Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
27 April 2011
26 April 2011
♥♥ ♥♥
as adapted from what willy wrote:
When I step into the shithole that is my junior college, I have myself to blame for choosing based on the falsity and pretense of friendship. But still something good turned out, and that is that of 05S19. Nothing else mattered. Through Yun Jie, I've learned selfless love. Through the girls, love beyond differences. Through the BRB (Backrow boys), I've learned true camaraderie. And from the FrontRowboys, I've gained nothing much but countless stomach cramps with the lameass jokes. It was all worth it.
not doubting anything, this bunch of ppl i met in JJ is ever..
the best thing that had happened over the 2 years in there..
or probably, i shld say..
one of the best things that had ever happened to me in my life (:
they are the ppl whom we had laughed, cried, quarrelled and hugged each other
during stressful times when the 'A's are approaching..
during the times where we just needed a little fun out from our boring schdays..
during the times whereby we just needed the support on our back..
we know we can just count on each other :)
it's them whom made me realised that
one's efforts do get appreciated :)
i rmbed myself as being the one
who wuld constantly send out reminders texts without fail to almost everyone
be it for schwrk or any other events..
i wuld be the one who wuld take the initiative to plan any class gatherings..
somehow i felt like i was the binding glue of the class
which held the bonds between us all so tightly close :)
all these only happened as these ppl were the ones
who made me willingly to help, to lend a helping hand..
whatever & whenever it is within my means..
without having to worry that i may be taken for granted
it's them who shaped me to whom i am today
someone who would graciously help if i can
however i guess i need to start waking up from the childish mind
and face the cruel reality that
not everyone i meet now is as nice as the ppl back then in o5s19
it's been almost 5 years since graduation from JJ
i've met so many more ppl
be it from my uni life in SIM or the ppl i meet after i started working 3 years ago
back then when we just graduated from JJ,
willy would always caution me to stop being so nice to everyone out there
and that unknown ppl would just take advantage of me
today, at this present age and time, i felt it..
i didnt see it coming but i encountered it..
and it's time to really reflect about what willy had used to tell me
and convince myself that i shld start holding my reins back
in terms of giving every random ppl the help they request
i will be stronger to say "no"
to ppl who take things for granted
to ppl who dun appreciate my effort
and to ppl who are so just shameless to take advantage of whatever they can ask for
but of course..
i will still hold my stand about extending my help
to ppl whom i find it worthwhile to help
to ppl who wuld genuinely say and mean the "thank you" when they say it (:
as adapted from what willy wrote:
When I step into the shithole that is my junior college, I have myself to blame for choosing based on the falsity and pretense of friendship. But still something good turned out, and that is that of 05S19. Nothing else mattered. Through Yun Jie, I've learned selfless love. Through the girls, love beyond differences. Through the BRB (Backrow boys), I've learned true camaraderie. And from the FrontRowboys, I've gained nothing much but countless stomach cramps with the lameass jokes. It was all worth it.
not doubting anything, this bunch of ppl i met in JJ is ever..
the best thing that had happened over the 2 years in there..
or probably, i shld say..
one of the best things that had ever happened to me in my life (:
they are the ppl whom we had laughed, cried, quarrelled and hugged each other
during stressful times when the 'A's are approaching..
during the times where we just needed a little fun out from our boring schdays..
during the times whereby we just needed the support on our back..
we know we can just count on each other :)
it's them whom made me realised that
one's efforts do get appreciated :)
i rmbed myself as being the one
who wuld constantly send out reminders texts without fail to almost everyone
be it for schwrk or any other events..
i wuld be the one who wuld take the initiative to plan any class gatherings..
somehow i felt like i was the binding glue of the class
which held the bonds between us all so tightly close :)
all these only happened as these ppl were the ones
who made me willingly to help, to lend a helping hand..
whatever & whenever it is within my means..
without having to worry that i may be taken for granted
it's them who shaped me to whom i am today
someone who would graciously help if i can
however i guess i need to start waking up from the childish mind
and face the cruel reality that
not everyone i meet now is as nice as the ppl back then in o5s19
it's been almost 5 years since graduation from JJ
i've met so many more ppl
be it from my uni life in SIM or the ppl i meet after i started working 3 years ago
back then when we just graduated from JJ,
willy would always caution me to stop being so nice to everyone out there
and that unknown ppl would just take advantage of me
today, at this present age and time, i felt it..
i didnt see it coming but i encountered it..
and it's time to really reflect about what willy had used to tell me
and convince myself that i shld start holding my reins back
in terms of giving every random ppl the help they request
i will be stronger to say "no"
to ppl who take things for granted
to ppl who dun appreciate my effort
and to ppl who are so just shameless to take advantage of whatever they can ask for
but of course..
i will still hold my stand about extending my help
to ppl whom i find it worthwhile to help
to ppl who wuld genuinely say and mean the "thank you" when they say it (:
isnt life easier when we know how to face the things we are granted with in life?
but this journey of life is never easy
it's a physical and mental challenge for all of us
to make us a better and stronger person eventually :)
but this journey of life is never easy
it's a physical and mental challenge for all of us
to make us a better and stronger person eventually :)
17 April 2011
♥ friends are one of the best things in life ♥
i lurve u babes (:
10 April 2011
how can such a cute little baby girl suffer such a fate :(
it's not her choice to be born into this world with such parents
and i just find it totally unfair for a kid like her to face whatever she is facing
upon hearing the news that she may be abandoned to the orphanage earlier
i cant help it but curse & swear at the crap parents she have
*i'm sorry but i just cant help it*
kids are to be adored and cared for
every single one shld be entitled to own a set of happy childhood memories
it's really a pity that i'm not independent enough as yet
if not, i guess i may just ................................................
if she's really gonna leave us
i bet i would miss her as much as she would miss us
or probably even more :(
i bet i would miss her as much as she would miss us
or probably even more :(
09 April 2011
cute doddle by michy babe :)
aww sweets :)
tooth was aching like shits earlier this week
which kinda forced me to visit the scary dentist
thank god for shaun who accompanied me down
and waited for me outside the clinic during the whole rescue process
which took almost 50mins!
it's getting better now
at least i can chew properly already :)
life is a great bundle of little things
♥ you are a huge little something to me ♥
life has been good for this week!
at least i managed to escape staying OT in office for this week!
even on monday! and it is like ultimately rare :D
which gave me the chance to surprise my dear boy with a cup of koi
specially delivered to him (:
and finally got to meet up with dear michy!
for our ah loy thai date on wed!
plus ice-cream for desserts!
plus plus a longgg HTHT session :)
totally heart her for being able to allow me
to talk to her abt anything under the sun/moon :D
and woo! the short encounter with deqi dear yesterday!
at the new clementi mall!
sooo longgg never see her le! :)
gotta meet her one day soonies!!
sometimes we just needa be satisfied with what we are given in life
it beats the endless search for the perfect things that we all crave for
cos to me, nothing is 100% perfect...
it's just how we view the perfectness of whatever we have (:
it beats the endless search for the perfect things that we all crave for
cos to me, nothing is 100% perfect...
it's just how we view the perfectness of whatever we have (:
20 March 2011
yay or nay?
i wished that ppl can be more sensitive
17 February 2011
17 feb 2011
♥♥ happy first year anniversary dear~! ♥♥
17 Feb 2o1o! the day where it all get started (:
thanks for all the love you had showered upon me :)
i really do cherish you loads! ♥♥
something small for dearest you (:
and omg..i am such a booboohead for writing the wrong date up there :(
it was a simple celebration for us both today; nothing fanciful at all..
no exp gifts, no movies, no shopping, no atas dinner!
but i prefer it this way :)
it's just the pure simple thing of spending good quality time together...
this is all that i'm asking for (:
love you~
14 February 2o11
our first valentine's day together :)
my heart totally melted when i saw this reaching office at around 11+ :)
shena can vouch for me that i was really very touched!
it was a really pleasant surprise!
my fav apple-pie ice-cream from island creamery, attached with such a cute card! brought down to office specially by my dearest bfren :)
he knows i was upset that i had to do OT on vday itself
and thus, decided to bring me ice-cream to cheer me up!
the little gift & card that i prepared in return for him :)
poor him was having a test the day after vday
and so our celebration was just a short dinner at astons!
but i was still glad that we could meet!
plus, vday is just a special day as written on the calendar..
everyday can be vdays if we wan to! :)
next would be his bday on sat!!
woo hoo~ february gonna be my next favourite month after december! :)
17 Feb 2o1o! the day where it all get started (:
thanks for all the love you had showered upon me :)
i really do cherish you loads! ♥♥
something small for dearest you (:
and omg..i am such a booboohead for writing the wrong date up there :(
it was a simple celebration for us both today; nothing fanciful at all..
no exp gifts, no movies, no shopping, no atas dinner!
but i prefer it this way :)
it's just the pure simple thing of spending good quality time together...
this is all that i'm asking for (:
love you~
14 February 2o11
our first valentine's day together :)
my heart totally melted when i saw this reaching office at around 11+ :)
shena can vouch for me that i was really very touched!
it was a really pleasant surprise!
my fav apple-pie ice-cream from island creamery, attached with such a cute card! brought down to office specially by my dearest bfren :)
he knows i was upset that i had to do OT on vday itself
and thus, decided to bring me ice-cream to cheer me up!
the little gift & card that i prepared in return for him :)
poor him was having a test the day after vday
and so our celebration was just a short dinner at astons!
but i was still glad that we could meet!
plus, vday is just a special day as written on the calendar..
everyday can be vdays if we wan to! :)
next would be his bday on sat!!
woo hoo~ february gonna be my next favourite month after december! :)
09 February 2011
HAPPY CNY 2o11~!
the awesome pineapple tarts!
♥♥♥
and....
YES I AM A PEDOPHILE! =P
keane & keefe
baby biyun
baby lecxus
baby rachel
AND OF COURSE...
my big baby shaun! =p
LOL cny just flew by like a breeze! the long 4 days of break!
wished i was still celebrating the 1st day of cny! lol
cny for me was days of eating oh-so-sinfully + many house visitings + meeting ppl that i only see once every year + gambling (ban luck ban luck!) + moviesss!
i swear i had never watched so many movies over 4 days ever!
but all in all, it was a well-deserved break (SELF-CLAIMED) for me..haha before i start my torturous week working at the new company!
yeps i left DSKH after working there for almost 2.5years for a job with better prospects!
didnt take very long to decide to quit cos was actually very sick of the work i was doing back there...BUT the only thing that was holding me back was the ppl i met there..
oh wells, started my 1st week at K&N..and omggg! it's not easy :(
learning everything all over again cos it's a totally different system that they are using..the job scope & wrkload is increased as compared to last time! plus i am still new & SLOW, i hv been doing OT for the past few nights -.-
for someone who hated OT-ing, being forced to do it isnt sumting pleasant at all..
everyday when the clock strikes 6pm, i sincerely hope that i culd just pack up and walk out but i cant :(
hate it that i cant make myself learn faster so that i can clear the things quickly and knock off on time!
everyone tells me this is just the 'adapting & adjusting & learning' period..which explained all the OT that i hav to do..i'm crossing my fingers that whatever they say is true cos i seriously cannot forsee myself staying way late back in the office till like 8+ or even 9pm on almost every other day of the week! I NEEDA A LIFE!
and sometimes it gets so stressed while learning the complicated stuff that i just felt like giving up! it's worst when i cant seem to get the things right and i dun even dare to voice out cos i am expected to already knw it since they had already taught..almost cried yesterday noon when i got really stressed up at work! though i knw the stress was added upon by myself..i dun really hav a very demanding supervisor but i can say that she can be quite strict at times! omg
BUTTTTT
i guess things will get better as time go by..wuldnt it?
and i will take this as a learning experience, at the same time..
convincing myself that it is actually as so (:
the awesome pineapple tarts!
♥♥♥
and....
YES I AM A PEDOPHILE! =P
keane & keefe
baby biyun
baby lecxus
baby rachel
AND OF COURSE...
my big baby shaun! =p
LOL cny just flew by like a breeze! the long 4 days of break!
wished i was still celebrating the 1st day of cny! lol
cny for me was days of eating oh-so-sinfully + many house visitings + meeting ppl that i only see once every year + gambling (ban luck ban luck!) + moviesss!
i swear i had never watched so many movies over 4 days ever!
but all in all, it was a well-deserved break (SELF-CLAIMED) for me..haha before i start my torturous week working at the new company!
yeps i left DSKH after working there for almost 2.5years for a job with better prospects!
didnt take very long to decide to quit cos was actually very sick of the work i was doing back there...BUT the only thing that was holding me back was the ppl i met there..
oh wells, started my 1st week at K&N..and omggg! it's not easy :(
learning everything all over again cos it's a totally different system that they are using..the job scope & wrkload is increased as compared to last time! plus i am still new & SLOW, i hv been doing OT for the past few nights -.-
for someone who hated OT-ing, being forced to do it isnt sumting pleasant at all..
everyday when the clock strikes 6pm, i sincerely hope that i culd just pack up and walk out but i cant :(
hate it that i cant make myself learn faster so that i can clear the things quickly and knock off on time!
everyone tells me this is just the 'adapting & adjusting & learning' period..which explained all the OT that i hav to do..i'm crossing my fingers that whatever they say is true cos i seriously cannot forsee myself staying way late back in the office till like 8+ or even 9pm on almost every other day of the week! I NEEDA A LIFE!
and sometimes it gets so stressed while learning the complicated stuff that i just felt like giving up! it's worst when i cant seem to get the things right and i dun even dare to voice out cos i am expected to already knw it since they had already taught..almost cried yesterday noon when i got really stressed up at work! though i knw the stress was added upon by myself..i dun really hav a very demanding supervisor but i can say that she can be quite strict at times! omg
BUTTTTT
i guess things will get better as time go by..wuldnt it?
and i will take this as a learning experience, at the same time..
convincing myself that it is actually as so (:
29 January 2011
oh craps! i was totally overwhelmed when i saw this!
101% touched + 102% of controlling not to tear!
thankews shireen dear for preparing this super sweet and thoughtful gift for me!! (: