Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
decided to take a break frm all the studying since late morn today to come take a peek at tudou's webby to see if the 3rd episode for 爱就宅一起 is upload already not..but to my disappointment..it is not up yet =(
ya i know that i shld b concentrating on my books instead but it's realli boring! the sbata subject is like so sians! ALL THEORY STUFF LA! muz memorise like siaos! -.- not only that..i must also know how to apply the knowledge in answering case study qns! *aahh* finished topic 1 le..but like dun realli rmb anything abt it -.- crap! wat an unproductive day!
tests r coming in these 2 weeks *argh* freakingly worried abt the sbata 50% test on the 9th march..if i flunk that..it means that i can dun need to attend sbata lessons for this semster le..cos cfm hav to repeat the entire module again next semester..panicky cos frankly speaking..i had not realli studied for the both upcoming tests! kns! where hav time to finish studying? *blehs* with the project deadlines coming soon too! OMG I NEED MORE TIME!
received the confirmation letter that cfmed me to b a perm staff @ Diethelm..wasnt realli happy over it when i was like supposed to be..suddenly just felt like quitting! work is getting stress-er & stress-er =( the top r like asking for harsher & tougher-to-achieve targets >.< *faints*
i wanna go bugis! but where hav time sia? =( jane ah yi was talking abt goin taiwan after my exams with ah wei..but den that time david was thinking of going too..planning to go with some other ppl in class tgt! who shld i join sia? *ponders*
gonna go attend ivy's 21st later tonite..after so long of not meeting up with my sec frens..like so finally i am seeing them again..leechiu was like saying that i am forever busy..no time to meet up..which i tink it's kinda true..haha..i still hav a pending date with michy dear since tat time drey flew off the aussie..oh ya and that reminds me that i still hav not send her a snailmail which i had promised to..oh my tian..SO MUCH THINGS WITH SO LITTLE TIME!
kkaes tink i gtg back to my books le..give me the strength to carry on~ *prays*
long overdue photos! =P
went to east ocean for tim sum last sunday! =)

the 'har gao' is nice de lo~! =P haha


the char siew bao also nice nice! =)

woots! my favourite! =D

my uncle so funni! haha

cousins in black! =)




next..shaun's 21st celebration at JP's new yrk new yrk on wed!
went to hav dinner with shaun and a few other back row guys for dinner tgt on the eve of shuan's 21st! largely due to me having lesson on the thur nite! =P whaha! was fun chatting with them all once again though at certain timings i was quite quiet as i culdnt understand wat they were talking abt..esp their NS stuff -.- anyways had quite a good laughs tat nite with those jokes that they cracked..the candy floss at the end of e dinner was the funniest la! ROFL la~ haha..anyways hope shuan liked the prezzie we gave him =)


HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO OUT DEAR BDAY BOY, SHAUN TAN~!

weilong's fish & chips!

david's chicken chop

jinyi's chicken chop..

kanhong's creamy pasta...

my aglio pasta! =)

poor bday boy waited the longest for his food to arrive!

e guys r trying to taste which is e chilli sauce! -.-

and finally.....shaun's bbq spare ribs came!
after the not-so-full dinner for the guys but alright for me..it was desserts time! haha..=)

got stuck to wat dessert to order so i decided to just get a drink..

a summer cuddle which is not veri nice -.- still prefer their green apple cooler! =)


weilong & david ordered sundae! which is like so freaking big la! both of them culdnt finish it!

no bday cake but a candle on his crepe for the bday boy! =)

shaun was feeling lucky that we stopped the staff dere frm singing him a bday song out loud! =P which we almost wanted them to do so to make shaun paiseh =P wahaha!

see they waste food =P haha



and den today..we went back to the same place for tim sum AGAIN! haha..

after we went shopping at MANGO & LEVI'S! i wanna go shopping!!! haha..and den we went..PARTY WORLD! =) haha sing k! haha..i still prefer kBox to party world lo! haha but it was fun la! singing with my cousins & aunts they all! haha let's go kBox again next time! =) 'dai wo zuo' & 'bo le' & 'yuan liang wo' are nice to sing!! =D haha..
xiao yi & her bf sang this duet! haha
xiao jing teng's yuan liang wo!
LOVE IS IN THE AIR =D
xoxoxo~
happy belated vday to all my dears! loves u all~! *hugs*
DREY!! I MISS U~! how r u doing in aussie? any cute cute ang mohs around? *searches wide-eyedly* =P i culdnt get e chance to meet u b4 u fly over..boo hoo! =_( oh u're welcums for the e-card! =) i dun hav ur addy so i cant send u a snailmail =( michy has? mayb i can get frm her =P haha..JIAYOU FOR UR SCH DERE KKAES BABE? RMB THAT I'M SPIRITUALLY DERE WITH U TO GIVE YA E EXTRA PUSH/SUPPORT IN WATEVER U R DOING DERE! ALL E BEST! U CAN DO IT~! *MISSES+LOVES*
MICHY!! OMG I AM SO ENVIOUS...that u wuld b getting ur mid term break soon! i also wannnn~! on e contrary, sch's getting busier & busier for me..with the mid term tests in march & the projects deadlineS approaching! *CRYS* but i do hope we culd go out on a date tgt soon! it's like been abt 1 mth ago since we wanted to plan a date tgt rite? haha! i'll try free myself frm everything on hand and to go pai tou with ya! =) let u know again =) and i seriously kinda miss e yong tau foo that we had at je tat time =P haha i m such a glutton =P wahaha! JIAYOU FOR SCH DEAR! =) *MISSES+LOVES*
PEI PEI!! I WANNA GO SHOPPING! haha..happy vday to u, my dear~! =) tks for being here with me thruout my stay in JJ & also in SIM..still counting the yrs that i m gonna b stuck with ya =P haha which i seriously tink is NOT A BAD THING AT ALL~! =) hee..happy with ur subway dinner on sunday? and i m like so dumb to leave that free cookie coupon thing on the tray la!! *sighs* haha i wan my toast box again! =P haha soon i m like gonna influence u to b like a bread-lover like me =P wahaha! as usual u know..I DO LOVE U LOADS! hahaha! tks for being a bestie to me! *LOVES*
phew expressed my love le..but not all yet though..i wuld hav to like type endlessly non-stop for mayb 2 days if i were to say "I LOVE U" to all the dears in my life! haha..so u all know that U ARE BEING LOVED BY ME THOUGH I DUN SAY IT OUT! =) alone again this vday..nothing unusual though..haven get to meet/know the perfect guy yet..not realli bother by this fact in the past but slowly i do kinda get irritated when ppl start asking "when r u goin to get a bf?" *roars* kinda envy those lovely dovely couples out on streets..but i cant help it but to ask myself if the appearance they show publicly is just for show or wat....not that i m jealous of them..but i feel that..not a single person in this world wuld b like made to match this another person 100%..everyone is different in preferences, thinking, actions etc..so mayb in the meantime while i am still waiting for my mr. right..i culd reflect on myself on how i can improve and so that if ever one day this mr. right appears in my life, i wuld know hw to be best that i culd b for him =) haha..
weirds~!
woo ooh! i finally got the new hp that i had been eyeing upon since duno hw long ago! haha..didnt regret choosing this colour..a kinda unique colour! =) loving e camera & e mp3 of my new hp..the slim-ness of it too!! =) haha but it's kinda lag at times =( got cheated at vivo for a $10 screen protector which i culd like get 2 pieces of it at either je [according to py] or teck whye [according to my mum]! but luckily was comforted by e simple yet cute hp sock pouch that i got at a steal! =P haha dere's this strawberry pinned on the black sock! niceee~! =P haha..
was suddenly overwhelmed by my emotions at wrk today again..culdnt take the pressure ba..nope i didnt cry..just feeling damn shacked..physically with all the rushing to look for invoices & requests frm salesman & ad-hoc stuff to b done..shacked mentally with the
NEVER-ENDING work load & e
PRESSING deadlines for those work & those damn salesppl who keep insisting that they r not at fault for not collecting the damn payments! *aahh* was complaining to uncle david as we were in the midst of planning the dinner tmr nite for shaun's 21st..den he suddenly got so high and said this lame joke..no dooubt it's lame but kinda funni de lo..haha at least made me feel that i wuld b so pro if i culd do tat! =) haha..tks david! =) i wuld tink abt ur suggestion of quitting & lookin for a part time job if things realli do get out of hand! was complaining to dear sharonto during lunchtime this afternoon too! i wuld realli 'se bu de' her if i realli do decide to say bye bye to the company..if it do happen, i guess it's kinda ironic..cos i m abt to receive this letter of confirmation that will end my 3 mths probation b4 realli converting to perm staff...which means if i m realli leaving, i wuld hav to give them 1 mth notice -.-'''
realised how shacked i was when i just fell asleep within mins when i stopped talkin to dear huiwen on the bus after wrk just now..even til when the bus reached clementi where i m supposed to alight for sch..luckily dear huiwen was alert to wake me up! THANKS DEAR! *LOVES*
SCH'S STRESSED TOO~! TESTS IN EARLY MARCH and PROJECTS PENDING TO B SUBMIT SOONNNNN~!!! *AAHH* and i hav not been realli studying since i started sch in jan...
i.am.so.dead.
*GROWLS* ROARS ROARS~!
haha i m trying to recall how the werewolves sounded in the Underworld movie just now! hahs! YUPS went to watch that with dearie peiyin just now after wrk! satisfied my craving for ToastBox too! tks dear for accomodating me! *loves* =) i tot u wanted to eat subway for e moment we walked past it! haha..
the movie was damn BLOODY la! totally GROSSED-OUT! *argh* tat's explain y it is rated M18! but still e effects r superb la! nice movie though..worth watching! =) rmb distinctly this scene when a sword was plunged into the mouth of this another guy..i literally said "OH MY GOD!" and immediately turned towards peiyin to hide my eyes away frm the screen! bet the lady beside me was tinkin that i m bonkers -.- haha..so funny how did the person collecting our tickets looked at me e 2nd time b4 allowing me thru the 'gates' to watch the movie..i was prepared to show my IC to b verified though! haha..
whoa finally finished tagging the photos in facebook for dear simin's 21st party..dere's like super duper many photos la!!! my hotmail was like flooded with tags msg-es frm facebook! haha i hope i did not flood anyone's email by tagging all the 118/119 photos i had uploaded for simin's party! haha..ooh ya! before anything else,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BFF, TAN SIMIN! =D
her party on sunday..i guess..it's a successful one! =) hee glad that she indeed enjoyed herself that day! and bet it's a memorable day for her bahs! =) it's really a blessing to hav so many loved ones tgt with u..enjoying e happy times! could truly see how touched she was when she was narrating her thank-you speech..frankly speaking, 'wo you bei gan dong dao wor!' =)
babe babe, do rmb not to always just tink of the others..sumtimes muz tink of yourself & pamper urself 1st =) and no matter wat, u know that i wuld b here to lend a helping hand! =) hee LOVES U LOADS DEAR! *MUACKS*
shaun's 21st wuld b the nxt coming one! =) shld b meeting up to hav dinner tgt with david & e other guys ba =) hee oh ya..tks shaun for the sweets & choc! =) hee your gesture did touched me =) your thought realli brought me the surprise =)
wrk's been busy these few days >.< and suddenly i feel the stress of both wrk & studies! yesterday had the chance to lunch-out with sharonto alone and dunno y..suddenly 'xin xue lai cao'..i started telling her abt how stressful wrk sumtimes can get to and how sch is getting more hectic with projects & tests coming up! *aahh* tink i wuld hav to stop slacking & buck up le! dots! i've been saying this since duno when le la *FAINTS*
i wanna go bugis shopping soon! had a shopping list made up in my mind le! I M GONNA B SO BROKE! =p haha! but no time to go leh :S oh pls god..kindly pls help to allow my slow down the pace of my life to enable me to get a sniff of fresh air!
now i really do see the true faces of some of the salesppl under my care..sians lo..some realli only talk N no actions de! wth >.< but most of them r fine la..these salesppl r considered my babies now la! haha some of them realli need me to 'spoon-feed' them with watever they require when sumtimes it does not fall within my job scope! sians! but in order to maintain a gd wrking relationship with them, i wuld try my best to supply with watever info or invoices that they need..i just hav this little hope that they wuld appreciate wat i had done & do fulfill the promises they had promised me and not just push the blame to the other salesppl!
the lovely dovely v-day's coming this sat..no plans yet..but may hav to do the damn project that is dued nxt thur! *roars* see how 1st la..do project also can la..cos no 'qing ren' to celebrate valentine with also..haha was tinkin if i shld buy choc & distribute around to e ppl in my dept and probably the salesman on friday..in a way of showing my love for a fren towards them..haha i bet if i m goin to fo so..guess i wuld require at least 3 boxes of ferrero choc la! company too big le la! haha i shall tink abt it den! =)
bought 2 pairs of loopies just now at a steal price just now! =P if they're nice, i wuld wanna go back dere to buy more..but mayb in different colours! haha..i luv loopies earrings! hee tink it kinda complement well with my ROUND face bahs..haha..
daniel tan's lecture tmr again! looking forward! =) hopefully he will go thru e lease topic again..in order to help us in completing the project task in time b4 nxt thurs! =) dere's gonna b treats for my eyes again tmr! =P wahahaha!
run & hide...or....stay & fight! [adapted frm underworld]i guess i hav no choice but to just stay on & fight off all stress that's coming frm both wrk + sch!