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28 July 2009
boo!
a quickie update! b4 i go snooze zzz~
ooh! my company is organising this singing competition which will drag til the finals being held during D&D this yr end! haha..singing competiton..i wonder who will participate =p i heard there's quite a few ppl who can really sing well de..haha and as always, mr peter ong is so hao lian-ing saying tat he wuldnt wan to take part cos he will snatch the chances of the others in winning the competition..so bhb la! like he wuld really win -.-''' haha if dearie peiyin is here wrking tgt, i will cfm nominate her to go take part de =P
so freaking fed up with this colleague of mine today! though it's none of my business..but looking at the SMUG on his face..wa i feel like slapping him! all bcos of him, lekpeng had wasted her entire day today doing sumting which is wrong! and she was trying to rush them to b completed by mth end [fri this week]! faints! now she wuld hav to reset & reverse all the 16 documents & of cos re-doing them all correctly again! dumbo him for being so careless when he's computing the figures into the format for her! he dun feel the pain cos it wasnt him who spent the entire doing sumting & come to realise that it is ALL wrong only at the end of the day! still dare to say "orh 我不知道 leh"..nv check properly den say la! with that smirk on his face..i so wanna strangle him for on behalf of lekpeng! *rawr* hav ppl to help him do still dun appreciate by ensuring that everything is correct b4 passing on to her..i hav to do them all myself for my dept la! rawr! anyways poor lekpeng is really the victim in this incident..i shall make some time out to help her with it tmr..so that she can still submit the wrk by fri..cos i can somehow predict that he will not offer to help unless someone ask him to do so! he's always so freaking busy[as according to himself] la! blehs~ lucky that though we r in e same dept, i do not hav to liase with him so often as compared to e rest cos we r managing the accts for a diff grp of salesppl..otherwise i wuldnt know how long i can tolerate b4 i start screaming at him! haha..
anyways on a brighter tone, i got a nice instructor for my driving lesson today! wee! kudos to him! that made U-turns not as intimidating as they used to be..at least to me la =P haha..can i plsssss hav such gd luck again for e rest of my lessons? *cross-fingers* haha!
like so finally that dere is a planned shopping trip this sunday! *cheers* with michy dear & hopefully dearie pei too! =))) shld most prob b visiting ion over at orchard cos i heard it's really pretty & dere's alot of shops dere! ;)
oh yea before i forget..jane ah yi will b going thru her LAST chemo treatment tmr! she is still as positive & strong which made me realli proud of her! hopefully tmr is really be her LAST chemo & so after that she can go thru this another process of not-so-torturing treatment to prevent her cancerous cells frm coming back again! *shoo to those cells* u're not welcomed at all!
♥ ah yi, jiayou wor! ♥ we're all here rooting for u! **loves**
and i still so wanna go ikea one of these days!
a quickie update! b4 i go snooze zzz~
ooh! my company is organising this singing competition which will drag til the finals being held during D&D this yr end! haha..singing competiton..i wonder who will participate =p i heard there's quite a few ppl who can really sing well de..haha and as always, mr peter ong is so hao lian-ing saying tat he wuldnt wan to take part cos he will snatch the chances of the others in winning the competition..so bhb la! like he wuld really win -.-''' haha if dearie peiyin is here wrking tgt, i will cfm nominate her to go take part de =P
so freaking fed up with this colleague of mine today! though it's none of my business..but looking at the SMUG on his face..wa i feel like slapping him! all bcos of him, lekpeng had wasted her entire day today doing sumting which is wrong! and she was trying to rush them to b completed by mth end [fri this week]! faints! now she wuld hav to reset & reverse all the 16 documents & of cos re-doing them all correctly again! dumbo him for being so careless when he's computing the figures into the format for her! he dun feel the pain cos it wasnt him who spent the entire doing sumting & come to realise that it is ALL wrong only at the end of the day! still dare to say "orh 我不知道 leh"..nv check properly den say la! with that smirk on his face..i so wanna strangle him for on behalf of lekpeng! *rawr* hav ppl to help him do still dun appreciate by ensuring that everything is correct b4 passing on to her..i hav to do them all myself for my dept la! rawr! anyways poor lekpeng is really the victim in this incident..i shall make some time out to help her with it tmr..so that she can still submit the wrk by fri..cos i can somehow predict that he will not offer to help unless someone ask him to do so! he's always so freaking busy[as according to himself] la! blehs~ lucky that though we r in e same dept, i do not hav to liase with him so often as compared to e rest cos we r managing the accts for a diff grp of salesppl..otherwise i wuldnt know how long i can tolerate b4 i start screaming at him! haha..
anyways on a brighter tone, i got a nice instructor for my driving lesson today! wee! kudos to him! that made U-turns not as intimidating as they used to be..at least to me la =P haha..can i plsssss hav such gd luck again for e rest of my lessons? *cross-fingers* haha!
like so finally that dere is a planned shopping trip this sunday! *cheers* with michy dear & hopefully dearie pei too! =))) shld most prob b visiting ion over at orchard cos i heard it's really pretty & dere's alot of shops dere! ;)
oh yea before i forget..jane ah yi will b going thru her LAST chemo treatment tmr! she is still as positive & strong which made me realli proud of her! hopefully tmr is really be her LAST chemo & so after that she can go thru this another process of not-so-torturing treatment to prevent her cancerous cells frm coming back again! *shoo to those cells* u're not welcomed at all!
♥ ah yi, jiayou wor! ♥ we're all here rooting for u! **loves**
and i still so wanna go ikea one of these days!
26 July 2009
I WANNA GO IKEA WALK WALK!!! =D
sat noon lessons are always so boring! after 2 semesters of not having sat lessons at all, this semester kicks off the spur of wanting to pon lessons again! faints~ there's so much more exciting things i can do on a sat afternoon! really screwed-up timetable! rawr!
anyways was really bored til i was fb hopping earlier on..realised that there's really like loads & loads of 21st bday parties going on which made me start pondering abt how i shld celebrate mine this dec..having a party is fun i guess..but the tough thing is the organising of it & ensuring tat it will b a blast! :D and also that parties r like so common these days..hmm mayb when dec arrives and ppl get so sians of parties & decided to hav a clean break frm them..haha! uncle laisoon did suggested abt having a yatch party but i guess it's not really practical cos only a limited number of ppl wuld b allowed onto e yatch at a time..and not forgetting e fact tat both sides of my family r kinda huge..and tat's not including my frens..hmm..duno la..shall c how den...still quite a long way to go :)
while hopping around fb..i realised that i m really not veri close to my sec & pri sch frens..all e talk of "staying-in-contact" the past yrs back seems familiar & yet so distant! i guess we do hav to make that extra bit of effort in maintaining e bond ba..i do hav to admit that i do met several occassions that during out on e streets when i meet someone familar, i wuld not acknowledge him/her til that person realised i m actually someone he/she know! otherwise it wuld b so paiseh when i dun get any response if i decide to smile & wave 1st..haha
thinkin back..i guess the best times i ever spent in sch is during my jc days ba..probably that's the reason to y i am like the closest to my jc frens as compared to the pri/sec/1st 3 mths frens..my mum is like always asking me to why am i closer to the crazy but fun s19 dears instead of my sec frens..when i spent 4 yrs in kranji & only 2 or even lesser in JJ! haha i duno the reason to y exactly but it just happened this way..some things just happened w/o reasons de =)))
but anyways, i am still feeling blessed with wad i hav now..i guess quality wins quantity when it comes to frens..so i must be glad with the dearies i hav in my life now! x)
realli super bored which xplains this wordy post =P i shld b catchin up on my slp to prep myself for the busy week ahead..but goodness gracious..it's like almost 2am & i m still not feeling any signs of snoozing off! bet it is due to that cup of milk tea earlier on! humfp! hahs..gonna hav a super boring sunday tmr! yawns! boring wkend as compared to last wk! grrs!
25 July 2009
yawns! i m so tired! from all that i hav done...
mon: class after wrk
tue: driving class after wrk
wed: movie date with dearie pei
thurs: weilong's 21st bday dinner
fri: medical check-up after wrk
the coming week is worst -.-
sat: sickening 2-5pm class
mon: class after wrk
tue: driving class after wrk
wed: class after wrk
fri: driving class after wrk
sat: sickening 2-5pm class AGAIN
ohmytian and this is only in july! and flipping thru to the nxt few pgs in my calendar..i realised the worst is yet to come! timetable is really screwed up in aug..esp in sept! aahh~
i realised driving is getting tougher as time passes..grrs..stressful too at times cos i realised i am quite dumb when it comes to motor skills as such..hmm..and some of those grumpy instructors aren't helping at all..only added pressure i guess! rawr
somebody..pls teach me the act of rejecting e others!
20 July 2009
WEE! finally had my cycling wish fulfilled yesterday! it was day of fun with the company of my bestest frens doing sumting which i had intended to do long time ago..though the sun was glaring hot frm above..it didnt dampen our moods at all! =) hee & it gave us the chance to use our shades! ;) haha i totally HEARTS u all [peiyin, david & shaun] for going down with me..esp dearie peiyin who actually didnt know hw to cycle at all! I LOVE U!!!! haha..but i bet u had fun too! cycling is so relaxing rite? =PP except the fact that u r realli chao ta! ohmytian mayb nxt time we shld cycle in the evening =)
and i am really looking forward to more cycling trips in the future! woots!
but i ended up with awful tan lines down my both arms =(
haha! and yays! drey dear said she sent michy & i sumting which we shld b receiving soon! direct frm aussie! *excited-smiles* haha miss u loads dear! hope u r doing fine over dere! :) the gold coast pics u took realli made me so envious! it looks real fun! :DD
was kinda dragging myself to wrk this morn due to the lack of slp over this wkend -.- mon blues!! and i met this freaky guy who stepped on my feet so hard as he was trying to squeeze into the already super packed mrt! faints! cant he just wait for the nxt train? urgh!
n the incident resulted in me having a so grouchy mood for the rest of the morning! blehs!
and i realised that it doesnt really pay to be so nice at times..but the problem is that i duno how to say no..hais~
18 July 2009
omg i got this really fierce instructor for driving lesson this morning :S
but i guess his teaching skills r quite good..but really scary =X the way he talks to me..haha
and yup i passed my final theory test this morn too :))) so now i wuld hav to just concentrate on my practical driving lessons..
during the previous days:
thurs - dinner & shopping with michy dear! =D and it was the e 1st time we didnt camwhore when we met up! haha! the food at billy bombers was great & it was just great to just sit down & chat :) catching up abt her wrk life & SOCIAL life =PP haha..was superb meeting u again dear! loves ya! more often in the future kkaes? ;) drag miss peiyin along too! *winks*
fri - HECTIC wrk! -.- rushed through the claims for the sales rebates for the 23 sheng siong outlets & also their payment that came in for this month! was in such a shitty mood cos i was told LAST MIN that we r like supposed to go attend this meeting after wrk at 5pm! borings! totally wasted my time which cost me to miss the company transport back hm..damn meeting dragged til it started at 6pm cos ppl were late..boring meeting which made me decide to leave at around 6.30pm secretly so that no one can catch me frm fleeding =PP haha thank god i managed to hitch a ride frm this salesman while i was on my way to the bus-stop..super nice of him to send me all e way to IMM where i was supposed to exchange sumting for michy dear :)))
and i received my top frm rwd!! wee~ pls stop me frm shopping online! it's addictive! =PP
sat - gonna go for a concert later tonite! weeS! =DD
cycling tmr! WEE~ perfect wkend! =))
but i guess his teaching skills r quite good..but really scary =X the way he talks to me..haha
and yup i passed my final theory test this morn too :))) so now i wuld hav to just concentrate on my practical driving lessons..
during the previous days:
thurs - dinner & shopping with michy dear! =D and it was the e 1st time we didnt camwhore when we met up! haha! the food at billy bombers was great & it was just great to just sit down & chat :) catching up abt her wrk life & SOCIAL life =PP haha..was superb meeting u again dear! loves ya! more often in the future kkaes? ;) drag miss peiyin along too! *winks*
fri - HECTIC wrk! -.- rushed through the claims for the sales rebates for the 23 sheng siong outlets & also their payment that came in for this month! was in such a shitty mood cos i was told LAST MIN that we r like supposed to go attend this meeting after wrk at 5pm! borings! totally wasted my time which cost me to miss the company transport back hm..damn meeting dragged til it started at 6pm cos ppl were late..boring meeting which made me decide to leave at around 6.30pm secretly so that no one can catch me frm fleeding =PP haha thank god i managed to hitch a ride frm this salesman while i was on my way to the bus-stop..super nice of him to send me all e way to IMM where i was supposed to exchange sumting for michy dear :)))
and i received my top frm rwd!! wee~ pls stop me frm shopping online! it's addictive! =PP
sat - gonna go for a concert later tonite! weeS! =DD
cycling tmr! WEE~ perfect wkend! =))
15 July 2009
i really do appreciate it...
having to lug along 9 freaking textbooks is no joke..seriously speaking..thanks for offering your help! :)
14 July 2009
been quite some time since i last met these babes! :D was quite a sudden plan to meet for dinner but i'm glad that i did went after all..all the catching-up with the girls..talking abt wad we did back the past days in kranji which is like so 6 yrs ago! ohmytian! time flies! =) love ya babes! the plan of e stayover does sounds kinda interesting! =DD
by e way..tks to leechiu dear for organising e dinner last nite! and of cos not forgetting..her uber cute polaroid camera which she got frm taiwan! super cute & she's super sweet to give e each of us a piece of grp pics frm her camera! THANKS DEAR! =D
and yeap..the recent news abt the coach bus crash in msia..the one with 26 ppl frm the same company..they are my colleagues..it was a play trip which they all organised themselves..and i was supposed to b part of the grp..but i didnt go cos i realised the place that they r heading to is somewhere i hav been to b4..but still..i truly sad for those who got injured..and esp to kelly who unfortunately passed away due to the fateful accident on sat..though i dun really know despite the fact that she is also frm the accts dept [this show hw many staff our single dept has!]..i rmb when i went back to wrk on mon morn..it culd b felt..how down everyone's mood is due to the accident..there's ppl whom i know & in fact close to who went for the trip & i am glad that they r already out of danger..dear sharon realli gave me a shock when she didnt answered e call when i phoned her the 1st thing i heard abt the accident on sat noon! luckily she wasnt really injured except for e fact that she is still trying to recover frm the shock she had..ppl i know who had more serious injuries..i really feel so helpless towards for being able to do nothing for them..i just wish that they will all recover fully soon!
my condolences to kelly's family..nobody had wanted this accident to occur...
as i always believe & i am still holding on to this faith that life is fated & so unpredictable..we wuldnt know wad will happen in the nxt min in our life..i learnt a lesson..really hav to treasure ourself & also the loved ones around us to prevent any regrets in the future..
i guess each & every individual family will have their own set of problems which the outsiders wuldnt know & even if they know..they wun b able to understand at all..i admit the fact that i am happy & blessed to hav such a caring pair of parents who supplied me with all the love i need & e poor little brother who has no choice but to give in to me at times when i am supposed to b the one giving in cos i am his elder sis..but sumtimes i wuld sub-consciously just ask myself if is the love too overpowering at times?
i tried to reason but i guess it's not effective at all..which results in myself stating the fact that there's nothing else i can do.....
"i am not your puppet!"
10 July 2009
current mood: sads!
boos! it was a kinda bad day for me today =((
-woke up in the morn with abit of swollen eyes = hav to wear awful specs to wrk
-got barked by some nonsensical ppl in office
-desk got rummaged thru = i absolutely hate ppl touching/lookin thru my stuff w/o asking
-lunch-ed in alone as was having so much stuff to do & dun feel like OT-ing
-went up to the freaky & smelly storeroom up on the rooftop alone to look for 1 pathetic invoice
-my blue havaianas sandals snapped while i was on my way home! which means i had to walk like super slowly to prevent it frm flying off my feet!
urgh!
pls excuse me while i go knock myself against the wall..hoping that i can wake up frm this horrified nightmare!
08 July 2009
current mood: angsty!
WA! i totally hate being the middleman for sales transactions..but just for u dearie..i will 忍!!! and thank god..the deal is like so finally settled & confirmed!
another reason is that..I WANNA COMPLAIN!!! i totally CANNOT tolerate guys with no sense of personal hygiene & self-manners! how many ppl can tolerate their colleague (who's sitting near u) who keeps burping out so loudly & rudely! i guess i am among the fair bit of ppl who can ta han til so long w/o saying anything! HE's always spooking behind my seat trying to see wad i m doing on my comp..and i'm realli disgusted by how he wuld come so close whenever he is trying to tell me sumting he himself finds it so secretive! wa lao..can u imagine, me sitting at my desk & with one of his hand holding on to my chair & another one gripping my desk to support his weight when his entire body arched down to tell me some secretive stuff which according to him culdnt b said out loud! urgh! i cant stand the way when his big fat male ego comes into the pic whenever we r trying to solve some stuff! all talk but where's the actions?? -.- also hate hw he wuld PRETEND not to see sumting which required just a small action of him to help [for instance, refilling the paper in the printer for being e person who used e last sheet of paper]..i got so totally pissed when i myself with my own eyes saw him walking away just like tat after collecting his print-outs! faints! during wrk..bo bian! i hav to face him & tolerate his everything..but y cant him free me during lunchtime also by insisting on lunching with us ladies! argh! *rants*
it's time to do the long-lost rhino grunt!
***AAARRRGGGHHH***
nah i m not worried that whoever i m talkin abt earlier on will chanced upon wad i wrote here on top cos i am just speaking what i find to be the truth! no offences taken i hope..
i jux needed a shout-out place to rants out all e frustration i am feeling now! *rawr*
02 July 2009
BOOOSSS~ NO MORE CYCLING TRIP THIS SAT! :((((
culdnt suit everyone's timing so i decided to call off the whole trip..i was really in such a dilemma to wat i shld do earlier on..mayb nxt time i shld just throw the job of e organiser to someone else! =X but i was e one who wanted to so ecp to cycle de..felt kinda bad for making them go all e way so far down dere jux to cycle..another reason to y i decided to cancel e cycling outing..
but i still so wanna go cycling! :(
*rants*
anyways on a brighter tone..
THEY R BACK TO SG FOR ANOTHER SHOW!! WEE~
http://www.esplanade.com.sg/whats_on/programme_info/stomp_09/index.jsp#tabs
i rmb i wanted to go their show when they r here in sg the previous time but culdnt do so due to time constraint..n now that i know they r coming back..mayb i shld go c my screwed up schedule to c if i can make time for it anot..i heard frm reviews that they r really not bad & the performance is really kinda exciting! haha anyone interested? :P
n another thing..sch timetable is revised! which means holidays r lengthened by a few days more! haha i will only start sch nxt mon..which is actually quite soon though..but it means that i can go for my driving lesson tmr nite :) *crossing-fingers* that i will get a nice instructor! =)
i guess 2 piece of gd news is still not enuff to neglect myself frm feeling e disappointment frm the 1st piece of news -.-
yayness to mac breakfast b4 wrk again tmr! :)
culdnt suit everyone's timing so i decided to call off the whole trip..i was really in such a dilemma to wat i shld do earlier on..mayb nxt time i shld just throw the job of e organiser to someone else! =X but i was e one who wanted to so ecp to cycle de..felt kinda bad for making them go all e way so far down dere jux to cycle..another reason to y i decided to cancel e cycling outing..
but i still so wanna go cycling! :(
*rants*
anyways on a brighter tone..
THEY R BACK TO SG FOR ANOTHER SHOW!! WEE~
http://www.esplanade.com.sg/whats_on/programme_info/stomp_09/index.jsp#tabs
i rmb i wanted to go their show when they r here in sg the previous time but culdnt do so due to time constraint..n now that i know they r coming back..mayb i shld go c my screwed up schedule to c if i can make time for it anot..i heard frm reviews that they r really not bad & the performance is really kinda exciting! haha anyone interested? :P
n another thing..sch timetable is revised! which means holidays r lengthened by a few days more! haha i will only start sch nxt mon..which is actually quite soon though..but it means that i can go for my driving lesson tmr nite :) *crossing-fingers* that i will get a nice instructor! =)
i guess 2 piece of gd news is still not enuff to neglect myself frm feeling e disappointment frm the 1st piece of news -.-
yayness to mac breakfast b4 wrk again tmr! :)