdnt join them for dinner :( cos already had a nice dinner appt planned for the night =D but i promised that we will meet up soon again!! :) this time round, we will get e rest of the girls to cum out also!!! miss them all! all hails to GIRLS-OUTING! ♥♥♥ =D

now i shld snap back to reality! after the whole day of endless fun!

it's back to mon again tmr..BACK TO WRK! gahs! just finished preparing the veg for the sandwich lunch that my colleagues suggested to hav tmr noon :) tink i'm really quite a failure in doing such kitchen chores -.- cutting the veg which is like so simple seems like quite a challenge to me -.- how am i ever gonna learn how to cook in e future?! ohmytian! now i'm regretting not taking my home economics lessons back in sec sch seriously :( and since my aunts are so good cooks, probably i shld start learning from them one day!

and now i shld really go back to doing my FP assign which is like due in 8 days! faints! 10 articles with summaries & reflections to be attached with each of them! oh my...saveeee meeeeee!!!!

reflections & thanks frm the bottom of my heart :)

2010-03-20T09:35:00.009+08:00

[EDITED]

had a full 7 hrs of rest and waking up to this raining morning!
had to force myself out of bed cos i need to rush materials for the project meeting before class later! so no more snoozing! ZzzZzz...

i rmbed last time when i was still back in sec/jc days..i used to be able to sleep in til like 10plus or even 11! on wkends! it's like the only time i can do so since the rest of the weeks are like sching days and dun really have a choice but to wake up EARLY to run for the bus and be in time for sch!

these days..dun really get the luxury of doing so as there's seriously TOO MUCH things on hand which have to be completed! :( esp for this semester where there are like ENDLESS of projects that have to be completed =( til to extent that i had to even apply leave from work to try finish them before the deadlinessss! and this is still not the exams yet! grrs wonder how i am going to manage in the next sem when i heard there's MORE projects & assignments waiting for us! *faints

thinking back abt the bad yesterday that i had..it was prolly due to work-related issues and probably a little self-procrastinating abt the lack of time i have for my own stuff! magdalene was trying to convince me not to complain and said that this was the choice that i had chosen for myself to be in the state that i am now..as in the stressful & busy work-and-study life that i'm currently experiencing and that all will be worthwhile when it's all over! yea trying to stop me from grumbling non-stop =P haha!

but i guess it's true that it's me myself who chose to continue signing the contract both at wrk to extend my stay there and at sch 3 years back even though that i know it will be converted to part-time studies for the last 2.5 years..not that i'm regretting abt this choice..cos there's no room for any regrets and i still wuld wan to finish this course of degree :) this is not an avenue for me to spend those excess money considering that fact that the sch fees are so uber freaking expensive..so no! i am so not gonna wash those moolah down the drain!

but still..i know i am not facing all these alone :)

i have my family with me who will listen to all my nagging & giving in to me whenever i am so stressed up with my wrk and sch..little simple things like daddy purposely coming down to fetch me after my classes at 10pm so that i can reach home a little earlier to start doing wadever i had to means so much to me :)

i have my uni frens who's facing all these tgt with me & we are always working hand-in-hand trying to meet all the sickening deadlines..kudos especially to dears peiyin & eileen who never failed to send the encouragements whenever I am so so buried under my notes & projects and trying to bring me back to real earth! not forgetting jocelyn babe who's over at aussie whom i still smsed from time to time! though far, i can also feel her rooting for me whenever i had to complain abt the busy schedules i hav! thks dearsss! you babes seriously made this journey easier for me =)

i have frens like uncle david who i will just complain to non-stop and still not be bothered by me! =) frens like kukupig kent who will always send his encouragements on msn :)

i have understanding colleagues at work who will offer to help with work when i had to take time-off for my sch work..some of them are so nice that sumtimes i feel so indebted to them :) simple things like buying a coconut drink back for me to prevent me from being too heaty & fall sick since i dun really hav enuff slp due to late nights doing projects are some sweet things that they will do :) those salesman who will always brighten my mornings with their jokes & chats will just make me forget how seriously stoned i shld be from the lack of slp! :)

and of cos..i have him :) who will silly stay up with me at times when i had to rush thru schwork til like wee hours in e mornings when he could actually go snooze..him who chose to stay in his hall when he could actually go back home to accompany me while i rush thru my assign so that i wuldnt hav to waste e excess transport time travelling to somewhere further to do it..him who's already so busy with his own sch wrk but can still pluck time out whenever i needed dinner companion =) thankews dear for every little thing u have done! *hugs (:

so i guess i'm actually quite a blessed person with all the love thrown upon me :)
and this probably means that i shld seriously stop complaining anymore

[EDITED]
and oh gosh! i'm now so OVERWHELMED after reading dearie py's "confession" on her post she made last nite..and it suddenly dawned upon me that i'm actually not as nice as how she had said i was =p
i am nice..onli to certain ppl k! =P ppl like u dearrrr of cos!!!
and yeaps i do cherish n treasure this bond we hav btw us and babeeeeee as u always know...
yj hearts u! ♥♥♥ cheers to this best B.F.F r/s ever!! =DD

fridays = Zzzz

2010-03-19T22:20:00.004+08:00

another r.o.t.t.e.n friday! :(
why are all my fridays going so haywired? Zzzzzzz
TGIF kinda holds no meaning for me these days..boos!

i wanna escape! and probably need a getaway..
or otherwise..pls just let me disappear into thin air

2010-03-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

greats! FP mcqs test down but the FP assignment is here knocking at my door -.-

oh manssss..super no life =( i wanna go for movie and dinner treats! i wanna rot in front of my lappy and watch drama serials day-in-day-out! i wanna shop! i wanna k! i wanna meet up with my long-lost frens! boooss

snap back to reality! it's back to work AGAIN tmr after this uber long wkend break and i bet my desk will be overpiled with papers/documents! not mentioning the emails that i hav to entertain! oh mys!

this song never fail to make me stop wadever i am doing whenever it comes up on my ipod songlist & it will just make me totally immersed into it (: nicesss!

saveeeee meeeeeee

2010-03-13T00:15:00.005+08:00

:( how would i ever get the msg across? zzz!

had a super rough day at wrk this morn and i guess it was all reflected on my face when ppl started asking if i was sick or wad =x started showing e attitude to everyone who came to me asking for help and i tink i kinda pissed 1 or 2 salesppl off.. *oops! but they shldnt even have made my friday morn such a sucky one in e 1st place!

and it's not helping at all when i am like trying to force the FP content into my mind for the test next week since just now and nothing is going in =( rawrs! feels like banging my head against the wall -.- S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D!

and ohmytian!
I SUDDENLY HAVE CRAVINGS FOR MAC BREAKFAST! goodness gracious me! -.-

abortion

2010-03-08T00:24:00.004+08:00

A.B.O.R.T.I.O.N

heard the full story to why dear ling had undergo this painful process on the past tues =( mum was relating the news to ah ma earlier on and since i was dere too..i sat and listened too..

i felt so sorry to ling for not paying her a visit when she got admitted for that 3 days..hate myself and regretted for not plucking out time to be dere to lend her the support when she had to endure all the pain..and i am seriously scared after hearing what she had went thru =X

i always thought that having an abortion is so wrong! cos no matter wad..the baby inside do have to right to choose the fate of his/her life..probably that's becos i always hear stories that ppl choose to have an abortion after the parents realised that they culdnt live tgt anymore or they didnt hav the capability to raise the kid..

but ling's case is different..the little baby girl in her tummy was growing without kidneys =(
dun understand how it happens but i bet dere's some medical reason to it..both docs that she consulted advised her to let e baby go cos even if she was delivered successfully eventually..the baby will hav to suffer frm when she's born and may not even live long :(

i bet it was tough for ling to eventually came to the decision to do what she had done on tues..
i hope she is strong mentally as how her physical body is..
i actually have no worries abt her physical body and health being weakened by this incident cos i know she is strong..wad i am more worried abt is how she feels and think mentally!

but no matter wat..just wanna let her know that..
"we all are here for u! u must stay strong k dear!" *hugs

jiayou ling!

2010-03-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

OOHS! YUNJIE FINALLY HAS THE TIME TO BLOG! :D

lols! it had been a real crazy week trying to rush thru the dumby OB assign!
hates projects like ALOT ALOT now -.-
but i'm glad that i managed to finish it eventually!
it's due tmr and i'm so not interested to look at my essay now though i really hav to try cut down the number of words -.- i'm like so sick of the essay le!
guess i shall just read thru it again later! yawnsss

cant believe that it's already like close to e 2nd week of march! =(
mid-sem already! freaking fast -.- i bet it will be soon and e exams will come knocking down my path -.- faints!
but i shall not ponder abt it now! gonna hav to concentrate on my projectssss

had a meeting at work that other day and was informed abt e changes that we are going to impose and e stricter rules we are going to impose -.- looks like life down the road in e company will be harder -.- i'm actually expecting loads of disputes and disagreements that will come in these few weeks to come..ohmytian! i dun wanna be a victim of them =(
but i seriously dun really have the choice for avoidance i guess..grrs!

and omg! NO MORE COMPANY TRANSPORT FOR ME! *crys!
like since the start of march! -.- now i hav to take the freaking 1 hrs 15 mins bus ride to & fro work every morn and evening! that's if i'm goin back home straight after work =P can seriously slp on the bus in the mornings! just that it's so irritating when the person sitting next to me (who's also slping) keeps wanting to lean over! arrg! feels like smacking him la! =(

BUT if i'm lucky and daddy is nice to wake up abit earlier than his usual timing..i can drive to work! yea! DRIVE! :D not my own car of cos! daddy's car =) THANKS DAD! :D he says hav to practice my driving skills before i forget how to drive! haha..quite stressful with him sitting next to me when i drive though =X he will nag at every little mistake i make..but i guess it's good la! at least i knw where i go wrong =P and i have someone so experienced to guide me along! nothing more that i can ask for! =) haha! morning traffic is so cmi la -.- with so many cars and not forgetting the morning heavy traffic & jams -.- yawnsss! but at least it's better than having to take the UBER LONG bus ride =P and i dun hav to walk up the super long up-slope path from e bus-stop to my office =P

i'm thankful for all the sweet things :)
especially that day when u just sat there and accompanied me thru while i was like frantically rushing thru my assign :)
and also..though it was actually nothing magnificent, that $1 ice-cream that we had truly melted me :)

guess i'm just an easily pampered person =)

S.K.Y.P.E

2010-02-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

whoosh! we saw jocelyn on skype who's over at aussie! :D

greeting frm the 3 of us to u joce! =)
cant really see our faces in tat small window dwn dere though =(
i shall take a better pic when we skype again :D

TAKE CARES BABE!! :D we are all missing u dearly!

yays! finally completed our 1st project for this semester! the ethical issues research essay! kudos to all for your hard wrk! and also not forgetting dear jocelyn also! who played a role in e editing too! thks dear! :D

another individual essay assign to wrk hard for! =( boo hoos!
i'm already foreseeing the number of late nights that i'm gonna have nxt week =(

WHY ARE MY PROJECTS NEVER ENDING! -.-
saveeee meeee!

yj's living in a life of bliss now...
i'm seriously thankful for everything :)
thank u dear!

HAPPY BDAY TO SHAUN!! :D

2010-02-19T00:15:00.002+08:00

DING DONG WENT THE CLOCK AT 12AM! and it's time to say..........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUN!! :D
may u have the greatest year ahead! and yeaps! stay happy! =)))

it was a mini nice dinner gathering on wed nite for shaun's early bday celebration :) not many turned up due to their own commitments but i still wanna say thanks to uncle david! who kinda organised this dinner by himself this time round! *claps!

kudos to the food + service + company that night! =) the only regret is not being able to dine in a nicely lighted fish & co which i used to see! =( they removed the pretty lighting decorations on the outside! boo hoos!

the one with self-timer across the road! *gasps

i bet they're so gonna tag xy when i ul this pic up fb! ;)

and yeaps! i was wearing the SAME skirt as dearie pybabe! so coincidental cans! we didnt arrange for it at all! i rmbed seeing her sms when i reached e office that wed morning..

pei: "i'm wearing e new skirt today! :p hee. E catwalkclose"
my reply: "oohs! guess wad babe! i'm wearing it also!! HAHAHA"

HAHA! how cool can it be! i bet the other ppl who saw must be wondering if we had bought the skirts like at a promotion for the 2nd piece =P haha! and eileen babe has this exact same piece too! next time we must really inform each other before we wear it out! to prevent the same incident from happening again! =p

speaking of which! i realised we girls hadnt met up with simin dear for her bday celebration! =((( i must hurry arrange a day soonies!! miss her cans! =(

i promise that i wun be pushy and i will stick to it :)

i love u

2010-02-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

YAYNESS TO BABY RACHEL! :D the newest addition to our family! =)

am glad to know that e entire delivery process went so smoothly and everything was fine n nice :) i bet baby rachel will grow up n be as pretty as how mummy magdeline is!!! :D i hope she will inherit the dimples! =P

that was a total unexpected but sweet surprise for me :) *hugs

恋人未满

2010-02-15T20:57:00.003+08:00

in life, there's always bound to be times when we have no choice but to make do with EITHER or OR! we're not so blessed to be granted both wishes all the time i guess! it's always a must having to weigh both alternatives & make a choice btw them..and no matter which option was chosen eventually, there will be no room for any regrets!

HAPPY CNY & VALENTINE 2o1o!

2010-02-15T19:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CNY & LOVELY VALENTINE'S 2o1o !! =D

so coincidental that both cny n vday came to us on the same day this yr! cny to me was just a yearly reapeated affair where i will just do the same old things repeatly every year! sounds mundane but still..fun! :) with all the visitings/gatherings/eatings/gambling/movie viewings! totally drained me out! but i'm not complaining! :) loves how i can meet up with ppl whom i like only see them every cny & of cos not forgetting the huge gatherings at both my grandma hse where everyone will just come by to inhale the cny mood! though i see these ppl every now n then, esp my mummy side relatives whom i see almost every wk, the cny holiday nv failed to bring everyone's mood sky high :D

didnt really got to celebrate vday this yr though since it clashes with cny -.- but i was glad that i still managed to catch..not 1..but 2 movies on vday! :D 14 blades was nicer =) as compared t0 72 tenants of prosperity! it was great company tat i had for both shows that night! watched with different ppl for each show though =p only ppl like me can insanely watch 2 shows at a go after a whole day of visiting! goodness gracious!

shucks i guess it's the age! once u hit the BIG '2' =( relatives are already asking when i am gonna stop getting ang bow frm them! i was like "huh so early?" o.o ohmytian!

2010-02-10T23:29:00.003+08:00

am glad that it's over

and though it ended with e expected result,

i shall not ponder abt it

shall just leave it as it has always been :)