DISAPPOINTED! totally disappointed! i onli managed to get a CR grade [60-70%] for my business stats mcq test =( which i didnt expect at all! once again it's a proven fact that i realli do SUCKED at mcq qns! >.<
'ann gu' (my uncle) is in hopital due to kidney failure..so sad for him..he's still considered young lor..how on earth did he manage to get this irriatating illness! sucks mans!
i'll b goin down after sch tmr to visit him for the 1st time since he was admitted to the hospital..duno y i feel kinda scared of seeing him..i scare i'll say the wrong tings..i'm scared that i wuldnt noe how to comfort him..i dun wanna see him in the state he is now..
BUT..i will not hide..i will not run away! i wanna be the 开心果 (the role of me when i am in my ah ma house) to cheer him up..dun wanna let him hav any upset or negative thoughts..wanna let him know that we r all standing by him..
the least i can do now is to pray hard that dere'll b someone in our family will b the suitable person to do a kidney transplant for him..pray hard that his body will b strong enuff to undergo the operation..
''ah gu..hav faith! be strong! never give up! we r all by ur side supporting u!"
i can feel the closeness of my big family..and it's not onli after this incident..i hav always felt it this way..this incident proven the fact once again..i love them all!
frm now on..i hav to stop myself frm taking stuff which r HIGH in sugar content! i guess it's onli when u experienced similar things den u'll worry for urself! my bubble tea! my choc! my sweets! my gummies! NO MORE! 1st thing to do..i hav to STOP myself frm falling into the temptation to drink my all-time favourite bubble tea when i walked past a shop selling that..i suddenly realised that i am having bubble tea either EVERYDAY or ONCE IN 2 DAYS for the past few weeks! omg! slowly i shall curb myself..it's not that i will not drink it anymore..i will juz try control myself frm not drinking it so often..jiayou!