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wee!!

i'm finally 18 le!!

hahs..had one of the best bday tis year!! haha..althought was slogging out in childcare in the mornin n noon of the 22nd of dec [ i'm working on my bday la!! -.- ]..hahs...at nite..met up with some s19-ians for steamboat dinner at bugis!! hahs..it was nice seeing them all once again! hahs..rmb meetin peiyin first to go walk walk..hahs..rmb how excited i was in meeting her! hahs..cos kinda long time nv meet up le ma..haha..

anyways..9 ppl turned up tat nite..hahs..had steamboat dinner behind bugis junction..haha..although the food is onli so so..hahs..but the company i had was..wow!! made the dinner so perfect! hahs..wanted to pay for everyone's dinner..but they dun allow me..-.- hahs..darling lynn they all amazed me with a slice of choc cake after the dinner..hahs..so sweet of them..hahs..oh ya..the presents i received..hahs..niceee!!! simin, peiyin, yuenyan, deqi n angie gave me the nice nice wedding cert holder tat i was super fond of..david, shaun, kanhong n jinyi gave me a box of choc which made me go yum yum..hahs..kukupig kent n willy gave me a super sweet-looking 'forever frens' hp holder..darling lynn gave me the yummy willy wonka sweets n..hmm a secret gift!! hahs..but i realli like this secret gift..hahs..cos it's realli nice..hahs..guess onli we two noe wat tis secret gift is..hahs..tks darling lynn!! hahs..oh ya..the most impt..i got a hand-make card frm PEIYIN!! hahs..realli super damn nice mans!! hahs..the main point is not onli tat the card is hand made..the card compromises a cross sitch segment with it!! hahs..omg rite?
it's like so dammy niceeeee la..whoa!! luv it so much!! hahs..tks tks tks to my dearie peiyin!! hahs..she gave me a necklace too..a necklace that i saw it n liked it veri long time ago..to tink she can still rmb it..omg! she rox mans! hahs.. tks pei!! =)

cool lahs..deqi, angie n willy wasn't there but their present was there..hahs..didnt hav chance to say thanks to them face-to-face..hahs..so..here goes..
"hey!! to willy, angie n deqi..tks for ur gift!! luv ya!!"=)

to david, kent, shaun, kanhong, yuenyan, simin, peiyin, lynn n jinyi:
"tks!! for being at the dinner tat nite!! hahs..made my bday such a wonderful one!! hahs..xie xie ni men..for all ur time n gifts!! luv ya all loads!!" =)

was at bangkok frm the 16 dec til 19 dec..hahs..it was realli fun shopping there!! hahs..food n tings so cheap there..compared to wat we hav here in singapore la..hahs..next time hav chance mux go again..hahs..tks to xiao shu and xiao shen for bringing me with them for an all expenses paid trip..hahs..realli had fun except when i was scared by a few 'ah guas' there..omg..they are super..hmm..scary..at least to me..-.-

merry xmas to all!! hahs..jux back fom darling lynn's church's xmas drama n carnival..realli glad tat she had invited me there..and realli glad that i am able to make it today..hahs..made lotsa news frens..but still cant rmb some of their names..hahs..cos too mani names to rmb le ma..hahs..anyways..had a realli fun day at expo today..had fun singing along the xmas carols..had fun watchin the xmas drama..had fun playing the games at the carnival..esp during the soccer game..hahs..thank you darling lynn for bringing me there!! thank you to you all who i had met today n became my new frens..hahs..=)

prom nite coming tis fri..hais..didnt realli prepare much for it..hahs..cos dun feel like doin much also..hahs..i'm a nobody..so dun need to get so much attention..hahs..leave that to others who made the mark..hahs..darling lynn..u better dun pang seh me ar..hahs..muz go!! haha..anyways..tis fri's prom..muz take alot alot pictures!! hahs..i wan take pictures with everyone!! hahs..okies i noe i'm crazy..haha..

if lynn isnt goin..i will b disappointed once..[so lynn..u muz go ar..]
hopefully i wun b disappointed twice if i dun see u there..pls b there..

woo..look at these kids..they are soo cute!! aren't them? hahs..

gleen..my fav boy in childcare!! =)

aaron..i find him super cute!! cfm eye candy when he grows up.. =)

tze xuan..the one i hav to chase around in the childcare..

jia chen..the one who is the most cheekiest..hahs..

erica..my fav ger in the childcare!! =)

gui quan..the one who can realli eat alot..hahs..

zhi yi..the cool-est kid i hav ever seen.. but i like his attitude mans..wee..the cool boy!!

zhen ni..the youngest ger in my play group class..hahs..

qi en..abit naughty..but..she's reali cute lehs..hahs..

yi ling..i find her kinda pretty lehs..hahs..

megan, gui quan and qi en...after their nap..

friends til the end!! hahs..

enuff of photos le ba..hahs..sorry angie..will upload the photos u wan c when i m free..haha..paiseh ar..make u wait n wait n wait for them for so long..hahs..

prom coming soon..hai..got the dress le..simple one though..hahs..dun feel like wearing some grand outfit..wonder if anyone will do so on that nite..hahs..will b looking forward to everyone's outfit..hahs..

gonna b off from 16th - 19th dec..goin to bangkok..hahs..goin with my aunt n uncle n their son..hahs..air plane fare n hotel stay n food FOC..hahs..according to my aunt lahs..hahs..she say it's my birthday present for tis yr..hahs..so nice rite? hahs..cool mans..wonder if there is shopping there fo me? hahs..now working le..dun realli hav time to go out shopping..hahs..cos too tired to go out after work..hahs..tired from chasing little kids around in the childcare..hahs..but although it's tiring..i realli luv tis job mans..hahs..i luv the kids!! hahs..i enjoy myself there..it beats staying at home n rotting, doing nothing..hahs..

gonna update more when i'm back from bangkok..peeps..dun miss me ar..=p haha..i'll b back in a while..hahs..hopefully i'm back with losta goodies for all of u..hahs..i will miss all of you!! =)

on that fateful nite..shld i say it out? -.-

phew..

tired tired tired..

now i finally realised why they say studying is definitely better than working..hahs..after three days of work..i come to understand why they always say it's not easy to earn a living..-.-

working as a teacher in some childcare teacher in cck..place is great..cos i hav direct bus..not very far frm my house..can save on transport fees!! haha..lunch provided summore..haha..one day of work there..8 or 9 hours a day..practically need not hav to spend any money..haha..cool mans..=p

peiyin n deqi wanted worked with me there..but..realli sorry to say..they now no need ppl to help le..if they need ppl will let u two noe immediately yea? no matter it's early in the morning or late at nite..hahs..will let u all noe the next minute i noe..hahs..

deqi!! congrats on ur new life..hopefully u r living GREAT now..next time can find better de..hahs..kai xin jiu hao!! so..mux smiles ar!! haha..dun forget..u still hav ur zui jia pai dang here to help in any ways i can whenever u need..hahs..=)

lynn!! hahs..u do look professional mans!! look like some business woman le..haha..tks tks tks loads for the photos that day!! haha..it's superb mans! haha..so sad tat we cant go hongkong together le..but..nvm..no worries yea? we'll go there together some day..when i hav permission and when i hav earned enuff money..hahs..tis is a promise frm me to my darling!! =)

peiyin!! sry lehs..til now den reply u abt our shopping spree..hahs..but now..i cant make it on weekdays le lehs..cos i workin le..haha..mayb weekend ba..haha..but i wun b in singapore frm 16-19 dec..omg lehs..keep postponing our date..haha..realli terrible sorry lehs..haha..i'll try to make time for u yea? haha..realli super sry..haha..keep cheating ur feelings..haha..next time den treat u lunch or wat to make up for it..haha..=) oh ya..that 'it started with a kiss' drama..haha..not bad lehs..u ar..tempt me go watch..-.- like how u tempt me with 'devil beside me/you' last time..haha..u bad ger..haha..=p

david!! it's nice to see u again tat day!! hahs..wee!! tks alots for the gift u bought frm china..it's realli cute mans!! xie xie ni!! haha..next time we go running again yea? hahs..when i can find the time..haha..=p u still own me my anderson ice-cream hor..haha..better dun forget it..hahs..oh ya..next time u muz also pei me go rent CDs hor..haha..i wan watch that 'Eight Below'..haha..the dogs n the snow show..the dics tat we saw tat day..rmb? haha..next time muz pei me ar..haha..u take cares ar!! n...DUN rot at home..haha..i dun wan my bestest pal to rot ar..hahs..meet up again!! haha..=)

i'm feeling nolgastic [a word i learnt frm mr john ng] hahs..guess it describes a feeling that..hmm..dun noe how to describe..hahs..better go check up the dictionary..haha...a feeling of loneliness mayb..haha..a feeling of lost mayb...dun realli noe also..but i noe how the strong effect..of how i misses everyone in school..the fun n happy times we had..the nonsense tat we cracked in the past..had affected me..haha..hurry..let's hav another gathering!! haha..=p

to tis special person..tks for listening when i had that super big n fierce quarrel with my parents tat day..i realli realli realli appreciated it alot!! tks!! *huggies* =)

will i still be able to endure any more 'surprises' tat i dun welcum? hmm...

ooh..the o5s19 chalet at aloha loyang was superbly fun mans!! ms lang rox!! o5s19 rox rox rox!! =)

it didnt realli started well actually..due to the innocent hours of waiting n waiting and the pathetatic number of ppl we had on the 1st day [no offences taken pls] hahs..cheers to deqi who spam-ed me on our long journey down to pasir ris..haha..cheers to deqi, tongloong, john, shaun, kanhong, xuanyu n jiawei who waited with me..cheers to them all again, including ms lang, willy n jinyi who shopped with me at white sands ntuc for stuff we required n clogging up a bill of abt $25o bucks..-.- special tks to willy who pei-ed me ran round ntuc searchin for our stuff..haha..cheers to tongloong n willy who accompanied me through the disgusting $11 taxi ride to aloha loyang..appparently tat super rude freaking taxi driver got mixed up between aloha loyang n aloha changi..cheers to both of them who tried protecting me when the taxi uncle starts scaring me his weird antics n attitude..Great thanks to mr teo tong loong who always make me feel more secure n protected whenever he is present within my sight..hahs..Great tks to mr willy beh who ensured me tat whenever he is present, the fact tat he's someone i can realli count on is 100% true..haha..=)

upon reaching..was truly amazed by the large place..it was realli huge mans..unlike normal chalet..tis place is huge mans..hahs..no worries abt havin insufficent place to slp..haha..n u noe wat is the best ting? there are 4 bedrooms with all 4 equidded with toilets!! hahs,,cool mans..upon reachin..started preparing for dinner..it was ms lang's nite!! hahs..she cooked our dinner..with the help of our class master chef [tongloong]..hahs..guess tat day's dinner will not b as sussessfully without the help of the kitchen crew..which consists of ms lang, tongloong n willy..haha..i realised tat unlike her kinda-pampered image, ms lang can actually cook nice fried mee hoon..hahs.. i was actually kinda shocked when i saw the food cooked by her being placed on the dining table..it was realli nice mans..hahs..

next..i m veri proud to say tat i had marinated the chicken wings for the bbq!! haha..with the help frm willy..my 1st time of marinating chicken wings was a sucessful one!! haha...both of us dun realli noe how to marinate de lor..haha..so we juz threw in watever sauces n spices tat we had..haha..rmb that the 'massaging' of the chicken wings was kinda disgusting..hahs..the cold, silmy, blood-filled chicken wings was..dots!! omg..haha..-.-

didnt slp for the 1st nite...hahs..didnt feel like slping..hahs..cheers to tongloong who enabled us to win back 1oo% profit when we played blackjack with the rest..after blackjack...most ppl went to slp..hahs..cheers to kent who pei me during the hours when the others are either playing majong or sleeping..haha..Great tks to kent who showed me his undying luv towards towards animals n making me less afraid of the animals..hahs..realli enjoyed the time tat we spent playin with a little kitten which had very nice-patterned brown fur in the early hours of the morning..hahs..

2nd day morning..cheers to willy, shaun, kanhong n john who woke up early in the mornin, despite the insufficent hrs of slp they had, to go shoppping for tat nite's bbq seafood..tink both shaun n john did not slp at all la..haha..cheers to them for lessenin the hardness of the choosin the seafood n determinig their freshness..hahs..upon reachin the chalet with the seafood we bought..willy n i started preparing them..realli loads of thanks to willy!!! he's reali..whoa..a Great help!! hahs..awhile later..the swimming guys came back n helped out too..it's realli cool when the guys stopped me from doin anyting n accomplishing the work themselves..tks to thomas, jiesheng, tongloong,kent, tongloong n ms lang who had 'snatched' away all the chores that had to b done..they realli did a great job! so effective tat i cant even believe tat we are all prepared for the nite's bbq tat early in the afternoon..hahs..it was den..i decided to go catch come slp..after the endless reminders of asking me to go slp by willy..hahs..

later in the afternoon..went cycling with the guys n ms lang..hahs.it was my first time riding a as-wat- it's-called mountain bike..hahs..it's not my first time cycling..but..it had already been ages since i last cycled..hahs..it was super blazing hot la..the intense heat frm the sun makes me feel like melting la..-.- haha..but..we didnt let tat hinder our journey of cycling out to hav a yummy lunch at burger king..rmb tat we r lost several times..cos we didnt realli knew where to go exactly..hahs..

more ppl start arriving in the late noon for the bbq cum bdays celebration at nite..cheers to kent n tongloong who had helped start the fire..tks loads to all the various chefs who had made our delicious dinner..haha..cheers to ms lang for providing the cake for the celebrations..cheers to lynn, simin, yuenyan n huiqin who made the cards for the nov n dec babies of the class..haha..cheers to yuenyan, kanhong, chengwai, xuanyu, yongkian n nicholas who was there to celebrate our 18th birthdays together! hahs..i received a card made by my darling lynn!! haha..it was realli veri nice mans!! haha..tks darling!! wat's even more impt is the messages tat the class hav written for me..things tat they wrote..made me feel so so grateful to them..hahs..things such as "u are 1 of the nicest persons i've ever met in my life", "friends forever", "tks for always being there for me", u r the most cheerful individual i hav ever met" made me feel tat watever i had done is so so so appreciated..n i reallli appreciated it!! hahs..thanks to all..who hav appreciated my help..i m realli realli veri thankful of it!! =)

oh ya..den here comes the most exciting event of the chalet..at least to me..hahs..i went nite cycling to changi village!! hahs..it's my first time trying nite cyclimg lehs..intially didnt wanted to go de..due to some fears..was worried tat i may not b able to catch up with the others or lose my way or watever crap..first time ma..den already so late le..of cos will scared la..haha..but after encouragements from darling lynn and the reassurance from the guys tat they'll protect us..i decided to take up the challenge..haha...and..i was realli thankful tat i didnt backed out due to those unnecessary worries..haha..i enjoyed every hour, every minute, every second of the nite cycling!! it was realli a test of my fitness level, my courage and my trust!! and now..i can safely say tat my first try at nite cycling was a success!! the experience tat i had gained is sumting very precious!! sumting tat i cant get it anywhere else..=) cheers to all who went and had ensured my saftey..tks to jiesheng who had leaded the way..tks to willy who had protected me especially when we are riding through that disgusting route in changi village..tks to thomas for allowing me to ride on without fears of left behind..tks to lynn who kept motivating me so tat i wun give up..tks to chengwai who brought us to some sight-seeing tat totally was a shock of my life..tks to tongloong for being there and making me realised tat 'there's nothing i can't do'..tks to kent for being so nice to carry our barang barang and also to be at the end to ensure tat we are all safe..haha..to sum up..realli veri happy to be able to hav tis chance of experience!! tks guys!! =)

haha..see..the chalet realli did sound so superb..rite? haha..the place was nice, the weather was fine, the company was rite..and of cos..the ppl are wonderful!! haha..wee!! it's realli the best chalet tat i hav ever been to!! hahs..cool mans..=)

before ending tis long long entry about the superb chalet..still hav ppl on my thanks list..haha..tks to ms lang for booking the chalet..tks to kent , chengwai and daddy kian who helped us but stuff at the last minute..tks to jinyi for bringing hid PSP speakers which provided us with non-stop hits [clearly he is a jay's fan] haha..tks to nicky for coming down for the bbq despite being ill..tks to simin for remembering my angel keychain which she promised [it's realli very beautiful..tks lehs] haha..tks to peiyin for trusting me and giving me a chance to teach her how to cycle [i realli feel very honoured lehs] haha..tks to shaun and kanhong who volunteered to clean up the bbq area after our bbq [it's realli very nice of u two] haha..tks to willy for assisting me in watever ways he can to help lighten my work load..tks to tongloong who helped carry my stuff [when i was abt to collapse on the 3rd day] and also who helped made me less sians on the 1st nite by on par-ing blackjack with me [we won money!! haha..good gambling partners!!] haha...tks to all who are presented and had helped made tis chalet such a successful, exciting and memorable one!! haha..tks tks tks to all!!! =)

as wat tong had said..tis may b the last time the entire o5s19 may meet together as a class..but i would like to say tat..i'll make sure tat tis will not b the last time..haha..till the next gathering..cya guys!! haha..

seriously speaking..i'm realli in luv wif ths superbly wonderfully nice o5s19..gonna miss all of u sooooo much!! aww..haha..luv u all soooo muchie!! hahs..huggies!! muackies!! [wa..super act cute sia] haha..o5s19 rox to the core mans!! weeet!! =D

*thought of the day*
why are there tings tat are so hard to say it out? hmmm....