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Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi

Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari

Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume

wahaha~

1st time in my life i won something out of a lucky draw..haha..
i also forgotten when i submit this =P haha..

so funny that this kinda little ting can amuse me so much =)

HEYs~

i've a bag up for sale..it's a COACH bag..style number: 10838..it's in bronze/brown colour

it's confirm real de..AUTHENTIC and BRAND NEW (never use before..i can guarantee this!) the tags attached on the bag are still not removed yet! it's roomy enuff to put a laptop in or any A4 files..

there's:
- Two inside zip pocket
- Four open gusseted pockets
- Ring to clip an accessory
- Back zip pocket
- Two side pockets
- Zip-top closure
- Signature jacquard denim fabric with leather trim
- Fabric lining
- Embossed leather hangtag
- 22 1/2” straps
- 10” drop
- 18 (L) x 11 3/4 (H) x 5 3/4 (W)

it's being bought not long ago at close to $700 BUT i am offering it for sale now at onli $600! good deal? eBay is selling the exact one at $620+ (i checked it today - 22 jan 2008) and many japanese websites are selling at a price close to $900..the price is totally negotiable! pls feel free to ask me any qns regarding the bag!

it's really a great deal not to b missed! =P

feast your eyes on the pics of the bag:

pls help me ask around to see if anyone u know wan to but this bag..haha..

if u (or anyone u know) want ask any qns rearding this bag..kindly tag me at this blog or e-mail any enquires u have to bubbly_ger_1988@hotmail.com

i am looking for sincere buyers..so pls do not spam my mail box..tks! =)

rmb..the price is totally negotiable de =) looking forward to hearing frm any buyers soon =)

oh ya..RMB to watch 黄金路 at channel 8 tonite! It’s the LAST episode le! my whole family (except my brother..cos he cant watch it every nite) is like SUPER addicted to it..especially my mum N me! gonna miss it after tonite..haha..better make sure that it's a good ending! haha..

RMB TO WATCH AR!!!! wahahaha~

i am like so damn addicted to it!!! =P

ta da~ as requested by YYY n pei..these are the pics of my new jacket! it's white lar! i hav to b EXTRA careful when i am using it so as not to leave any unsightly stains on it! haha..though it looks simple..but when wore on..it looks different..it dun look simple at all! it's nice! haha..duno whether is i 心理作用 or wat..haha..

upclose!

front view!

back view!

i like the green on the jacket..i feel tat it's a nice shade of green =P haha..to tink i am someone whom hated green in the past when i was just a little kid..i rmbed my fav colour was pink N blue cos i tot these two colours r like perfectly matched for one other..haha..lols rite? =P mayb it's partly due to being influenced by the power rangers cartoon in the past..haha..and i distinctly rmbed that i hated green N yellow to the core..but guess wat..i'm loving yellow sooo much these days..ask peiyin N u will noe my craze for yellow! esp BRIGHT yellow! haha..realised tat ppl's tastes do changes overtime..tat's y i am so damn 佩服 to those couples (not-yet-married) whom stayed tgt for yrs N yrs...haha..

oh ya..went for my dad's annual company dinner..haha..so mani familiar faces tat i will see every yr..though i dun noe them..haha..tink we had 11 tables for everone that nite..our family + the immediate relatives frm dad's side already took up 3 tables..haha..i hav BIG family rite? haha..took some pics onli..cos i not veri close to them..much much much closer to my relatives frm my mum's side..haha..

me, zhong N darren..my face kinda red cos i had some wine tat nite =P

keefe N keane!

i simply love keefe 弟弟 to the bits! =D

i dun tink these are the only bottles of wine they opened tat nite =P

i need to start studying le la! >.<>

woo ooh~ received a super belated bday gift jux now! a puma white sweater with green N pink stripes! so sweet riteS? haha..lotsa TKS to my dear aunt cecilia aka xiao yi...haha..

she's my mum's little sister..my aunt..among all the 6 aunts i hav..i'm the closest to her! =P haha..but of cos i am close to all my other 5 aunts too la..haha..my aunt jane, aunt julia, aunt jas, aunt judy N aunt bessy..but if hav to say..realli still the closest to aunt cecilia =P haha..mayb cos we click well bahs..haha..den she veri 疼 me de..always bring me go watch movies..haha..怎么说我也是她的得利助手 lehs~~ wahahahaha =P

P.S. she muz b shaking her head N laughing out loud when she reads this and saying..''屁 lo!'' but i noe she joking de =P haha..=P

haha..tks again for the late gift..though it's late..i still love it! haha..and so cool that she managed to pick the rite size! haha..muz b cos we hang out too often le! will b goin with my aunts again this sat after sch! haha..gonna go shop for my formal button shirt!! haha..

i'm so blessed to b here..so blessed to b loved by everyone i love! *hugS*

woo ooh~
went to the salon to do my hair yeaterday! haha..spent abt 4 hrs there la..trim hair + highlight hair + dye hair + treatment..haha..sit dere til my butt pain sia! haha..

was shocked when everything was done..didnt expect to see myself in this bright colour..haha..but i loving it! haha..even though it still looks like a lion's mane now =P haha..u can imagine how ''bright'' i am now! haha..hopefully the colour wun go brighter than wat is it now..or else i confirm look like 'chao ah lian' when i dun smile..i am NOT ah lian kkaes? haha..

goodbye my black hair~

when i am highlighting my hair..

the effect of my highlighted hair..

kinda like the effect on my hair after i highlighted it..actually wanna stop dere de..which means i tot of juz doin the highlighting de..but it looks normal lehs..haha..so i decided to dye my hair with a lighter base colour =P haha..

tat da~ the end results =)

i wasnt joking when i said that my hair looks like a lion's mane rite? =P haha..

haha..yea! the company which i went for the ''interview'' for that day is called ENYOUTH..and yes agreeing with wat shaun said..pls do AVOID at all costs..haha..now i am trying to persuade david to back out..wry for him mans..cos he's someone i know who's damn easy to psyco de...wat tif later he got psyco-ed to buy the freaking expensive N duno-whether-if-it's-useful magnetic mattress? -.- OMG!

sch had started for abt 2 weeks le..and i am still not in the studying mood..oh mans! >.<

i still wanna buy my formal button shirt! =P

i said i will tok more abt the dumb interview scam de rite? here it goes..

where shld i start? kkaes shall start with the call i received which started the entire incident..i got this call frm this lady (let's call her miss B) one day after sch..oh..i rmb it was last wed when i was on the way hm with peiyin..she asked if i am interested to take up this part-time job..rmb the 1st ting i asked was how on earth she got my number..according to her..she said i did a job opportunity survey for her long long time ago..which i COULD NOT recall at all..anyways i told her that i jux started sch..and i may not hav the time to hold a permanent job..she said it was ok as i can work during my free time..which means i can work at anytime i could..at that point of time..i was tinkin 'how on earth is there such a good ting?'..haha..i rmb asking which company she was frm..and i RMB distinctively tat she said she was frm this particular company which was like super entertaining de..a company that we all hav heard before..a company tat will bring shine to my resume in the future..haha..i asked more abt the job scope she's gonna intro me..she said it's abt sales N marketing de..when i heard that..i was kinda sians le lo..cos i wasnt interested in that two lo..haha..when i asked more..she said it's better for us to meet up the nxt day to discuss instead of toking on the phone..haha..i was like lols! i dun even rmb when i noe u..how on earth am i gonna ask myself to meet up with u? -.- i even told her that mayb she can find another person cos i am not so interested in the job anyways..haha..but she sounds so sincere N persisent to meeting up with me..den i juz 'yin chou' her saying that i will check my schedule before arranging with her again lo...
den when i went hm tat nite..i told my mum abt the call..'mei you xiang dao' tat she ask me to give it a go lo..after hearing wat the company was..haha..i was like 'dun wan la..no interest..' haha..but in the end..she persuaded me saying that since i'm free..mayb can go N gain some experience in the interview..since it's not like i will confirm get the job or wat..haha..i den sms miss B telling her that i am free to meet up on monday after my lesson at 5pm..she asked me to meet at thia particular mrt station and says that we will be goin the her office to hav the interview la..haha..
tat dreadful monday arrives..rmb i was like so damn panicky on sunday regarding the interview the nxt day..i even asked advices frm ppl abt how shld i present myself during the interview..haha..summore on monday during the lesson..i was so damn high la..peiyin N jocelyn can vouch for me..and it's not bcos i am excited abt the interview but i was worried for it and wanna try focus my mind on other things! haha..anyways, upon meeting miss B..she bought me to this coffee shop..say wanna drink something 1st b4 proceeding on with the interview...haha..at that pt of time..i felt that sumting was abit wrong le lo -.-''' next she intro her manager to me (let's call him mr Y)..and guess wat..he starte d telling me ALL abt the company..and u noe what..the company he's toking abt is NOT..NOT the one i was told on the phone..i felt so damn cheated! haha..but anyways, since i was already there..i decided to stay on and hear wat he had to say..he tok abt the company's profile, the company's strategies, the company's way of gaining revenue and blar blar blar..i cant rmb wat else he tok abt le..bu he kept saying how profitable it is if i joined their company in the networking chain..i realised tat i wasnt realli listening at certain pt of time..but juz nodded at watever he says..no matter i agree or disagree with wat he had said..haha..if i nv rmb wrongly..tink he spoke to me for abt 1 hr la -.-''' when he finished watever he had to say..i tot i can go le lehs..but i was so wrong..miss B started intro-ing to a few ppl..those ppl who became so successful at such a young age after joining their company..i felt so weird toking to so mani strangers at a go -.-''' dere's this guy whom i had a deep impression (let's call him mr Z)..i duno whether is he did it purposely or wat..duno wat's his motive in kinda 'suaning' me abt me in SIM after failing to get into a local uni which i am supposed to..saying all the hurtful words abt my lousy results at 'A's..mayb he's trying to wake me up and make me realise that i shld not continue in pursuing this academically-based route in my life which i am met with failures previousy and start a new route with them in this company..duno y at that point of time..i realli felt lousy abt myself..the feeling jux SUCKS! u tink i dun wanna go into a local uni? u tink i am so crazy to make my dad spend so much money for my SIM's sch fees if i had the choice to choose not to? anyways, mayb that's the way he tok to other ppl bahs..mayb cos he's so damn successful now..with a promising future N being the top student in his sch a few yrs back then..but who on earth tinks he is to say so awful words to me? >.<
anyways..back to the ''interview''...after intro-ing abt 4 ppl to me..miss B ask me to sit down again N she started telling me all abt the various products tat the company was selling..i was like OMG!!! i'm already stuck dere for nearly 2 hrs le lehs..and she's still not letting me go? mayb cos she sounds so sincere..den i juz sat n listen to watever she had to say lo..the file she was goin thru with me is like freaking thick la..haha..at that point of time..my dad had already called several times asking whether i am done with it le not..haha..cos it was supposed to be a interview lo! haha..tink she jnows that i am being rushed back for hm..so she finished up with wat she had to say and pulled out this most impt thing of meetingme..the application form to join them as a member..i knew that was coming la..i said that i had to go hm to discuss with parents 1st..and they started saying wat ''ur parents sure discourage u frm joining de..ur parents will feel that this is no good and persuade u not to join....'' when i heard these words frm her..i knew that i CANNOT submit the form immediately le..there muz b something more than this cos they keep stressing me to sign it tat nite..but lucky for me..i found the strength not to fall into their temptations! haha..
in the end..i didnt signed the form..i didnt meet that miss B again..wat an awful experience it was..muz treat it as a lesson learnt! to everyone..pls pls dun b bluff into tis again! it's realli sucky!

guess it's even more depressing when u realise ur fren doin this to u -.-'''
shaun..i realli do understand wat u went thru that time =)

SUCKS! the interview yesterday was a total scam la! OMG! i felt so freaking dumb abt myself..LOLs..waste my time onli..it turned out not to b an interview la...lol..will tok more abt the 'interview' in the nxt entry or so bahs..if write now..confirm late for lessons later de -.-''' haha..i'm gonna complain to peiyin later!! arrg! >.<>

anyways..went on a shoes-shopping spree on sunday with my bro! haha..we both bought our shoes for CNY le..so happi! haha..he finally bought his high-cut converse shoes while i finally bought my 1st pair of heels in my entire life! frm charles N keith de..though it's abit ex (wat i feel la) i still hope it's a good buy..haha..i like the blue colour of my shoes..was attracted to the colour! haha..kinda reminds me abt dearie py's new bag! haha..=P

to YYY: here's the pic u wanna see! haha..=P

top-view!

side view!

zhong's converse fanciful shoes! =P

happi with our new shoes! n bubble tea! realised we both r so addicted to it la! haha..

NEXT is the pics frm that recent class gathering at dover condo de

to peiyin: ALL the pics i have (including the ones fromwilly's camera) are uploaded into facebook!
click this - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=17166&l=67a9f&id=610496311
i onli upload some of them in this blog entry =P

nice view of the swimming pool at nite! =D

class pic 1

class pic 2

blured but nice pic! =D

i'm loving u gers so much!! =D

willy 'qiang jing tou'!!

zhui jia pai dang..forever N ever! =D

dearest ms lang--the mummy of us 05s19! *luvs*

in the darkness..can u see me? =P

i like this pic! =D

more pics coming up! i've got the pics of the cousin outing to escape theme park le! gonna upload when i hav the time..so u all can see how cute my little cousins are!! =P haha..

after the fake interview yesterday..i learnt not to be so easily-trusting anymore..

i LOVE my family to the bits! love them for teaching me how to differentiate between wat's good N wat's bad for me =)

woo ooh~

i bought my shoes after cny le! i'm loving it~~ haha..

gonna hav an interview tmr evening after sch..for a part-time job..regarding sales N marketing de..wonder if i am able to make it not..i DUN like interviews de lo! i'm starting to b so damn panicky for the interview le..arrg!

haha..hopefully the interview will b a breeze..but also duno if i am reallli gonna take up the part-time job not..wonder will i hav the enuff strength to work N study at the same time..haha..y on earth i am toking so much as if i will confirm clinch this job opportunity -.- haha..mayb i will suck so much during the interview tmr which will make them tink twice abt recuiting me la...haha..

help me pray hard that the interview tmr will b fine! haha..

oh shit..the same feeling is back again -.-'''

LOLs~

boring commerical law! -.-'''

had my 1st lesson of 2nd semester yest noon..and it was TOTALLY boring mans -.-''' haha...not onli the notes sucks..the lecturer was like mumbling to herself whenever she's finishing her statement -.- i often caught myself turning over to dearier peiyin to ask if she understood wat the lecturer is toking abt..this is the prob with overseas lecturers! and to tink that i hav to endure 2 more lessons with her! and all the lessons to nxt wed..ALL overseas lecturers! -.- hopefully my local lecturer for commerical law is much more interesting than the one i am having now..haha..

went back to sch again yest..saw the familiar place and familar faces..realised that there r some of them who hav changed their image..ppl who had straight hair went to perm it...ppl who had long hair cut them off..ppl with uncoloured hair started sch with coloured hair..haha..i saw this person with streaks of RED highlighted hair among the brown-dyed hair..OMG..it looks freaking awful mans..haha..i'm soo bad! haha..

i am so tempted to perm my hair! but it's like so freaking ex la...haa..wat if i regret after doin it? haha..guess these days..i will b bugging peiyin with qns pertaining to whether or not i shld perm my hair..haha..later i ask til she gets so irritated by me =P haha..

gonna hav sch everyday from yest to nxt wed! hais! gonna hav lessons this sat too la! bOring! Zzzzz~ haha..i wanna go back to work! haha..

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在背影照进过去
你脸上的情绪
在怀念那场雨
这小弄太过完全走不回过这里
这日子孤单里又斑驳了结局
剩下半空回忆的我在大房子里
第一眼的注意
更遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应给的体贴
但感觉我没给
你如此碎的愿望
很卑微在凋谢
是我忽略你不过要的安慰

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了
一页页不能翻阅
但情节你好累
你我的卑微为我掉过几次泪而憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

guess i'm not worth to hav u..but no matter wat..i wish u all the best~
''wo zhen xin de zhu fu ni'' =_)

zzzzzz

starting sch tmr le~ and i haven even cleared my desk at hm..-.-'''

so damn pissed off jux now..and i guess i realli did show it out..the happy-go-lucky ger do hav cranky temper some days..

i hated it when u all keep pestering me to do things that i dun wish to..i hated it when ppl jeered again n again for sumting which is not my fault at all..i hated it when u all dun cared my feelings at all..so wat if i look like i dun care..so wat if i look like i'm not affected by the words u all had said..does this means that u all can keep continuing to disturb me? fuck mans! it's all just so fake! >.<

sry mans..i juz needed a way to vent my frustrations..i can onli do it here..cos i cant do it in front if u all..i still hav to maintain the happy-go-lucky image that i am SUPPOSED to show!

the class gathering yest -.-''' total flop in my opinion..dun wanna tok abt it..supposed to b an enjoyable event de..but den -.-''' though it do look fun on the outside..i cant realli feel the bond btw us anymore..it's so weird! shucks! i dun wanna b the organiser again..at least in the near future..i dun hav the confidence to do this kinda ting anymore le..if i cant even believe in myself..how can i expect other ppl to believe in me? -.-'''

tot i was strong enuff abt meeting him again..but i failed again..i lost the game once again =(

WOO OOH~~

LAST day of work at fine-xis today! haha..which means i'm starting sch again nxt monday..haha...

anyways..guess the 15 days spent slogging at fine-exis was realli kinda worth it..the things i learnt there..the ppl i met there..ok la..not everyone dere is exactly friendly..but dere's this grp of ppl whom i guess i realli nice..samantha, alvin, elmi, shermaine, gregory, gwen, garry, jenny, angela, lijia, uncle richard, alicia, pei er, york khoon, the cleaner auntie, the courier uncle, the security guard.....and of cos..my dear yiling jie jie who intro me the job!! haha..loads of THANKS to them for assisting me in my days spent in fin-exis! haha..tks for their patience..especially to yiling jie jie N miss elmi (whom i always like to go ka-jiao) for teaching me watever i have to master..for giving me time to slowly learn wat i hav to know..for helping me to cover the mistakes i made in the 1st few days of work..haha..=P

how i wish i can go back there N work again! haha..mayb nxt time bahs..when i hav my holidays mayb..haha..but i feel like trying another job the nxt time lehs..haha..i feel like trying out as a waitress which i noe is a damn tough job! haha..wa! den my resume nxt time will b full of different kinds if jobs but onli last for a period which is considered as not-so-long..wonder if tat's beneficial or harmful to the prospects of me getting the job i wan in the future..haha..

gonna start sch (my 2nd semester) tis cuming monday..i've printed all the notes that r supposed to b printed..haha..i printed most of them at the office..haha..lucky i am able to do so la..one subjest hav abt 100+ pgs of things to print lehs..haha..if print at hm..confirm waste alot ink + time de lo! haha..anyways, when sch starts again...it will b the same routine again..but of cos with different time-table now..tis time round..sumtines hav to go sch for lessonson sat de lo!! SIANS Zzzzz!!!! haha..i will b continuing with my tuition job..haha..like tat den i will b able to hav abit of income monthly for myself =P haha..wonder i shld still take the pocket money frm my mum when sch starts? haha..oh ya..tink exams will start in late april bahs..i wan get BETTER results! in order to bring up my GPA! haha..

"peiyin..let's work hard tgt!! jiayOu!! =D"

hahaha..i wanna buy new shoes! anyone know where i can find nice + pretty + comfortable + not-so-ex shoes? haha..i desperately need new shoes la! haha..sumore i wan to do sumting to my haor..haha..wa! tink the money earned frm fin-exis will b gone so s00n! haha..i wanna save! i still hoping tat i can start my driving lessons soon! haha..=P

looking so forward to the class gathering tmr!!! haha..though the response is still ok..dere's ppl who r goin whom i hav not seen for so long! haha..esp our dear dQ..haha..ger..u cannot pangseh tis time round ar! haha..oh ya..ms lang will b joining us also! wonder if ms tan is able to make it not yet..til now, she still hav not get back to me..hopefully she is able to make it too..so long didnt c her also!! haha..gonna hav hell load of fun! juz hope tat they will b so sians if there's realli nothing for them to do there..haha..looking forward!! =D

woo ooh! realli so damn excited for tmr nite! gonna make sure they all enjoy themselves! =D

i MUZ b strong tmr! jiayOu!! =)

happi 2oo8 to all~ =D

hahas..actually wanna blog last nite de..the remaining mins of 2007..but the dumb wireless network duno y also kenna disconnected! so angry!! haha...

looking back at the past 2oo7..guess the incident that impacted the most was the loss of my dearest ah ma..til today..i still miss her greatly..miss her sitting at her fav chair at the dining table, calling out to my name whenever she says me cuming out of the lift..miss her nagging whenever i brought back numerous cups of bubble tea for everyone..miss the way she smack me jokingly whenever i joked around with her..haha..though i dun realli show it out..i realli do miss her..miss her so much! will always rmb that fateful day when she proceed on the another world..i was at hm waiting for zhong to end his guitar lesson before proceeding down to the hospital to visit her..it was that sms..that sms which suddenly doubt my belief that she's still fine when i saw her the previous day..initially i wasnt so sure abt it..i still harbour the thoughts that she will wake up one day..but the call..the phone call frm dad which came from the hospital which certified everything..the phone call which broke my heart N sent my tears down..i didnt even had the last look at her! how i wish she's back here by my side..how i wish i still can chat with her whenever i go over to her house..miss her greatly! =_(

today's her bday..wanna say 生日快乐 to her! now wat i can onli do is to mumble the words in front of her altar..rmbing how we always celebrated her bdays! out having a big family dinner! i missed those days!!!

anyways..i've accepted it le..i've overcame all my grief N tears..from this incident..i learnt sumting..i will cherish the ones i loved N the ppl who loved me even more..life is so damn unpredictable! tat's y i hav a new motto for my life for this cuming new 2oo8..i wanna LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST! i dun wanna hav any regrets in my life..i wan to enjoy this winding journey of mine as enjoyable as i can!

ppl asked me for my new yr resolutions..i dun realli rmb making one for the past few yrs..guess i dun realli believe in making new yr resolutions..at least in my case..i know that even by making them..i will not make tat special effort to make it cum true..=P i'll jux let life go on like tat.. =P

but mayb i realli do wanna achieve sumting..i will wanna hav a better relationships with the ppl i noe all around me..i wan the ppl around me to b happy with their own life..i wan to b the one which ppl will tink of whenever they tinkthat i could offer some help to them..i wanna be stronger..so tat ppl wun bully me! =P haha..

looking forward to the dinner gathering with my dear o5s19-ians! haha..hope that it'll b a successful one! i wan it to be! haha..hope everyone will eventually turn up N hav a hell load of fun there! hahs..so long didnt see them all le! miss them! ('.^)

sch's starting again in less than one week..which means i'm soending my last week at fine-exis le! haha..wonder if i shld get farewell gifts for the ppl dere..haha..anyways..kinda looking forward to sch! haha..mayb cos i wanna finish up my studies as soon as possible N get the degree that i wan in the shortest time! wonder if the nxt semester will b tougher than the 1st not..kinda statisfied with my 1st results..wanna work harder to get the same or even better results! hopefully i will hav the discipline to study hard again! after 1.5 months of not studying..haha..

duno y..but i realli do feel like seeing him once again..wonder wat will the feeling b like? -.-