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27 February 2006
arrg..today is super super busy day..wth..sch dragged til..omg..left sch at around 6pm..omg..most of the gates shutters in sch are already clased..omg..how r we supposed to leave sch den?? hais..ended up walkin thru the staff room to get to the concourse..hai..super lame..haha..mondays sux!! no wonder there's something called the monday blues.. =(
anyways..the chem prac was totally sooo wrong today!! it's realli a disaster!! arrg!! dunno wat's wrong with me..doing sttuf tat are wrong..omg..haha..n i also mis-read the name labels on the chemicals..and it was not only once!! arrg!!! it was thrice!! something is seriously wrong with me eyes..omg..it is realli tat hard to differentiate btw 'sodium hydroxide' n 'hydrochloride acid'?? OMG..mayb it's juz me la..haha..superbly blur today!!haha..tink nicky [who's doin the expt with me] was abit amused by my actions too..sorry ar..haha...
haha..yeah..tis morning..wee..super funni..deqi was kind of scoldin yuenyan for 'bullying' angie by askin angie to carry the da vin c book for her..haha..w/o gettin her facts rite..dq was practically suan-ing yyy quite seriously for 'bullyin' angie..haha..den..yyy was den super pissed..haha..she said.."wat the hell?wat u mean?"..something like tat la..anyways..her face was kinda fierce..i was scared off..haha..turns out to b tat dq was wrong..haha..the book belonged to yyy n it was angie who wanted to borrow it..haha..so..it's onli rite tat angie is carryin it..haha..both dq n i was shocked!! haha..dq was soooo darn paiseh..haha..next time b4 suan-ing any1..get ur facts rite 1st la..haha..
back to myself..haha..it's already 2 days since saturday..haha..and..i'm still feelin the joy tat i had on sat..when tat particular sum1 sms-ed me..haha...mayb it's his sms-es tat allowed me to go pass today w/o feelin anyy sadness anymore..haha..today..i was kinda back to my old self..the old cheerful yunjie..but..am i lying myself abt my emotional state?? it seems kinda strange..i also dunno why..tat i'm able to regain to my old self with all the probs still left unsolved..maybe i'm juz puttin up a brave front again..i'm also not very sure myself..hais..mayb i juz dun wanna disappoint the peeps who are caring for me..in order to do so..i will hav to put on a smiling face implying tat i'm fine..hais..but..seriously..i'm feelin much better le..after the sat incident..haha..tink i'm gonna remember tat sat [25-02-06] for the rest of my life..hahs..anyways..i juz wanna say a BIG BIG BIG THANKIEW to these fab peeps who hav been constantly encouraging me..n giving me the emotional support tat i need..esp during this period of my life where everything is juz goin sooo wrong..haha..cheers to..de qi..lynn..si min..yuen yan..david..kent..wei long..u guys r the best siaz..haha..thanx for listening!!! haha..realli very veyr very grateful to u all..haha..xie xie le!!! =D
ooh..gonna stop here..hav to go chiong my hw le..sianz..haha..maths..chem..omg!!! haha..to every1 who will b gettin their chinese 'a's results tis wed..good luck!! to every1 in o5s19..all the best n JIAYOU for the physics spa on wed too!!! we can do it!!! =D
sincerely hope tat all tmls will b better than yesterdays..=)
anyways..the chem prac was totally sooo wrong today!! it's realli a disaster!! arrg!! dunno wat's wrong with me..doing sttuf tat are wrong..omg..haha..n i also mis-read the name labels on the chemicals..and it was not only once!! arrg!!! it was thrice!! something is seriously wrong with me eyes..omg..it is realli tat hard to differentiate btw 'sodium hydroxide' n 'hydrochloride acid'?? OMG..mayb it's juz me la..haha..superbly blur today!!haha..tink nicky [who's doin the expt with me] was abit amused by my actions too..sorry ar..haha...
haha..yeah..tis morning..wee..super funni..deqi was kind of scoldin yuenyan for 'bullying' angie by askin angie to carry the da vin c book for her..haha..w/o gettin her facts rite..dq was practically suan-ing yyy quite seriously for 'bullyin' angie..haha..den..yyy was den super pissed..haha..she said.."wat the hell?wat u mean?"..something like tat la..anyways..her face was kinda fierce..i was scared off..haha..turns out to b tat dq was wrong..haha..the book belonged to yyy n it was angie who wanted to borrow it..haha..so..it's onli rite tat angie is carryin it..haha..both dq n i was shocked!! haha..dq was soooo darn paiseh..haha..next time b4 suan-ing any1..get ur facts rite 1st la..haha..
back to myself..haha..it's already 2 days since saturday..haha..and..i'm still feelin the joy tat i had on sat..when tat particular sum1 sms-ed me..haha...mayb it's his sms-es tat allowed me to go pass today w/o feelin anyy sadness anymore..haha..today..i was kinda back to my old self..the old cheerful yunjie..but..am i lying myself abt my emotional state?? it seems kinda strange..i also dunno why..tat i'm able to regain to my old self with all the probs still left unsolved..maybe i'm juz puttin up a brave front again..i'm also not very sure myself..hais..mayb i juz dun wanna disappoint the peeps who are caring for me..in order to do so..i will hav to put on a smiling face implying tat i'm fine..hais..but..seriously..i'm feelin much better le..after the sat incident..haha..tink i'm gonna remember tat sat [25-02-06] for the rest of my life..hahs..anyways..i juz wanna say a BIG BIG BIG THANKIEW to these fab peeps who hav been constantly encouraging me..n giving me the emotional support tat i need..esp during this period of my life where everything is juz goin sooo wrong..haha..cheers to..de qi..lynn..si min..yuen yan..david..kent..wei long..u guys r the best siaz..haha..thanx for listening!!! haha..realli very veyr very grateful to u all..haha..xie xie le!!! =D
ooh..gonna stop here..hav to go chiong my hw le..sianz..haha..maths..chem..omg!!! haha..to every1 who will b gettin their chinese 'a's results tis wed..good luck!! to every1 in o5s19..all the best n JIAYOU for the physics spa on wed too!!! we can do it!!! =D
sincerely hope tat all tmls will b better than yesterdays..=)
26 February 2006
haha..i'm here again!!haha..tis gonna b a real short one..haha..=D
took tis link frm willy..haha..without asking him summore..haha..hope he doesn't mind..haha.. =x
can help me do a short..erm..assignment..haha..thanx loads!! =)
check out tis link:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=yunjie
took tis link frm willy..haha..without asking him summore..haha..hope he doesn't mind..haha.. =x
can help me do a short..erm..assignment..haha..thanx loads!! =)
check out tis link:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=yunjie
25 February 2006
ooh..2 days had passed..still feeling abit low..hais..
update abit on yesterday 1st..
went on a field trip to little india..wah..it was like super sianz..i'm not implyin tat little india is boring..but it's juz me..wasn't in the best of my mood..tat's y didn't realli enjoy the entire trip..haha..anyways..after the trip..some of my classmates went off at little india mrt station to go shoppin at city hall n also to candy empire at millenia walk..i wanna go candy empire!!but guess wat..i didn't followed them yesterday..tat's not the usual yunjie lol..haha..juz don feel realli gd..tat's y decided not to go..on the bus ride back to sch..lynn n i started toking..i began tellin her some of the probs tat i'm facing..initially..i'm still okie..but juz as when lynn took out the tissue paper..my tears juz came flowing out..mayb it's becos i can't take it any longer..i needed to fa xie!! for the entire morning in sch..i've been tryin to act tat i'm fine..so tat i wun worry the ppl around me..on the bus..lynn began consoling me..tellin me tat she'll always b there for me..was realli blessed to hav her with me..thanx darling!!!
den on the way hm..haha..it began raining..i felt even worse..hais..i was slowly walking in the rain drinkin my white grape juice..mulling over some stuff..when weilong[who was behind me] came forward n said to me.."hurry walk..don get urself sick"..the usual me would hav agree n walked faster wif him..hahs..but wat i did yesterday was replied.."don wan..how i wish i can b sick now.." i tink my ans was abit weird to him..frm the look on his face..den he juz said nothing n walked wif me..haha..it was the exact scene last yr..haha..totally the same..but the yunjie last yr wasn't tat stressed up den..hais..
den today..tis morning..i received a sms frm tat particular sum1..he was sayin.."can share ur prob then maybe i can help.." when i received his sms..i was like..darn xin wei..haha..initially..i didn't wanted to tell him..juz wanna keep everything to myself..haha..but in the end..he seems so damn sincere..haha..i juz told him..and guess wat..i sent a 12 pages long sms to him..haha..crazy rite??hehe..den he is like super nice la..haha..began consoling n cheeerin me up..haha..n he's like super sweet..haha..he kept askin me whether i'm realli okie not..despite me sayin tat after smsing him..i felt abit better..haha..den i decided to joke with him..i asked him.."wat will u do if i said tat i'm not okie.." and guess wat..tis is wat he replied.."then..i will kill myself cos i am too useless..after talking so much, still cannot make u feel better.." when i saw tis..i was like..omg..i didn't expect such a reply frm him..suddenly..i felt so relieved frm my probs..i so glad to hav him with me..helping me all the way..haha..he's like the pillar..supportin me whenever i'm down..haha..realli grateful to him..haha..he continued sayin tis.."next time if realli feelin low,can always find me to pour all ur probs.." i was realli very touched..haha..how i wish he literally with me so tat i can gif him a big big hug to thank him 4 everything..haha..he's realli realli realli a super nice fren..haha..juz can't thank him enuff for everything..haha..
juz wanna say thankiew to all who have been constantly with me..esp during tis period of my life..realli grateful to all of u..tink i cant do aniting w/o u all..haha..thanks peeps!!! =)
update abit on yesterday 1st..
went on a field trip to little india..wah..it was like super sianz..i'm not implyin tat little india is boring..but it's juz me..wasn't in the best of my mood..tat's y didn't realli enjoy the entire trip..haha..anyways..after the trip..some of my classmates went off at little india mrt station to go shoppin at city hall n also to candy empire at millenia walk..i wanna go candy empire!!but guess wat..i didn't followed them yesterday..tat's not the usual yunjie lol..haha..juz don feel realli gd..tat's y decided not to go..on the bus ride back to sch..lynn n i started toking..i began tellin her some of the probs tat i'm facing..initially..i'm still okie..but juz as when lynn took out the tissue paper..my tears juz came flowing out..mayb it's becos i can't take it any longer..i needed to fa xie!! for the entire morning in sch..i've been tryin to act tat i'm fine..so tat i wun worry the ppl around me..on the bus..lynn began consoling me..tellin me tat she'll always b there for me..was realli blessed to hav her with me..thanx darling!!!
den on the way hm..haha..it began raining..i felt even worse..hais..i was slowly walking in the rain drinkin my white grape juice..mulling over some stuff..when weilong[who was behind me] came forward n said to me.."hurry walk..don get urself sick"..the usual me would hav agree n walked faster wif him..hahs..but wat i did yesterday was replied.."don wan..how i wish i can b sick now.." i tink my ans was abit weird to him..frm the look on his face..den he juz said nothing n walked wif me..haha..it was the exact scene last yr..haha..totally the same..but the yunjie last yr wasn't tat stressed up den..hais..
den today..tis morning..i received a sms frm tat particular sum1..he was sayin.."can share ur prob then maybe i can help.." when i received his sms..i was like..darn xin wei..haha..initially..i didn't wanted to tell him..juz wanna keep everything to myself..haha..but in the end..he seems so damn sincere..haha..i juz told him..and guess wat..i sent a 12 pages long sms to him..haha..crazy rite??hehe..den he is like super nice la..haha..began consoling n cheeerin me up..haha..n he's like super sweet..haha..he kept askin me whether i'm realli okie not..despite me sayin tat after smsing him..i felt abit better..haha..den i decided to joke with him..i asked him.."wat will u do if i said tat i'm not okie.." and guess wat..tis is wat he replied.."then..i will kill myself cos i am too useless..after talking so much, still cannot make u feel better.." when i saw tis..i was like..omg..i didn't expect such a reply frm him..suddenly..i felt so relieved frm my probs..i so glad to hav him with me..helping me all the way..haha..he's like the pillar..supportin me whenever i'm down..haha..realli grateful to him..haha..he continued sayin tis.."next time if realli feelin low,can always find me to pour all ur probs.." i was realli very touched..haha..how i wish he literally with me so tat i can gif him a big big hug to thank him 4 everything..haha..he's realli realli realli a super nice fren..haha..juz can't thank him enuff for everything..haha..
juz wanna say thankiew to all who have been constantly with me..esp during tis period of my life..realli grateful to all of u..tink i cant do aniting w/o u all..haha..thanks peeps!!! =)
23 February 2006
today was realli a better day den the past 2 days..at least to me..but i'm still not back to my old self yet..hais..the wonderful peeps arond me are tryin to cheer me up..peeps like..deqi..lynn..david..kent..yong kian..si min..pei yin..john..haha..realli wanna express my sincere thanx to u all..i superbly grateful to u all..but..honestly..i need abit more time..i'm juz acting on a brave front today..i don wan the ppl caring to b worryin for me..so..i had to show them i'm okie..but deep down inside..i noe tat tis is all not true..if things are really tat easy to let go..every1 in the world will b a happy person..but in reality..it's totally opposite..i juz can't seem to let go easily..maybe it's becos i don wanna do so..aahh..wat's wrong with me?hais..i juz can't seem to forget the unhappy stuff within me..they're like stuck in my mind..not willing to fly off any moment..arrg.. >.<
anyways..went to watch final destination 3 with my classmates today..hav david..shaun..kanhong..pei yin..john..xuan yu..and..wei long..thought tat i'll be able to destress after the show..but..OMG..the end result was totally different!! the show was cool..storyline not bad..but was SUPERBLY SUPER gross..OMG..u can see blood gushin..body parts kanna sliced off..it's like..oh my goddy..super digusting..warning..tis show is NOT for the faint-hearted!! aahh..was super traumatised after the show..omg..bleahz..
hais..how long more muz i endure to get over tis period of sadness..hai..tink i'll juz live a day after a day..and try to forget these tings slowly..can i do it?? i really hope so..yunjie..jiayou bahz..=)
anyways..went to watch final destination 3 with my classmates today..hav david..shaun..kanhong..pei yin..john..xuan yu..and..wei long..thought tat i'll be able to destress after the show..but..OMG..the end result was totally different!! the show was cool..storyline not bad..but was SUPERBLY SUPER gross..OMG..u can see blood gushin..body parts kanna sliced off..it's like..oh my goddy..super digusting..warning..tis show is NOT for the faint-hearted!! aahh..was super traumatised after the show..omg..bleahz..
hais..how long more muz i endure to get over tis period of sadness..hai..tink i'll juz live a day after a day..and try to forget these tings slowly..can i do it?? i really hope so..yunjie..jiayou bahz..=)
22 February 2006
oh my god..it has been a super stressful..unlucky..sad..frustrating week for me..wat the hell..everything started goin wrong yesterday..hais..
on tue..simin..had a realli bad fall during pc..n it's partly my fault..aahh..felt so darn sorry n guiltly..how i wish the person injured is me..simin..really sorry lehs..next ting..while we r havin our gp lesson..the minute ms tan started teaching us..i knew tat sumting is not rite..i juz had tis feelin tat sumting will happen again..n..the next minute i knew..ms tan rushes out of the classroom in tears..i was totally shocked..too shocked to do anyting til willy gave me the signal tat brought me back to earth again..grabbin a packet of tissue..simin n i chased after ms tan..i realli had no idea on how to comfort her..felt soo darn useless..so pissed off with myself..aahh..turns out tat our beloved ms tan is SUPER stressed out over her work load..whoa..i mean..she's only here since last yr [if i'm not wrong]..n the stupid sch has been piling her with sooo many work..orientation..PCCG..hais..even machines need to rest wat..so..give her a break la..den..after sch..another suay ting happened again!!wa lao..simin lost her 50 bucks..omg..it's juz not her day..hais..it could b clearly seen tat she was super duper sad..aahh..walked her out of sch with peiyin to her bus-stop..dunno how to console her again!!omg..wat's wrong with me??aahh!!! felt soo dumb..aahh..
den today..i was super worried for tat particular her..aahh..why is all these happening at the same time??i was super super low tis morning..hais..and i juz can't find the rite person to pour everything out..not even tat particular 'someone' anymore..aahh..i felt so LOST..so lost in the world of my probs n troubles..aahh..can sum1 juz be my compass n direct me to the rite direction..so tat i can be out of the lost world..and den i can be the cheerful yunjie again..but..i doubt i can do so..look..even i myself don believe in me..aahh..the stress is overpowering..tink i may breakdown anytime..frm the hw load..frm the sch work..frm tat particular someone..frm loads n loads of other things..omg..sum1..save me!!!
on tue..simin..had a realli bad fall during pc..n it's partly my fault..aahh..felt so darn sorry n guiltly..how i wish the person injured is me..simin..really sorry lehs..next ting..while we r havin our gp lesson..the minute ms tan started teaching us..i knew tat sumting is not rite..i juz had tis feelin tat sumting will happen again..n..the next minute i knew..ms tan rushes out of the classroom in tears..i was totally shocked..too shocked to do anyting til willy gave me the signal tat brought me back to earth again..grabbin a packet of tissue..simin n i chased after ms tan..i realli had no idea on how to comfort her..felt soo darn useless..so pissed off with myself..aahh..turns out tat our beloved ms tan is SUPER stressed out over her work load..whoa..i mean..she's only here since last yr [if i'm not wrong]..n the stupid sch has been piling her with sooo many work..orientation..PCCG..hais..even machines need to rest wat..so..give her a break la..den..after sch..another suay ting happened again!!wa lao..simin lost her 50 bucks..omg..it's juz not her day..hais..it could b clearly seen tat she was super duper sad..aahh..walked her out of sch with peiyin to her bus-stop..dunno how to console her again!!omg..wat's wrong with me??aahh!!! felt soo dumb..aahh..
den today..i was super worried for tat particular her..aahh..why is all these happening at the same time??i was super super low tis morning..hais..and i juz can't find the rite person to pour everything out..not even tat particular 'someone' anymore..aahh..i felt so LOST..so lost in the world of my probs n troubles..aahh..can sum1 juz be my compass n direct me to the rite direction..so tat i can be out of the lost world..and den i can be the cheerful yunjie again..but..i doubt i can do so..look..even i myself don believe in me..aahh..the stress is overpowering..tink i may breakdown anytime..frm the hw load..frm the sch work..frm tat particular someone..frm loads n loads of other things..omg..sum1..save me!!!
18 February 2006
whoa...lots of stuff happened recently..they are all clogging up my brain n my mind...can't seem to find the suitable solutions to them..wat is tis??AAHH...feel tat i'm breaking down soon..arrg..and..i juz can't seem to find a suitable way for me to fa xie..how i wish i can go to somewhere with no one..and juz shout out loud everything without any stares frm the others..without anyone bothering me..aaahh..it's hard..so..wat can i do??tis kind of life sux!!!!
but luckily..i super grateful to still hav a wonderful bunch of frenz who are always there for me..hehe..all praises to these really wonderful peeps of my life..lynn..deqi..pei yin..si min..willy..david..kent..cheng wai..u guys rox my world..luv u all loads and loads..haha..thanx for everything..u all are the best!!! =)
but luckily..i super grateful to still hav a wonderful bunch of frenz who are always there for me..hehe..all praises to these really wonderful peeps of my life..lynn..deqi..pei yin..si min..willy..david..kent..cheng wai..u guys rox my world..luv u all loads and loads..haha..thanx for everything..u all are the best!!! =)
"wo zi dao wo men zi jian shi bu hui you jie guo de..zai deng xia qu ye mei yong..suo yi..chang tong bu ru duan tong..wo ye ying gai xue hui fang xi le"
17 February 2006
tired tired tired..haha..had road run in sch today..hee..suppose to b walkin with the gers of o5s19..but ended up chiong-ing all the way with lynn..hehe..pang seh the rest..sorry ar...wanted to fa xie durin the mass dances..but..didn't managed to..cos every1 was not very enthu..hehe..danced with tongloong..hehe..not a bad dancer..ahaha..
went chinatown after the run for a stupid chinese tourism trip..haha..was superbly fun on our way there..celebrated shaun's bday on the bus..hehe..every1 was super high..includin the 3 peeps frm s22..haha..shaun..hope tat u realli had enjoyed the surprise..haha..and also..hope tat ur stomach is okie after eating the 'delicious' marshmallows..wahaha... =x
chinatown trip was kinda boring n tiring..but..there r funni stuff tat happened too..lynn..the mistaken identity in the temple..remember?? ahaha...u huh..funni siaz..hee..
all our class gers except huiqin went down to bugis after chinatown..we took lotsa neo-prints..lynn..u finally had ur chance!! haha..it was like superbly cool..haha..really had a great time..hehe..every1 is like so damn fascinated by tat 11 bucks machine..the effects r super cool..nice nice..next time we muz go again to take..haha..drag the guys along too..wahaha...
den..lynn darling,yyy n angie went off first..left ah de[new nickname for deqi], simin, peiyin n me..we went to bugis street shop shop..pei ah de shop for bags..haha..walk til we super tired..haha..went to the bugis cafe to rest..simin n i bought something to eat while ah de n peiyin go c some stuff..haha..in the cafe..simin n i 'fought' over who givin the threat..haha..super lame..hehe..den we had our little talk..haha..simin..thanx 4 listening wor..my words to u..4get the past n life will definitely get better...ni xin de!!! wo xiang xin ni!! jiayou!!! =)
after awhile..2 of them came back..n the 4 of us had our gers talk..haha..super wen xin..haha..so damn grateful to hav such a wonderful bunch of frenz..haha..as usual..ah de was super funni..makin me laugh til i drop tears..haha..u rox wor..haha..made me forget all the fan naos i had inside me..hahs..the 4 of us made a pact..haha..which is to invite each n every1 of us to each n every1's wedding..haha..tink we tink too much le...wahaha...
before leaving bugis..we went back to a watch shop which had a watch tat caught both deqi's n mine attention..we wanted to but it..it's a pink watch..deqi..PINK!!!..haha..but the shop onli left one piece..haha..den we decided not to buy le..cos if wan den 2 buy together..don hav den don wan..haha..zui jia pai dang!!! yong bu fen li!!! hehe..rox on!!! =D
went chinatown after the run for a stupid chinese tourism trip..haha..was superbly fun on our way there..celebrated shaun's bday on the bus..hehe..every1 was super high..includin the 3 peeps frm s22..haha..shaun..hope tat u realli had enjoyed the surprise..haha..and also..hope tat ur stomach is okie after eating the 'delicious' marshmallows..wahaha... =x
chinatown trip was kinda boring n tiring..but..there r funni stuff tat happened too..lynn..the mistaken identity in the temple..remember?? ahaha...u huh..funni siaz..hee..
all our class gers except huiqin went down to bugis after chinatown..we took lotsa neo-prints..lynn..u finally had ur chance!! haha..it was like superbly cool..haha..really had a great time..hehe..every1 is like so damn fascinated by tat 11 bucks machine..the effects r super cool..nice nice..next time we muz go again to take..haha..drag the guys along too..wahaha...
den..lynn darling,yyy n angie went off first..left ah de[new nickname for deqi], simin, peiyin n me..we went to bugis street shop shop..pei ah de shop for bags..haha..walk til we super tired..haha..went to the bugis cafe to rest..simin n i bought something to eat while ah de n peiyin go c some stuff..haha..in the cafe..simin n i 'fought' over who givin the threat..haha..super lame..hehe..den we had our little talk..haha..simin..thanx 4 listening wor..my words to u..4get the past n life will definitely get better...ni xin de!!! wo xiang xin ni!! jiayou!!! =)
after awhile..2 of them came back..n the 4 of us had our gers talk..haha..super wen xin..haha..so damn grateful to hav such a wonderful bunch of frenz..haha..as usual..ah de was super funni..makin me laugh til i drop tears..haha..u rox wor..haha..made me forget all the fan naos i had inside me..hahs..the 4 of us made a pact..haha..which is to invite each n every1 of us to each n every1's wedding..haha..tink we tink too much le...wahaha...
before leaving bugis..we went back to a watch shop which had a watch tat caught both deqi's n mine attention..we wanted to but it..it's a pink watch..deqi..PINK!!!..haha..but the shop onli left one piece..haha..den we decided not to buy le..cos if wan den 2 buy together..don hav den don wan..haha..zui jia pai dang!!! yong bu fen li!!! hehe..rox on!!! =D
15 February 2006
ooh...had the BEST valentine day tis year..hehe..the BEST ever!!! o5s19..u peeps rox wor..hahs..wee..the guys shared n bought a rose for every single ger..and yes..i meant..EVERY single one of us..hehe..it's like so damn sweet..hahs..thanx guys..ooh..yeah..i got tat necklace tat i hav been eyeing on..haha..was reali shocked when david n shaun passed me the gift...hahs..i was realli realli super touched..haha..thanx loads..thanx to all..who had realli made my day..hehe..lynn..simin..pei yin..de qi..kent..willy..david..shaun..john..every1 of o5s19..wahaha...u guys rox..continue to rox on!!! =D
yup..it was superbly fun...but the day after v day was totally different..TOTALLY different..hais..was super stressed up by the chem test tis morning..i didn't managed to study finish..was superbly worried abt it..hais..n..to add on..the test was like SUPER hard..at least to me..gone case le lol...confirm cannot make it one..hais..don care le lol..hais.. den..after tat..was shoot-ed at during phy prac today..he's like..so super fierce..kept sayin sayin n sayin..wat the hell..made me feel sooo damn gulity n bad..arrg...spoil my day..was feelin kinda pissed..let out my temper on lynn at spc..oh man..lynn..i'm realli realli realli sorry..juz dunno wat's happenin to me..realli sorry..ni bu yao tai jie yi..hao ma??? den on the lighter tone..we decided to play the angel n mortal game..haha..there r ppl who r like super lucky--deqi..but..haha..there's also the super suay one..peiyin..haha..omg..due to some reasons..we decided to re-start the game tml..tml..everyone will b pickin their new mortal..haha..hope tat everything will go fine..den we can den start the game..wahaha...=D yeah..the hw load is stressing me again..soo mani..arrg..esp gp..both gp n gp module..haha..can u imagine??we r supposed to write out a 600 word journal for our module class..AAHH!!!so long nv write journal le lol..it's like since.....my pri sch days!!haha..yup..made the promise to myself tat i'll hand up everything on time..muz jiayou...will make sure tat i'll keep tis promise..ahaha..gonna chiong like siaoz..haha..
and..last but not least..to everyone..happi belated valentine day!!! =D
yup..it was superbly fun...but the day after v day was totally different..TOTALLY different..hais..was super stressed up by the chem test tis morning..i didn't managed to study finish..was superbly worried abt it..hais..n..to add on..the test was like SUPER hard..at least to me..gone case le lol...confirm cannot make it one..hais..don care le lol..hais.. den..after tat..was shoot-ed at during phy prac today..he's like..so super fierce..kept sayin sayin n sayin..wat the hell..made me feel sooo damn gulity n bad..arrg...spoil my day..was feelin kinda pissed..let out my temper on lynn at spc..oh man..lynn..i'm realli realli realli sorry..juz dunno wat's happenin to me..realli sorry..ni bu yao tai jie yi..hao ma??? den on the lighter tone..we decided to play the angel n mortal game..haha..there r ppl who r like super lucky--deqi..but..haha..there's also the super suay one..peiyin..haha..omg..due to some reasons..we decided to re-start the game tml..tml..everyone will b pickin their new mortal..haha..hope tat everything will go fine..den we can den start the game..wahaha...=D yeah..the hw load is stressing me again..soo mani..arrg..esp gp..both gp n gp module..haha..can u imagine??we r supposed to write out a 600 word journal for our module class..AAHH!!!so long nv write journal le lol..it's like since.....my pri sch days!!haha..yup..made the promise to myself tat i'll hand up everything on time..muz jiayou...will make sure tat i'll keep tis promise..ahaha..gonna chiong like siaoz..haha..
and..last but not least..to everyone..happi belated valentine day!!! =D
some of my v day gifts..thanx guys.. =p
the nice nice necklace..thanx to shaun n david.. =)
12 February 2006
wee...i feel soooo blessed...sooo xin fu..=)
tis is wat happened yesterday mornin..both of us were chatting causally..abt wat we do we enjoy doin..hehe..i was tellin him how i enjoy bringing joy to every1 i noe..haha..but there r also times when i'm feelin low n can't find someone to tok to..n tis is wat he replied.."Haha...Lol...Isnt the person u r chatting to now someone?"..these r the exact words in his sms..i was like soooo darn xin wei after readin it..i was like..OMG..can't imagine tat tis realli came out frm him..i feel sooo darn blessed..to hav such a fren like him..wee..he continued sayin.."...at least u dun keep it to urself n make urself more sad...So can always msg me whenever u r feeling low..."..i was super happi after readin his sms..hehe..his sms realli made my day!!luv him lots..i mean as a fren la..hehe..thanx thanx thanx for everything..=D
later in the day..another incident made me feel so darn xin wei too..i was tellin tis another close fren of mine last nite abt the sms incident ta happened in the morn..he was sooo darn happi for me..haha..n this is wat he said.."hope he will say tis 2 u everyday..then ni jiu tian tian kai xin.."..i was like..aww...so sweet of him..i was so happi!!! haha..he added on saying.."hope our frenship will last foreva..Even after we graduate.."..whoa..hereby..i promise u tat our frenship will nv change..never ever...we will always be the BESTEST pals..haha..=D
now..i feel sooo blessed....so lucky..to hav met soooo many cool peeps in jj..lynn..deqi..pei yin..si min..david..kent..willy..wei long..cheng wai..and every1 in 05s19..u all rox my life!!! luv all of ya loads n loads..u guys are the BEST frenz i had ever made..continue to rox on!! you yi wan shui!! =D
tis is wat happened yesterday mornin..both of us were chatting causally..abt wat we do we enjoy doin..hehe..i was tellin him how i enjoy bringing joy to every1 i noe..haha..but there r also times when i'm feelin low n can't find someone to tok to..n tis is wat he replied.."Haha...Lol...Isnt the person u r chatting to now someone?"..these r the exact words in his sms..i was like soooo darn xin wei after readin it..i was like..OMG..can't imagine tat tis realli came out frm him..i feel sooo darn blessed..to hav such a fren like him..wee..he continued sayin.."...at least u dun keep it to urself n make urself more sad...So can always msg me whenever u r feeling low..."..i was super happi after readin his sms..hehe..his sms realli made my day!!luv him lots..i mean as a fren la..hehe..thanx thanx thanx for everything..=D
later in the day..another incident made me feel so darn xin wei too..i was tellin tis another close fren of mine last nite abt the sms incident ta happened in the morn..he was sooo darn happi for me..haha..n this is wat he said.."hope he will say tis 2 u everyday..then ni jiu tian tian kai xin.."..i was like..aww...so sweet of him..i was so happi!!! haha..he added on saying.."hope our frenship will last foreva..Even after we graduate.."..whoa..hereby..i promise u tat our frenship will nv change..never ever...we will always be the BESTEST pals..haha..=D
now..i feel sooo blessed....so lucky..to hav met soooo many cool peeps in jj..lynn..deqi..pei yin..si min..david..kent..willy..wei long..cheng wai..and every1 in 05s19..u all rox my life!!! luv all of ya loads n loads..u guys are the BEST frenz i had ever made..continue to rox on!! you yi wan shui!! =D
08 February 2006
AAHH!! i'm so darn pissed off!!! arrg..kanna stabbed by sum1 yesterday..wat the hell!?! wat the f*cking hell is this? are we ur frenz?? how can u juz plunge the knife into us!?! AAHH!! and..tis is NOT the 1st time!!! y r u doin tis to us?!?
AAHH!! kanna scolded by 2 teachers today..not really lecturing la..but still considered to a small extent lol..shit..esp the talk tat ms tan had with us..she's like super super nice n ke qi to us lol..this sounds great..but..how i wish it's the other way round lol..how i wish she will rage up n give all of us a huge lecture..this will make me feel abit better..by talkin to us tat nicely..i will onli feel much much much more gulity n bad...but..i juz wanna say..SORRY..to the peeps ta are disappointed with me..really sorry..make a pact now tat this will never happen again..ms tan..thanx for ur forgiveness..u r the best!!
to the person who betrayed us..i guess u noe who u r..i noe it's not entirely ur fault..to b exact..it's NOT ur fault at all..it's our fault..our wrongdoings..but..i was super pissed off..so i realli hope tat u wun mind me abt complaining..i juz need to shout out everything loud..so tat i will feel much better..so..u juz don take it to heart......
nothing will ever be the same animore...
AAHH!! kanna scolded by 2 teachers today..not really lecturing la..but still considered to a small extent lol..shit..esp the talk tat ms tan had with us..she's like super super nice n ke qi to us lol..this sounds great..but..how i wish it's the other way round lol..how i wish she will rage up n give all of us a huge lecture..this will make me feel abit better..by talkin to us tat nicely..i will onli feel much much much more gulity n bad...but..i juz wanna say..SORRY..to the peeps ta are disappointed with me..really sorry..make a pact now tat this will never happen again..ms tan..thanx for ur forgiveness..u r the best!!
to the person who betrayed us..i guess u noe who u r..i noe it's not entirely ur fault..to b exact..it's NOT ur fault at all..it's our fault..our wrongdoings..but..i was super pissed off..so i realli hope tat u wun mind me abt complaining..i juz need to shout out everything loud..so tat i will feel much better..so..u juz don take it to heart......
nothing will ever be the same animore...
06 February 2006
whoa..walked to lakeside mrt frm jj after sch today..haha..lynn, deqi n me went on an expedition to lakeside tibits stall..haha..lol..-.-..but..to our disappointment..the stupid shop is under renovation..wat the hell..wahaha..but it's okie la..we can go again next time..hehe..deqi..don feel too bad wor..it's not ur fault la..next time we will go again..we had fun during our trip there rite?the flying board..the traffic light board..the bus incident with tat sch boy lookin at u when u use ur legs to support the board..wahaha..funni siaz..so..the trip down there is not a wasted one..kays?? smilez..we still got mani mani places to go wor..hehe..ur TCC..my national library..lynn's meiji factory...haha.. =) ooh ya..went jp's popular with lynn after tat..haha..bought a few things..hehe..but still can't the stuff i need..hai..hav to keep on searching..sians..if realli don hav den realli muz go all the way down to bugis..sianz ar..hehe..so..muz keep on searchin..jia you!!! haha... ooh ya..lynn..i still remember!! we still hav the 'date' at swensens wor..haha..muz go dere someday..to eat the ice-cream..haha.. =D ooh..i'm so evil..kept suan-ing david today..haha..anyways..he's my bestest pal lol..haha..but i noe he wun mind one..the suan-ings i mean...cos he also always 'bully' me one..wahaha...anyways..juz wanna shout out loud here..tat..i'm super glad-ful to hav a fren like him!! haha..he ar..kinda slow at times..abit lame at times..always kanna bullkied by everyone..esp his chinese readings...haha..'ban' ni..'wan' zi bian qin wa..qiang 'zuang'..haha..i'm so bad..muahaha.. =x ..k lahz..enuff of suan-ing him le..haha..juz wanna say THANKIEW for everything wor..haha..ni shi wo zu hao de peng you!!! haha..gan dong bahz..hehe..frenz 4ever!!! =D
this is david here..juz in case tat pic on top is abit dark..haha.. =x
03 February 2006
gosh..throats hurts after tat singing session at k-box [cck] yesterday..haha..but the throat isn't anything..cos..the time spent in k-box yesterday was superb..super fun..super high..super nice..wahaha..we..chengwai, jiesheng, thomas, kent, peiyin, simin n me realli had a fun time there..hehe..we r like jumpin on the sofas when we got super high while singing sun yan zi's 'first day'..wahaha..and we r laughing like mad when the guys decided to b ancient and sang yu tian's 'rong shu xia'...hehe..their impersonation were realli fabulous!!! 100% similarity sia!! wahaha..well done guys!!! haha..whoa..i realli had a GREAT time yesterday..the onli few moments tat i realli felt so damn relaxed...free frm everything...no stress at all..hey peeps..next time we muz go back again and havoc again worz!!! hehe.... sch today was super tiring for me..mayb bcos of lack of slp previous nite..kept wantin to doze off during the chem lect..hai..den it was okie during the other lessons til it was chinese again..before the chinese lesson..i went to hav tom yam cup noodles with deqi..haha..it was super duper spicy but the feelin was..ooh...indescribable..haha..anyways..the chinese lesson was super duper boring..as usually..haha..den deqi and i can't take it any longer..haha..we went out of the LT1..and took a nice walk around the sch..haha..we den found a spot to sit and talk..hehe..it was sooo nice..we shared things tat we had nv shared b4..haha...deqi..thanx for listening wor..hope u had a GREAT time at the museum today..hehe..anyways..we were talking and talking and den..we suddenly realised tat we had been out for kinda long..haha..abt 1 hr le lol..hehe..den we hurried back to lesson..before the teachers noticed tat 2 of us are MIA [missing in action]..hehe..but..luckily..no one found anyting amiss..phew.. =) it's fri and the weekend is cuming..but..i don feel any joy at all..tink i'll chiong-ing my hw all the way..there's still tons of them waiting for me to do..AAHH!!going mad any moment now..hehe..den there's still that dumb chem SPA on mon!!!oh my gosh!!! I DON WAN!!! but..wat can i do??hehe..sianz to the core..hehe..to the best peeps of o5s19..all the best for mon's SPA..jia you jia you wor..good luck!! =D
zui jia pai dang!!!
me and deqi...we rox!! =D
01 February 2006
wat the ****???haha..it's like sooo damn fast..n now we r already in the month of feb!!! AAHH!!! why is time flyin pass sooo darn fast?? haha...i've yet to enjoy every single moment of my life!!! hehe...anyways..feb liao..hai..tink i had realli wasted my entire jan slacking away lol..hehe..sianz...oh gosh!!! i had like wasted 31 days = 744 hrs = 44640 mins = 2678400 secs..wahaha...-.-''..
anyways...today is the 1st day of sch sfter tat 'long' CNY holi..haha...everything is back to square 1..haha..nothin much happened in sch today la..hehe..after sch went jp's mos burger to have our lunch..hehe..funni lol..cos we can't decide which place to go..den we decided on mos eventually..wahaha..
after lunch..when we r goin hm..we walked pass perlini's silver..haha..saw a necklace over there which is super nice..feel like buyin lehs..haha..still considering now...*tinkin*
haha..we den met the cdc gang after lunch to go hm togeter..hehe..some of them went queensway to buy shoes..hehe..all the way..i was suan-ing john..haha..john..sorry ar..i'm realli juz jokin nia..don take them to heart..hehe...to those guys who went to queensway..happy shopping wor!!! hehe..
sianz...still got tons of hw muz do..super duper sianz lol..wahaha...kept sayin wanna finish them by dunno when..but i always fail to meet the deadline de..haha..no SD SM la..hehe..k la..signin off le..hav to go chiong my hw le.. >.< ..happy chinese new year to all!!! =D
anyways...today is the 1st day of sch sfter tat 'long' CNY holi..haha...everything is back to square 1..haha..nothin much happened in sch today la..hehe..after sch went jp's mos burger to have our lunch..hehe..funni lol..cos we can't decide which place to go..den we decided on mos eventually..wahaha..
after lunch..when we r goin hm..we walked pass perlini's silver..haha..saw a necklace over there which is super nice..feel like buyin lehs..haha..still considering now...*tinkin*
haha..we den met the cdc gang after lunch to go hm togeter..hehe..some of them went queensway to buy shoes..hehe..all the way..i was suan-ing john..haha..john..sorry ar..i'm realli juz jokin nia..don take them to heart..hehe...to those guys who went to queensway..happy shopping wor!!! hehe..
sianz...still got tons of hw muz do..super duper sianz lol..wahaha...kept sayin wanna finish them by dunno when..but i always fail to meet the deadline de..haha..no SD SM la..hehe..k la..signin off le..hav to go chiong my hw le.. >.< ..happy chinese new year to all!!! =D