Sarah Connor - Living To Love You All we had was just one summer Two lovers strolling in the park But like they say the world keeps turning As the leaves were falling we should fall apart
Now I'm waiting for the winter To build a castle out of ice And deep inside this massive building There's a crystal lake of all the tears I cried
Baby for all my life Don't you know that it's true I'm living to love you So baby don't think twice If you feel what I feel Trust your heart, do what I do Cause I'm living to love you
When you're gone, it's not forever Cause you're remaining in my heart So tell me why I feel this aching Every time I think of you when we're apart
Baby for all my life Don't you know that it's true I'm living to love you So baby don't think twice If you feel what I feel Trust your heart, do what I do I'm living to love you
I admit that from time to time I'm feeling insecure And think I'm gonna lose my mind Don't let it show, oh, no, no, no
I don't think I'll ever understand That our loving should never have a happy end So I'm really gonna try my best To let you know
Baby for all my life Don't you know that it's true I'm living to love you So baby don't think twice If you feel what I feel Trust your heart, do what I do
When the final day comes I know the angels They will see my smile And if they wanna know the reason I will tell them why
Baby for all my life I'm living to love you
oh greats..i shall now conclude that I NEED AT LEAST 1 CUP OF COFFEE EVERYDAY!
hahs! didnt drank coffee yesterday morning since i didnt really feel like to and partly also bcos i already had a cup on friday nite to try keep me awake to like 3am after class so that i can rush my assign..guess wad! i got knocked out on bed last nite at like 10.30pm! goodness..when i was actually supposed to be also rushing thru my articles assign =X
project meeting yesterday concluded that i am gonna pick up the shit of consolidating the OB project before submission..hahs! that's like reading thru & editing the language for the intro + the 8 reports from the different grp members + conclusion to make sure they flow..woo good lucks to me! =X
but on the lighter note, the day yesterday ended with my favourite tau huey dessert from the food centre in bukit timah! *ultimate loves! and dinner before that at e taiwan place in bukit timah plaza was disappointing though! guess it'll be our 1st and the last time =P
had been late nights for this past whole week! becoming cui-er as each day passes..i seriously hope tat nxt week will be better! :) hav to clear my articles reviews today! grrs! so sick of reading & trying to summarize & trying to crap + linking them to wad's relevant to wad's stated in the textbook! *faints
but guess i dun really hav a choice :( pybabe & leenbabe..if u happen to see this..JIAYOUsss for the assign k! it'll be over on tues! :)
guess i shall go back and start on another article review now! Zzzzz
27 March 2010
woos! tell me how NOT to shop online! when the clothes that came as my latest loot just this week are so pretty :D
the highly-raved blazer which got eileen so excited (she got the blue colour one though)
the not-so-revealing lace dress which i love once i saw it :) had been finding sumting like tat cos all the other lace dresses are sooooo sexy -.- haha!
WEEs~ having no time to shop outside literally is really a GOOD excuse to do online shopping! xP keke!
*pics credit to hollyhoque & runwaydiva respectively :)
21 March 2010
loves polaroids to e max! :D
hear no evil + see no evil + say no evil! xP
haha! cant believe that simin dear managed to tink of that idea while we are busy cam-whoring after our 4 hrs ktv session at party world earlier on! :D yeshhh! FINALLY the long-awaited singing session! i bet it's due to the STRESS that we face in sch which makes us so wanna go into that room and just blast to all the songs that we love and try SING AWAY all the stress! :)
it's been GREAT to meet up with simin babe once again! i tink the last time we met was like during my 21st bday party like back in dec 2009! that's like exactly 3 mths ago! oh mansss..good to hear that she's still surviving well in nus and not as stressed as how py & i am now in the midst of this sucky semester! ENUFF OF SCH! haha..chatted with simin like how we always did in e past and the 3 of us were like jumping around, swaying to the beat of the music & even dancing to the songs when we are like super high! haha lucky our room is not smack right in e middle of the passageway where many ppl will walk past =P
"i wan nobody nobody but u..." **claps claps**
HAHA! funny crap! culdnt join them for dinner :( cos already had a nice dinner appt planned for the night =D but i promised that we will meet up soon again!! :) this time round, we will get e rest of the girls to cum out also!!! miss them all! all hails to GIRLS-OUTING! ♥♥♥ =D
now i shld snap back to reality! after the whole day of endless fun!
it's back to mon again tmr..BACK TO WRK! gahs! just finished preparing the veg for the sandwich lunch that my colleagues suggested to hav tmr noon :) tink i'm really quite a failure in doing such kitchen chores -.- cutting the veg which is like so simple seems like quite a challenge to me -.- how am i ever gonna learn how to cook in e future?! ohmytian! now i'm regretting not taking my home economics lessons back in sec sch seriously :( and since my aunts are so good cooks, probably i shld start learning from them one day!
and now i shld really go back to doing my FP assign which is like due in 8 days! faints! 10 articles with summaries & reflections to be attached with each of them! oh my...saveeee meeeeee!!!!
20 March 2010
[EDITED]
had a full 7 hrs of rest and waking up to this raining morning! had to force myself out of bed cos i need to rush materials for the project meeting before class later! so no more snoozing! ZzzZzz...
i rmbed last time when i was still back in sec/jc days..i used to be able to sleep in til like 10plus or even 11! on wkends! it's like the only time i can do so since the rest of the weeks are like sching days and dun really have a choice but to wake up EARLY to run for the bus and be in time for sch!
these days..dun really get the luxury of doing so as there's seriously TOO MUCH things on hand which have to be completed! :( esp for this semester where there are like ENDLESS of projects that have to be completed =( til to extent that i had to even apply leave from work to try finish them before the deadlinessss! and this is still not the exams yet! grrs wonder how i am going to manage in the next sem when i heard there's MORE projects & assignments waiting for us! *faints
thinking back abt the bad yesterday that i had..it was prolly due to work-related issues and probably a little self-procrastinating abt the lack of time i have for my own stuff! magdalene was trying to convince me not to complain and said that this was the choice that i had chosen for myself to be in the state that i am now..as in the stressful & busy work-and-study life that i'm currently experiencing and that all will be worthwhile when it's all over! yea trying to stop me from grumbling non-stop =P haha!
but i guess it's true that it's me myself who chose to continue signing the contract both at wrk to extend my stay there and at sch 3 years back even though that i know it will be converted to part-time studies for the last 2.5 years..not that i'm regretting abt this choice..cos there's no room for any regrets and i still wuld wan to finish this course of degree :) this is not an avenue for me to spend those excess money considering that fact that the sch fees are so uber freaking expensive..so no! i am so not gonna wash those moolah down the drain!
but still..i know i am not facing all these alone :)
i have my family with me who will listen to all my nagging & giving in to me whenever i am so stressed up with my wrk and sch..little simple things like daddy purposely coming down to fetch me after my classes at 10pm so that i can reach home a little earlier to start doing wadever i had to means so much to me :)
i have my uni frens who's facing all these tgt with me & we are always working hand-in-hand trying to meet all the sickening deadlines..kudos especially to dears peiyin & eileen who never failed to send the encouragements whenever I am so so buried under my notes & projects and trying to bring me back to real earth! not forgetting jocelyn babe who's over at aussie whom i still smsed from time to time! though far, i can also feel her rooting for me whenever i had to complain abt the busy schedules i hav! thks dearsss! you babes seriously made this journey easier for me =)
i have frens like uncle david who i will just complain to non-stop and still not be bothered by me! =) frens like kukupig kent who will always send his encouragements on msn :)
i have understanding colleagues at work who will offer to help with work when i had to take time-off for my sch work..some of them are so nice that sumtimes i feel so indebted to them :) simple things like buying a coconut drink back for me to prevent me from being too heaty & fall sick since i dun really hav enuff slp due to late nights doing projects are some sweet things that they will do :) those salesman who will always brighten my mornings with their jokes & chats will just make me forget how seriously stoned i shld be from the lack of slp! :)
and of cos..i have him :) who will silly stay up with me at times when i had to rush thru schwork til like wee hours in e mornings when he could actually go snooze..him who chose to stay in his hall when he could actually go back home to accompany me while i rush thru my assign so that i wuldnt hav to waste e excess transport time travelling to somewhere further to do it..him who's already so busy with his own sch wrk but can still pluck time out whenever i needed dinner companion =) thankews dear for every little thing u have done! *hugs (:
so i guess i'm actually quite a blessed person with all the love thrown upon me :) and this probably means that i shld seriously stop complaining anymore
[EDITED] and oh gosh! i'm now so OVERWHELMED after reading dearie py's "confession" on her post she made last nite..and it suddenly dawned upon me that i'm actually not as nice as how she had said i was =p i am nice..onli to certain ppl k! =P ppl like u dearrrr of cos!!! and yeaps i do cherish n treasure this bond we hav btw us and babeeeeee as u always know... yj hearts u!♥♥♥ cheers to this best B.F.F r/s ever!! =DD
19 March 2010
another r.o.t.t.e.n friday! :( why are all my fridays going so haywired? Zzzzzzz TGIF kinda holds no meaning for me these days..boos!
i wanna escape! and probably need a getaway.. or otherwise..pls just let me disappear into thin air
17 March 2010
greats! FP mcqs test down but the FP assignment is here knocking at my door -.-
oh manssss..super no life =( i wanna go for movie and dinner treats! i wanna rot in front of my lappy and watch drama serials day-in-day-out! i wanna shop! i wanna k! i wanna meet up with my long-lost frens! boooss
snap back to reality! it's back to work AGAIN tmr after this uber long wkend break and i bet my desk will be overpiled with papers/documents! not mentioning the emails that i hav to entertain! oh mys!
this song never fail to make me stop wadever i am doing whenever it comes up on my ipod songlist & it will just make me totally immersed into it (: nicesss!
13 March 2010
:( how would i ever get the msg across? zzz!
had a super rough day at wrk this morn and i guess it was all reflected on my face when ppl started asking if i was sick or wad =x started showing e attitude to everyone who came to me asking for help and i tink i kinda pissed 1 or 2 salesppl off.. *oops! but they shldnt even have made my friday morn such a sucky one in e 1st place!
and it's not helping at all when i am like trying to force the FP content into my mind for the test next week since just now and nothing is going in =( rawrs! feels like banging my head against the wall -.- S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D!
and ohmytian! I SUDDENLY HAVE CRAVINGS FOR MAC BREAKFAST! goodness gracious me! -.-
08 March 2010
A.B.O.R.T.I.O.N
heard the full story to why dear ling had undergo this painful process on the past tues =( mum was relating the news to ah ma earlier on and since i was dere too..i sat and listened too..
i felt so sorry to ling for not paying her a visit when she got admitted for that 3 days..hate myself and regretted for not plucking out time to be dere to lend her the support when she had to endure all the pain..and i am seriously scared after hearing what she had went thru =X
i always thought that having an abortion is so wrong! cos no matter wad..the baby inside do have to right to choose the fate of his/her life..probably that's becos i always hear stories that ppl choose to have an abortion after the parents realised that they culdnt live tgt anymore or they didnt hav the capability to raise the kid..
but ling's case is different..the little baby girl in her tummy was growing without kidneys =( dun understand how it happens but i bet dere's some medical reason to it..both docs that she consulted advised her to let e baby go cos even if she was delivered successfully eventually..the baby will hav to suffer frm when she's born and may not even live long :(
i bet it was tough for ling to eventually came to the decision to do what she had done on tues.. i hope she is strong mentally as how her physical body is.. i actually have no worries abt her physical body and health being weakened by this incident cos i know she is strong..wad i am more worried abt is how she feels and think mentally!
but no matter wat..just wanna let her know that.. "we all are here for u! u must stay strong k dear!" *hugs
jiayou ling!
05 March 2010
OOHS! YUNJIE FINALLY HAS THE TIME TO BLOG! :D
lols! it had been a real crazy week trying to rush thru the dumby OB assign! hates projects like ALOT ALOT now -.- but i'm glad that i managed to finish it eventually! it's due tmr and i'm so not interested to look at my essay now though i really hav to try cut down the number of words -.- i'm like so sick of the essay le! guess i shall just read thru it again later! yawnsss
cant believe that it's already like close to e 2nd week of march! =( mid-sem already! freaking fast -.- i bet it will be soon and e exams will come knocking down my path -.- faints! but i shall not ponder abt it now! gonna hav to concentrate on my projectssss
had a meeting at work that other day and was informed abt e changes that we are going to impose and e stricter rules we are going to impose -.- looks like life down the road in e company will be harder -.- i'm actually expecting loads of disputes and disagreements that will come in these few weeks to come..ohmytian! i dun wanna be a victim of them =( but i seriously dun really have the choice for avoidance i guess..grrs!
and omg! NO MORE COMPANY TRANSPORT FOR ME! *crys! like since the start of march! -.- now i hav to take the freaking 1 hrs 15 mins bus ride to & fro work every morn and evening! that's if i'm goin back home straight after work =P can seriously slp on the bus in the mornings! just that it's so irritating when the person sitting next to me (who's also slping) keeps wanting to lean over! arrg! feels like smacking him la! =(
BUT if i'm lucky and daddy is nice to wake up abit earlier than his usual timing..i can drive to work! yea! DRIVE! :D not my own car of cos! daddy's car =) THANKS DAD! :D he says hav to practice my driving skills before i forget how to drive! haha..quite stressful with him sitting next to me when i drive though =X he will nag at every little mistake i make..but i guess it's good la! at least i knw where i go wrong =P and i have someone so experienced to guide me along! nothing more that i can ask for! =) haha! morning traffic is so cmi la -.- with so many cars and not forgetting the morning heavy traffic & jams -.- yawnsss! but at least it's better than having to take the UBER LONG bus ride =P and i dun hav to walk up the super long up-slope path from e bus-stop to my office =P
i'm thankful for all the sweet things :) especially that day when u just sat there and accompanied me thru while i was like frantically rushing thru my assign :) and also..though it was actually nothing magnificent, that $1 ice-cream that we had truly melted me :)