All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go ‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away And today I’m officially missin’ you
Abducted from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve heard it long enough to know
There ain’t no way And today I’m officially missing you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do, hey, baby Sid it stays on my mind And I-I’m officially
All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears From looking at your face all over Just a week ago you were my baby Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it’s safe to say, baby Safe to say that I-I’m officially missin’ you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do, hey, baby Said it stays on my mind And I-I’m officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby But I see there’s something I just can’t do From the way you would hold me To the sweet things you told me I just can’t find a way to let no one through
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do, hey, baby Said it stays on my mind And I-I’m officially
It’s official Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah And I’m officially missin’ you
no one would know wad's going thru in my mind right now
as i myself am clouded with all those random untrue thoughts
probably it's the best time for me to be senile now...
29 January 2010
life is a perception! wad u perceived is wad u see..
this is sumting i heard frm lecture earlier on..was an interesting 1st encounter with our local lecturer for ethical issues in acctancy =) he talked abt so much issues & instances that i didnt thought of which are yet so relevant to our everyday lives..we tend to just live each passing day as it is & would nv bother to explore hw different it will be if we just took a slightly different approach in conquering the things in life..perhaps we are just lazy & also contended with what was given so as a result, we choose to just live with it :) i mean most pplp will find it worthless to take that extra step but eventually ended up with e same result afterall...
at least for me, i choose to accept wad's given & not ask for things that are beyond reach...though we still do fantasize at times & hope for dreamy things to happen [we cant really control our minds u see] in reality, i believe there's no harm to just dream..though it's only highly probable in lalala land =P
i always cant help but to wonder how ppl will look at or tink abt me..i guess it's e usual self-consciousness that everyone has..or mayb i'm just searching for e self-affirmation that i need! tat's e prob when u yourself cant see the confidence that shld actually be reflecting frm e face =X it's e truth that i do need the nod frm e ppl around me before affirming my own actions..wad an irony
was so glad that i actually took a 1/2 day off frm wrk yesterday for a trip down orchard..though it was just that few hrs doing simple things like shopping around + movies which i can do every other day..but at least i could escape frm the stress & dreadness i'm facing frm wrk these days when e wrk load just keeps piling & piling..not that i wanna complain..but it's just too much to handle at times :( and it's totally not helping when ppl give u the attitude which u aren't expecting at all! rawrs! luckily there's uncle sebastian in office whom will nv fail to bring e smile back to me at wrk :)
but due duties & wrk are still supposed to be completed which explained e hectic day i had at wrk today to meet the mth end closing deadline =X
it was so coincidental that this classmate of mine is currently doing the audits for my company! was funny when he said he culd actually recognise me on e 1st day he was here & i simply just walked past him w/o realising that we actually belonged to e same class! blurpoot me! =P had a short chat with him on our way to sch & asked so much abt his job as an auditor! sumting that i had planned to embark upon my graduation in SIM :) e wrk sounds tough but i understand that all will be worthwhile ;)
i'm in such a dilemma now! shld i like just walk away n experience a whole new wrking life or i shld remain stay stuck here so that i wuldnt hav to stress abt sch + wrking with a totally new team of ppl at e same time! =x
didnt realised how dumb i was til this evening =x
thank god there's eileen :) THANKS DEAR!!
26 January 2010
which girl wuldnt melt if some guy do something as sweet for her! nices~ :)
gonna hav start a diet regime soon one day for feasting on so much food recently! :S it was like somehow kinda to recoup for the 6 consecutive days of having bread as dinner during that hell week back den =X
speaking of which..i tink i wuld hav to start on those disgusting mundane readings that i hav for my modules this semester :( they are actually already starting to collect dust on my study table =x
When I'm lost In the rain In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way When I'm scared losing ground when my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top You're always there giving me all you got
For a shield from the storm for a friend for the love to keep me save and warm I turn to you for the strength to be strong for the will to carry on for everything you do for everything that's true I turn to you
When I lose the will to win I just reach for you and reach the sky again i can do anything cause your love is so amazing cause your love inspired me
and when i need a friend you're always on my side give anything and taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm for a friend for the love to keep me safe and warm I turn to you for the strength to be strong for the will to carry on for everything you do I turn to you
For the arm to be my shelter for the rain for truth that will never ever change For someone to lead on for a heart i can rely onto anything For the world to I can feel to...oh yeah i turn to you
For a shield from the storm for a friend for the love to keep me save and warm I turn to you for the strength to be strong for the will to carry on for everything you do for everything that's true
for everything you do for everything that's true I turn to you
self-deceiving is so not fun...
i will make a deal with u if you promise me this..
24 January 2010
fruitful shopping trip yesterday! =D
and as usual..i bought sumting back again! =x
culdnt resist the temptation once again! =X now i dun have to shop for cny clothes anymore! but i still need shoes shoes shoes!! =P
it was aunt rina's wedding on fri~
finally she's getting the recognition that she had always wanted! so happy for her when i could see is the blissful & happiness that she's feeling which is reflecting from her face! =)
congrats to uncle micheal & aunt rina! =D
there was this kind soul i met on the streets on fri! =)
i lost my way to the bus-stop which i could take a bus down to the hotel for the wedding dinner..i rmbed walking down this wu-lu-fied stretch of road when there's really nobody else around whom i can like ask for directions =(
then there's this guy who suddenly appeared =) asked him for directions but he culdnt help much cos he dun really knw tat place well enough too..said thanks n parted..crossing my fingers that a cab will just come cruising by for me..
carried on walking when suddenly i heard someone shouting for me [apparently cos i was the only one walking down that street]..it was that guy! he came running towards me & asked: "do you want me to check the map for u?" =)))
at that instant..i was quite paiseh for being such a BLURPOOT for forgetting that i culd actually check for directions around sg with my iphone but on the other hand..i was actually quite glad that there's still such nice ppl around & lucky for me for meeting one =D
nice! and it was a lesson learnt for me! which is to never ever wear a 3inch heels if you are clueless abt the way towards your destination!
suffered frm aching feet when i reached the restaurant! =(
mon blues again tmr! =(( yj hates mondays to the max!
and to add on to that..i missed the actual launch of hollyhoque's latest collection yesterday which resulted in me being not able to the dress that i had been eyeing for since i saw the preview pics on mon..
rawrs!
20 January 2010
once again..i lost myself amidst all those thoughts...
wad am i gonna do tmr? :(
13 January 2010
rawrs it's finally mid-week! halfway thru my 6 consecutive days of lessons! gonna keep my stamina up for now to endure with the 3 more classes that i'm gonna hav this week! ethical issues of acctancy..i seriously hope it's not gonna be as boring as it sounds *gahs*
got niao-ed by customer [yet again] =((( this morning! booos!
but on a lighter note..leen, pei & i finally got e 3 other group mates confirmed for our OB project! we were so worried that we gonna hav to get our lecturer to allocate 3 unknown ppl to us as everyone else that we knw in class are alr in groups already! :( lesson learnt: NV FIND YOUR GRP MATES LAST MIN when u actually knw like only a few ppl in class! :S good that we managed to find these 3 pretty ladies who didnt mind joining us :) was kinda awkward at first earlier on but i bet it'll b better as we meet up more often ;)
gonna force myself to crash onto my bed & snooze soon! instead of rotting online + fb-ing! there's WORK & CLASS AGAIN TMR! =(
i just hav to keep running on til i somehow find the way out of this complicated mess.......
10 January 2010
this kid seriously brought a smile to my face :)
08 January 2010
gahs! it's only the 2nd night of sch & i'm already complaining! =( dun understand wad the aussie lecturer is blabbling abt & this financial planning module is really dry! :S plus it's really not helping at all that he does not teach e topics accordingly in chronological order..resulting me in having no notes for the class earlier on =X
SAVE ME FRM SCH! and i seriously duno how am i gonna survive the 6 consecutive days of classes next week! *faints!
met eileen dear at clementi before sch earlier & while chatting on e bus to sch..i was suddenly reminded that we are like already 22 yrs old this yr le! see how old we are already! :( in a year to come..i foresee myself slogging my guts off for the company i am gonna wrk for after i grad & having lesser time n energy to hav meeting sessions with my dear frens! eileen was saying that i am actually quite blessed that at least we ppl in s19 are still quite close but i'm actually quite worried abt the drifting apart due to having lesser meeting cum bonding sessions =(
NAHS I DUN WAN TO BE FRIENDS-LESS! =(((
lols! so funny that we started talking how the ppl we know around us will start giving us their wedding invitations & we have to actually start saving in preparation for their 'red bombs' -.- haha! let's just hope that the economy will be picking up after we graduate! :)
was truly amazed by leona lewis's strong vocals when i saw her performance on tv last night! :D damn power!
ohmytian and i just realised that i kinda spend 1/5 or sometimes close to 1/4 of my salary on shopping! :S utterly broke & i seriously shld start curbing the easily-tempted-to-buy-pretty-stuff genes in me!
05 January 2010
got cheated by the fried mars balls earlier on! NOT NICE NOT NICE NOT NICE! -.-
countdown to sch reopening --> 1 day :( and i'll be having classes every day frm this thurs onwards & all the way til to next sat! hates sat NOON lessons! =((( rmit visits ALWAYS make our time-table uber packed! =X like how is it when i take the morning trains to work everyday! *faints!
WHEN'S MICHY BABE COMING BACK?? I NEED A HTHT SESSION! :( otherwise i may go insane soon =X but I SERIOUSLY HOPE THAT SHE'S HAVING TONS OF FUN IN TAIPEI! wish i could be there!
rawrs! turns out that my top wasnt included as an BO though i did transferred the moolah over! :( and that explains why my parcel had not arrived since they mailed them all out on the 21st dec! i wanted the top de =( and it seems like i will hav to make do with another top that they hav in available stocks to replace my tat previous order :(]
but i'm still glad that e earrings reached my mail box today! and i realised it's uber girly :D *faints
03 January 2010
CHIO-NESS! :D
and i cant help but to agree that yummy ice-cream with ppl i adore will always make my day! *wide grins!
too bad it'll be mon again tmr:( pre-mon blues! and sch's starting this thurs!
boo hoo!
yj is so gonna be swamped with endless wrk cum classes again! :(
02 January 2010
went for yummy but a super filling dinner with xiao shu & his frens earlier on! :) overheard this conversation in e restroom between this 6 yr old little girl & her mum which made me smile truly from e bottom of my heart :)
little girl: mummy i wan to poo poo again :s
mum: again? i thought u just poo-ed earlier on..
little girl: yea cos i tink i ate too much already
mum: (chuckling to herself) haha okies den..it must be the food being too yummy already!
little girl: yea the food is really yummy & also becos daddy was sitting outside there..i didnt wan daddy to be feel sad as i know that he will be happy when he saw us finishing all the food! =)
what a sweet little girl she is! :)))
01 January 2010
WEES HAPPY 2010 TO ALL~! =D
reflecting back on the past 2oo9..so many happened but i guess the most significant one event is the 21st bday party that i had! i was among the last few to celebrate among my dear frens so it was kinda hard to plan for one that would be different from the others! but it turns out to b an awesome one i guess & i am quite sure that it was the venue & e ppl who came down that played an huge impt role! =D thks to daddy & mummy for giving the chance in my life to hold such a party & thus leaving a BIG footprint in my memories! =)
working & studying at e same time is never easy and i am glad that i managed to yet endure another yr in 2oo9! the previous semester was seriously the killer semester! i rmb having to rush projects til close to like 2am & waking up as early as 6am to prepare myself for wrk e next day! not forgetting having to attend sch classes & my driving lessons after wrk on random days! oh gosh! i wonder how did i ever survived thru that period! but i'm glad that all these are over & though this semester's results did not turn out to b wad i had expected =( i will look forward to my LAST yr in sim [i hope!] in this 2010 & trying my best to bring up my overall grade! (:
and yesh! i fulfilled a few of my wishes this 2oo9!
i got my driving license! =) like so finally after i kept saying that i wanna go sign up for the lessons! recalling those lessons with e various instructors i had..thks to them all for allowing my process in passing the tp such a smooth one! =) though i dun really get to drive these days though after getting the permit to..i am still glad that i chose to learn it now! =)
another thing is that i managed to visit japan! japan was like a place that i always had wanted to go since i was in sec sch! though short, it was a well 6 days spent there! =) next destination..i duno! cos there's like so many other places whr i wanna go! taiwan! australia! rome! =PP
i am glad that i became closer to my frens! and i am really blessed to knw that there's actually many ppl out dere who are concerned for me though i may not really knw it!
FRIENDS ARE THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE OTHER THAN FAMILY! =)
it shld actually be TRUE LOVE instead of FRIENDS but since til today fate still wants me to remain in the 'singles' status quos..I AM STILL LOOKING FORWARD TO HAVING BEST FUN TIMES WITH MY DEAR FRIENDS IN THIS COMING 2010! =D
it wuldnt b true to say that 2oo9 was a great yr for me cos i still have to admit that unhappy stuff did happened but i am not gonna rake them up all over again! i am still trying my best to keep them all thrown to the back of my mind & probably out..so that i will not b bothered by those ever again!=)
my 2010 new yr resolution?TO BE A HAPPIER YUNJIE THAN NEVER BEFORE! =D
went for..probably my 1st countdown event with frens ever in my 21 years..last night with dears shaun & david!!! =D it was indeed a enjoyable night out with them despite the fact that we had to wait almost 1.5 hrs for dinner + all e long endless walking + waiting + squeezing with the human-cum-traffic jam! but nahs i am still glad that i had this experience in my life! and with my best friends ever! there's really nothing that i can complain abt!! =)))
it wasnt a 1/2 day at wrk yesterday though it was new yr eve..but i am glad that we culd still catch the chipmunks show after wrk! =) really cuteeeee!! but kiddish show =P kudos to e 2 guys who agreed to watch it bcos i wanna watch it! =))
had always wanted to try ASTONS but were also disgusted by the freaking long queue of ppl who are willing to wait to hav a meal dere! since we were early & not yet hungry after the show..we decided to join the queue of ppl to hav our dinner dere! i tink we waited for almost 1.5 hrs for dinner! =P haha! but the food were really not too bad as wad alot ppl say and it was kinda at a reasonably cheap deal as compared to the other western restaurants out dere! =) *yums*
decided to walk over frm plaza sing to marina to catch the fireworks after dinner! and we saw this out-of-the-kind creatively made up xmas tree at raffles city which made me cant resist but to stop by and take pics!! =PP
PRETTY! =DD cheers to the nice uncle who took this lovely pic for us! =) he has a really cute son who rejected taking a pic tgt with us! =( haha!
ta da! we reach marina & there's ppl like everywhere! struggled with the crowd & the 3 of us managed to find this spot to sit while waiting for the fireworks at 12am! =) we were dere at around 1030pm & there are already so many ppl dere! :O i wonder wad time they started camping dere =X haha! we started cam-whoring & talking nonsense since there's nothing much we can do while parking our butt dere! ;)
everyone dere started to get SUPER HIGH when the fireworks came! they're really beautiful! :D pretty pretty pretty! kinda long since i last saw fireworks *winks* i like the way they shoot high up the e sky & sparkle like nobody's business! sumting which i myself will nv find the confidence to do! as in even given e best chance..i tink i still may be not strong enuff to stand in front of everyone n present wadever i had to say! seriously lack of the confidence! =X
i tink those pink little details looks like hearts to me! =)
LOVES!!!! =DDD
it was a super hard time to get to the bus stop to depart for hm after the fireworks as there were too many ppl everywhere le! furthermore roads were closed! and we had to like walk & walk & walk til we finally find the bus-stop for our buses! took the night rider hm & luckily there were seats for us 3! kinda dozed off at random times on e bus =X
reached hm at abt 3plus & got nagged at dad =X sorry to make him wait but it really wasnt within my control ma o.o but nevertheless it was truly a great enjoyable night! =D