Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
28 July 2008
hais~ now i realised how hard household chores can get -.- had been busy with mainly the household chores & taking care of my mum & entertaining the guests who came over to visit my mum..oh ya..my mum is already being discharged last fri..so fast la! i tot it wuld either be on the sat or sun de lo..my mum is fine now..just abit painful at some times..as in her wound la..TKS TO ALL who expressed their concern for my mum..we realli do appreciate it! =D
was supposed to take this week break frm work to try catch up with my sch wrk de..but den i'm now..instead of studing..i'm rotting online!!! :S hais..
was supposed to take this week break frm work to try catch up with my sch wrk de..but den i'm now..instead of studing..i'm rotting online!!! :S hais..
24 July 2008
YAY~ the operations for both my mum & uncle were SUCCESSFUL!! =D feeling so blessed after knowing that..their operations were held yesterday..went down to the hospital last nite to visit my mum..she looked damn pale & weak..see le i super 心痛..but also duno wat to say/do to lessen her pain..just sat beside her by her bed..giving her the moral support that she needs..i'm not that kinda daughter who can express her affections for her parents as how those more ang-moh type of ppl can easily do..i rmb on the way to work yesterday morn..i wanted to call my mum de..that was before her operation to wish her all the best and tell her tat everything's gonna be alrite and that i love her..I WANTED TO TELL HER DE..thru the phone call..but in the end..i duno y..i duno y i jux cant make that call..in the end, i sent her a sms..tears were brimming in my eyes when i forwarded the msg..cos i'm realli worried + i felt so lousy abt myself for being such a daughter..hais! maby it's cos of the lack of experience that i hav in luv life which makes me such a person whu wuldnt know to express my love for ppl who r impt to me clearly and distinctively..i know i myself realli care for them..it's just that i duno how to say it out! -.-
anyways..didnt go down to the hospital today cos i was wrking and i had lesson just now..but frm wat i heard frm my bro, my dad & my another uncle..WEE~ THEY SAY MY MUM IS ON THE TRACK TO RECOVERY LE!! so happy to hear that..at least she wun hav to suffer frm the pain anymore..i knew my mum can make it..as in..i knew she will b able to recover well in no time de! cos in my eyes, she's a realli strong lady! =)
tks to those all who had expressed their concern! tks to those who had prayed for us! =) tks to all my dear family members (including all my aunts & uncles) who went down to visit my mum despite of their busy schedule! tks to my dear god-mum who took a day leave frm wrk yesterday to stay at the hospital for the operation! TKS to my dear dad for everything! he's realli a great man! tks to god who made everything goes so smoothly and well! i'm such a blessed person to hav all these! *LOVES*
oh ya..i'll b taking leave frm work frm tmr onwards and tink for the whole of nxt week to take care of my mum who will most probably be discharged soon..we cant possibly leave her alone at home right? so grateful to the company for being understanding and allow me to take such a long break frm wrk =) but i know i'll miss michy + audrey + qiuping + yanti + stefany + weiqing + others~ but of cos..not including those "ti ti ti-ko-pehs" & smoker-guy of cos!!
i'll most probably wun b there on michy's last day! boo! =( i'm gonna miss her after she leaves! hais! no more cam-whoring partner! no more piggy-heads tgt! no more munching of biscuits/choc at random times of the day! no more k-boxing in the office! no more saying "eee..michy babe, ur tissue is on the floor!!" hahas..i'm jux joking, dear! =P
to michy: gonna make sure we keep in contact ar! muz date me out ar! when u're enjoying the short but slacking tai tai life with the book on the bench at the swimming pool in your condo! haha..tks for teaching me how to do a photo collage! haha this is done for u! =D haha..
she's like the rare and realli good and mayb closer fren i hav made since i graudated frm JJ..it's like..u cant find someone like tat in SIM..of cos Jocelyn is considered the rare few too! =) and of cos..DEARIE PEI who had gone thru the thicks & thins with me for the past years! =) but it's like..ya quite hard to find realli realli close/good fren in uni life..esp for me in SIM..it's like we dun realli spend alot of time in sch de..so guess it's just kinda hard unless we got tgt becos of projects..tat was how i knew yuwen & jocelyn! =)
i'm in a kinda good mood today..even though i slept at 1am (cos i was washing the clothes tat piled up over the past 2 days) and woke up at 5.45am for wrk this morn! got kinda pissed twice but got over it realli soon! mayb it's due to the reason that my mum is fine! wee~ i'm going down to visit her tmr! and i'll starting my kick-boxing lessons tmr nite! EXCITED!~~ =D
i jux dun understand y some ppl can nv put themselves in the shoes of the others around them and just try to understand why their actions r making ppl feel so irritated with them! >.<
i always hav this thought......esp in the morn..the peak hrs when the mrt trains are like always packed like crazy!! -.-'''
PICTURES!
anyways..didnt go down to the hospital today cos i was wrking and i had lesson just now..but frm wat i heard frm my bro, my dad & my another uncle..WEE~ THEY SAY MY MUM IS ON THE TRACK TO RECOVERY LE!! so happy to hear that..at least she wun hav to suffer frm the pain anymore..i knew my mum can make it..as in..i knew she will b able to recover well in no time de! cos in my eyes, she's a realli strong lady! =)
tks to those all who had expressed their concern! tks to those who had prayed for us! =) tks to all my dear family members (including all my aunts & uncles) who went down to visit my mum despite of their busy schedule! tks to my dear god-mum who took a day leave frm wrk yesterday to stay at the hospital for the operation! TKS to my dear dad for everything! he's realli a great man! tks to god who made everything goes so smoothly and well! i'm such a blessed person to hav all these! *LOVES*
oh ya..i'll b taking leave frm work frm tmr onwards and tink for the whole of nxt week to take care of my mum who will most probably be discharged soon..we cant possibly leave her alone at home right? so grateful to the company for being understanding and allow me to take such a long break frm wrk =) but i know i'll miss michy + audrey + qiuping + yanti + stefany + weiqing + others~ but of cos..not including those "ti ti ti-ko-pehs" & smoker-guy of cos!!
i'll most probably wun b there on michy's last day! boo! =( i'm gonna miss her after she leaves! hais! no more cam-whoring partner! no more piggy-heads tgt! no more munching of biscuits/choc at random times of the day! no more k-boxing in the office! no more saying "eee..michy babe, ur tissue is on the floor!!" hahas..i'm jux joking, dear! =P
to michy: gonna make sure we keep in contact ar! muz date me out ar! when u're enjoying the short but slacking tai tai life with the book on the bench at the swimming pool in your condo! haha..tks for teaching me how to do a photo collage! haha this is done for u! =D haha..
she's like the rare and realli good and mayb closer fren i hav made since i graudated frm JJ..it's like..u cant find someone like tat in SIM..of cos Jocelyn is considered the rare few too! =) and of cos..DEARIE PEI who had gone thru the thicks & thins with me for the past years! =) but it's like..ya quite hard to find realli realli close/good fren in uni life..esp for me in SIM..it's like we dun realli spend alot of time in sch de..so guess it's just kinda hard unless we got tgt becos of projects..tat was how i knew yuwen & jocelyn! =)
i'm in a kinda good mood today..even though i slept at 1am (cos i was washing the clothes tat piled up over the past 2 days) and woke up at 5.45am for wrk this morn! got kinda pissed twice but got over it realli soon! mayb it's due to the reason that my mum is fine! wee~ i'm going down to visit her tmr! and i'll starting my kick-boxing lessons tmr nite! EXCITED!~~ =D
i jux dun understand y some ppl can nv put themselves in the shoes of the others around them and just try to understand why their actions r making ppl feel so irritated with them! >.<
i always hav this thought......esp in the morn..the peak hrs when the mrt trains are like always packed like crazy!! -.-'''
PICTURES!
19 July 2008
WA~ DAMN FULL NOW!
haha..finally i had to enjoy the buffet dinner at the M Hotel! haha..TKS to pinghui ah yi for treating us! lucky us got a free treat frm her! =D haha..too bad the place no more choc fondue le =( tat was like the 1st i was searching for when i reached the place..i rmb last time hav de lo! hais! nvm den..i did enjoy the dinner dere..after the unlucky incident tat happened which made us nearly cant make it for the dinner! haha..i enjoyed taking pics too! and i influenced my ah yi dere all to take pics too! WAHAHA~
this is a nice pic de! to bad it's abit blurred =(
another one! w/o flash!
xiao yi and i are the ultimate camwhores for jux now! haha..
jane ah yi & eunice!
god-mum & jane ah yi..do they look alike? =P haha..
say cheese!~~
god-mum with her god-children! zhong + eunice + elvis + me!! (erina wasnt there at the dinner)
xiao yi + me + pinghui ah yi + god-mum + jane ah yi + mummy! =D
happy family! =D
a superbly natural shot! haha..
daddy & mummy! =)
eunice!
elvis!
zhong!
ah di!
jane ah yi! this pic is niceee! =D
julia god-mum! =)
pinghui!
tks to her for the free buffet dinner treat! woo ooh~ =)
zhong & uncle sunny!
failed attempt to take pur faces with the signboard of the restaurant! -.-
it was realli a delicious & enjoyable meal! i totally adore my family & aunties & uncles & esp my cousins! wee! so blessed to hav them! *loVes!*
u know wat! i saw dear simin yesterday!! haha..was walking around clementi to find my soya bean milk with grass jelly drink b4 going to sch..was tinkin abt mayb i'll be able to meet simin dere so tat i can ask her abt her taiwan trip! haha..but i didnt c her when i was walking around..but when i was walking towards the bus-stop to take the bus..i saw this familiar figure walking towards to the bus-stop too! and OMG! it's realli dear simin!!! oh my gosh la! i got so high when i saw her! the feeling was like a wish come true! haha..we chatted for quite some time while we both waited for our buses! haha..she tok abt her taiwan trip! and omg! made me so so tempted to fly dere rite now! the cheap clothes dere! the yummy but sinful snacks dere! omg!!! she says we shld all go tgt sometime nxt yr..if we realli going..we mux all start saving le!! haha..omg! if realli hav, den i'll b super looking forward to it mans! =D
i became the peering-woman here! =P
can u see us? =)
it was vest-day on thurs! but onli michy & i were wearing it! haha..
can see the significant height diff btw us? -.- haha..
the say-yay! pic...
yes..these r the mani invoices that we had to sort out & file! there r practically taking ALL the spaces on our desks!
omg! tat's is like onli one of the 2 stacks for 7-Eleven..and not forgetting that we still hav Guardian invoices to do! *aahh*
somebody save us!!!
this was the GAP that i wanted to buy! haha after influence by michy! but in the end, i didnt hav time to go down to vivo to take a look at it! =P haha..
qiuping babe didnt wanna take pic with us!! =( haha
oh ya..my uncle and my mum are gonna to undergo the kidney transplant operation this coming wed..everything is final and well settled le..there's no much probability that the operation will b postponed anymore..pls help us to pray that everything will be smooth and all will be fine! these few weeks i'll b busy yea? cos i'll b shuttling myself between the office for wrk + sch for lessons + hm to take care of my mum & the housework! dearie pei, our bugis shopping spree hav to b postpone til slightly later yea? even though i desperately need to shop as i alr hav not much wrking clothes to wear to wrk =P will hav to wait a little longer b4 i can meet chloe to collect deqi's textbook frm her..gonna hav to wait b4 we can meet up with ms tan for dinner!
i need more time!!..but i'm looking forward to watch The Dark Knight tmr! haha..heard it was realli a nice show! haha..
omg~ i hav not started studying la -.-''' somebody save me! arrg!