Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
oh my goody shit...everything was like damn wrong for me today n yesterday...dang it..chem test results..physics SPA..chinese 'A's results...aching legs...sucks..my aching legs is due to the pc on tue..ooh..made us run 3 rounds..den do all the stretching exercises..duck walk..frog jumps..wheelbarrow..and mani mani more..don even bother to rmb..haha..anyways..after tat..we r told to test out our standing board jump.. OMG!! tat's my hatest part!! cos i juz cant seem to do it..kept jumpin n jumpin n jumpin..but still cant reach the 165cm mark..aahh..tat's a D by the way..n wat's my target tis yr?? to at least get a C..172cm!!! OMG..m i able to do it?? anyways..was still jumpin after pc ended..hopin tat i can improve..haha..when tongloong went by n saw me n lynn jumpin..haha..we asked him how sld we jump correctly..den he was like.."it's juz the tactic..if u get it rite..172cm is nothing!!" haha..den he started explainin to us the rite way..haha..den i discovered sumting..for my entire life..i hav tis concept tat ppl with long legs r better at standing board jumps than ppl with short ones like me..on tue..i was proven wrong..i discovered the the tall dude with super long legs..willy beh..also had difficulties at jumpin..oh man..3 of us..willy..lynn..n..me were like under tough training frm our dear coach..tongloong..haha..he was like super serious..i was realli freaked out..haha..i don even dared to look st into his eyes when he's teachin lol..haha..i'm easily intimidated by fierce ppl..haha..but..realli..i was super grateful to him for spending his entire break teaching us..realli super nice..though he has a kinda fierce outlook..but...he's actually a super nice guy..haha..realli..haha..he has been tryin his best to smile more..i can realli see tat..to tongloong..thanx loads n u jiayou wor!!! juz continue smiling!!! =)next on to SPA..sux totally..i thought it was okie when i'm doin the expt..haha..realli..i managed to finish doin on time..was realli glad abt tat..but..once it's over n every1 started discussing..i den found out tat..i made loads of mistakes!! arrg..it's like..i tink tat i had made all the mistakes tat i heard frm the various individauls..omg..totally sucky..tink i realli flunk it..oh man..how?? die le..i learnt my lesson..NEVER ever hav such high hopes..cos..it will realli cause disappointment when u realised tat tings r not goin ur way..hais..den..after the depressing SPA..went to watch the live telecast where they showed us the entire process of our seniors receiving their results..i was like goin.."wat's tat for? are they motivatin us? or are they juz stressing us??"...i realli don noe..wat i knew is tat..it was a total waste of time..aahh..anyways..collected my results at 3pm..our class didn't did well..onli 4 As in our class..hais..for me..i was TOTALLY disappointed with my results..got a B4..not exactly my expected grade..i expected the minimum to b a B3..arrg..i was kinda sad..called sasa n tok to her..found out tat she got b3..she was kinda disappointed too..cos her chinese is always the A1 standard..hais..anyways..while tokin to her on the phone..suddenly i realised tat i realli miss tokin to her..i miss her!! omg..i realli miss the fun times we had..back then in kranji..haha..i miss u sasa!!! *huggies* =_( flunked the chem test..got it back on tue..expected to fail..but not tat badly lol..felt kinda..also dunno how to explain..hais..not really sad..mayb abit lol..abit of everything except happiness..dots..maybe the cool things tat happened to me today are these few stuff..saw my MI OGL [liyun] today at jp..was realli superbly happi to c her..haha..chatted with some of my buddies frm kranji thru phone..i miss them!!! had a swensen's icecream feast [not exactly a feast anyway] with some of the forever wonderful o5s19-ians..haha..life..sumtimes to me..is super confusing..i juz cant find the rite way to interprete it..it's really super messy..esp mine..at tis particular period..tings have been happening like nobody's business...n i sumtimes feel tat..i might b better off..living somewhere where i'm alone n the only thing tat bothers me is the loneliness i face..but..i noe tat..i will not b able to endure living like tat too..cos i need company..i detest being alone..i cannot be alone..i need tat someone who will constantly b there for me..guiding me thru my lost path..haha..am i asking for too much?? sumtimes..i cant even tink of sum1 who i can realli tok to..omg..it's like kinda sad lol..haha..but anyways..i'm still grateful to hav my frenz around me..helpin in wateva they can..haha..they r like superbly nice..luv them loads..haha..>>some things are juz not within my reach
>>maybe it's better tat we stay as frenz