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Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
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Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
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Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
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Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
28 September 2009
♥ ♥ HAPPY BELATED 21ST TO MICHY DEAR!!! ♥ ♥
just back frm michy babe's 21st bday bash over at outram! it was held in her dad's ktv which py babe n i culdnt find out way to! =X haha met this super nice security man who not onli told us but also led us to the correct way! kudos to him when we finally managed to find e place :)
michy babe is so pretty! haha it's her party..of cos she must b the outstanding one! *winks* brought along a geeky specs cos e theme for her party was 'geekchic'! haha her self-made guest book was super pretty!! really nice! i hav nv once deny her artistic talents which is again being proven true! =)
the food, place, environment was not too bad =) we got hign only when py started singing ktv! haha yanzi's 第一天 is always e best song to bring the mood to sky high i believe! =) haha
cake cutting session begans with a uber long bday song which like incorporated english, canto & chinese version of the song! so can u imagine hw long did mich stand in front of her cake with everyone around her singing for her! haha..
left around ten plus n i wonder why but py & i were still quite high even though we did not take any alcohol! haha we kept humming songs on our way to e mrt station! n amazingly, we saw the nice security guard once again! =)) haha i bet he heard us singing frm far cos we thought there was no one around =X but who cares?? =P haha! went into this hotel over dere to take a look n this explains the retard pics we hav! haha more pics can b seen frm fb! haha
while on my way hm..i met this ex sec sch fren whom i'm really sorry to say that i forgot wad's her name =X we recognised each other but we both cant rmb our names! =P was quite a nice talk to her frm je all e way to e lrt station b4 i got hm =) i dun really knw her back then de..but we still managed to chat all the way..haha nice :)
i suddenly realised that i hav like only 1 mth left b4 my 1st paper in oct! ohmytian! time realli flies! booooooooooooooooooooooooo!
26 September 2009
WTF! I AM LOCKED OUT FRM TOPIC 8's ACCTING THEORY ONLINE TEST WHEN I SUDDENLY GOT DISCONNECTED FROM THE INERNET HALFWAY THRU THE TEST! DAMN SINGTEL FOR THE LOUSY CONNECTION! NOW I CANT DO THE TEST AGAIN!
RAWR~
23 September 2009
rawr!! exams in close to a mth time & i m havin a project due this mth end & 3 due within e 1st 2 wks of oct! *saves me*
was looking thru my schedule over these nxt few wks n i realised..yea i dun really hav time for me to do my own things! =( was a killer week once again this wk with tue, wed, fri nites + sat stuck in sch having lessons..thurs tmr nite will be driving class at bbdc & e onli thing that i can look forward is michy dear's 21st party on sunday! faints! whr hav time to study?? o.O considering e fact that i am still wrking on e 5 whole wkdays in a wk! no more leave for me to take even if i wanna mug at hm! -.-
was emo-ing at wrk this morn cos i culdnt get to do any bit of research for project in office as planned due to having so much to do at wrk! not that i wanna slack off during wrk..i just wanna make TIME worthwhile for every min cos i realised i had no time to lose le! wad i can do nw is to finish all e irritating projects asap so i can hurry concentrate on studyin for e exams! which i also find that i may not hav enough time to do so =X boooo~
and that call...that call which brought in consolation for me..it also brought in this:
thanks for e drink! appreciates it! =)
and i realised i had just wasted another 20 mins blogging..ohmytian!
i've decided that i am not gonna be so kind anymore at the expense of myself! =( it's really a uber terrible feeling..it doesnt pay to be kind at times i realised...
20 September 2009
ooh last nite was dearie py's 1st ever slpover at my house! =) tink she's e 1st fren i had who ever got e chance to slp over at my hm :P didnt managed to gossip secretly at nite [which i had planned to so] cos we decided to disturb shaun when we got so bored when we got home after e yummy mee hoon kuey dinner over at ah ma house! haha so funny when he culdnt even recognise our voices on the phone! "shaun we r so disappointed in u! =P" haha..but it was really nice to chill out just like that with e ppl u love :)))
the girls were over at my house yesterday to do the irritating taxation journal project cos both my parents r out of town..sry to jocelyn for making her come all e way down frm pasir ris to my house again..but at least luckily it was a quite a productive afternoon to wad i tink..managed to almost finish e journal n getting started on e research paper..e most classic moment was when eileen dear decided to draw lots to divide e job for e research task n realised that her 'perfect' idea got me n herself the most cmi item to research on..haha! high-fives for ending ourselves in such dead shit -.- jiayou babe! i wuld b bugging u if i cant manage to come out with anything =X
dearie pei & i were cracking over our brains over the boring tedious auditing project today which was one of e main reason to y she stayed over..i rmb i was trying SO HARD not to doze off in e noon! =X i realised that e auditing project is gonna take up so much time as it's really kinda complex n tedious to do! rawr~ jiayou babe!
went over to ah yi's house for a steamboat dinner after py left for hm to snuggle back to her bed nest for her well-deserved rest..after dinner we brought e kids down to e playground n i became a part-time babysitter to my cousin's fren's baby daughter! =))
cutie pie is she! with e rosy fat cheeks..she laid in my arms while e kids ran around at e playground..reminded me when i was still wrking at Greenery Childcare after my 'A's a few yrs ago! enjoyed the job that time cos i was always surrounded with fun lovely kids n time at wrk also pass so fast when it comes to communciating with those kids! :) of cos it's not like all kids dun give us problems..there's cases whr u just feel like leaving e kid alone cos u really hav no idea upon hw to pacify him/her..but still if given e chance, i wuld wan to go back ..mayb not to e same place but doing a similar genre of jobs..oh n this reminds me..i suddenly had this tinkin of doing volunteery jobs after my exams like bringing kids on an excursion trip..let's say perhaps to e zoo for instance..it shld b quite fun rite? hmm...i guess i shall go find out more before i commit myself =)
i realised that due dates for projects r really near and it's like onli abt 1 mth to the freaking exams >.< no time to lose le!!!!!!!! so much to so in so little time~ i wan a time traveller fren! who can help bring me back into e past so that i can save up on all those times i had wasted! wishful tinkin of me cos it will nv happen..but it doesnt harm to just fantasize at times rite?
i realised that somehow or rather, i tend to tink too much on my own..as in i will fantasize so much that sumtimes i wuld just want things to happen in e way i wished for..i came to a realisation that i shld probably stop doing so cos it just hurts so bad after things in reality did not happen in e way u wanted it to..for me it's not just once or twice..dere's several incidents which really set me to tinkin that i m so dumb in e 1st place when i had those unrealistic thoughts in my mind..recently it happened again..this time it's not only myself who wished that it will b happen in this way..a few others told me that they felt it too..but upon learning e truth that had happened, once again, i was crumpled..i told myself that i am not gonna fantasize so much anymore..i will just wait til see hw things will happen in reality...
telling myself to b strong n treat it as nothing had happened is easy...but doing so is just so hard...
the girls were over at my house yesterday to do the irritating taxation journal project cos both my parents r out of town..sry to jocelyn for making her come all e way down frm pasir ris to my house again..but at least luckily it was a quite a productive afternoon to wad i tink..managed to almost finish e journal n getting started on e research paper..e most classic moment was when eileen dear decided to draw lots to divide e job for e research task n realised that her 'perfect' idea got me n herself the most cmi item to research on..haha! high-fives for ending ourselves in such dead shit -.- jiayou babe! i wuld b bugging u if i cant manage to come out with anything =X
dearie pei & i were cracking over our brains over the boring tedious auditing project today which was one of e main reason to y she stayed over..i rmb i was trying SO HARD not to doze off in e noon! =X i realised that e auditing project is gonna take up so much time as it's really kinda complex n tedious to do! rawr~ jiayou babe!
went over to ah yi's house for a steamboat dinner after py left for hm to snuggle back to her bed nest for her well-deserved rest..after dinner we brought e kids down to e playground n i became a part-time babysitter to my cousin's fren's baby daughter! =))
cutie pie is she! with e rosy fat cheeks..she laid in my arms while e kids ran around at e playground..reminded me when i was still wrking at Greenery Childcare after my 'A's a few yrs ago! enjoyed the job that time cos i was always surrounded with fun lovely kids n time at wrk also pass so fast when it comes to communciating with those kids! :) of cos it's not like all kids dun give us problems..there's cases whr u just feel like leaving e kid alone cos u really hav no idea upon hw to pacify him/her..but still if given e chance, i wuld wan to go back ..mayb not to e same place but doing a similar genre of jobs..oh n this reminds me..i suddenly had this tinkin of doing volunteery jobs after my exams like bringing kids on an excursion trip..let's say perhaps to e zoo for instance..it shld b quite fun rite? hmm...i guess i shall go find out more before i commit myself =)
i realised that due dates for projects r really near and it's like onli abt 1 mth to the freaking exams >.< no time to lose le!!!!!!!! so much to so in so little time~ i wan a time traveller fren! who can help bring me back into e past so that i can save up on all those times i had wasted! wishful tinkin of me cos it will nv happen..but it doesnt harm to just fantasize at times rite?
i realised that somehow or rather, i tend to tink too much on my own..as in i will fantasize so much that sumtimes i wuld just want things to happen in e way i wished for..i came to a realisation that i shld probably stop doing so cos it just hurts so bad after things in reality did not happen in e way u wanted it to..for me it's not just once or twice..dere's several incidents which really set me to tinkin that i m so dumb in e 1st place when i had those unrealistic thoughts in my mind..recently it happened again..this time it's not only myself who wished that it will b happen in this way..a few others told me that they felt it too..but upon learning e truth that had happened, once again, i was crumpled..i told myself that i am not gonna fantasize so much anymore..i will just wait til see hw things will happen in reality...
telling myself to b strong n treat it as nothing had happened is easy...but doing so is just so hard...
18 September 2009
booo long wkend ahead n i m stuck at hm :(
anyways, i caught WhiteOut on wed nite n i am actually glad that i did went for e movie =)
1st: cos i managed to hav a break frm sch+wrk+projects+study+driving :)
2nd: cos i realised that CupWalker opened a branch at suntec! wuldnt hav to wait til hav e chance to go all e down to downtown east to drink their bubble tea! =) but it's not as gd as KOI @ chinatown =X i miss KOI!!
3rd: cos i managed to find e makeup remover that i hav looking for while shopping around b4 e movie! =) haven bought it though cos i was wonderin if i shld source for better ones elsewhr =P
not too bad a movie i shld say =) theatre was quite full due to e main reason that it was free seating! free seating as e movie tickets r won frm a lucky draw contest! :D but luckily we didnt hav to sit at e 1st row =P haha
loooong wkend coming up! =) no wrk on mon! yayness~ but i m gonna b stuck at hm! :( *YAWNS* parents leaving for msia early tmr morn so it'll b just me n my bro left..the girls r coming over to do project tmr..wad a way to start our short holiday -.-
but no choice i guess..gambate babes! hopefully we can complete close to 100% for e journal project tmr =) so we can concentrate on e other 2 pending ones which (to remind myself) that we hav NOT started at all *faints*
coincidentally, i caught e trailer for this coming thai horror movie..
OMG it looks kinda scary! =X no wonder they always say to pick a thai horror movie if u really wanna spook yourself out!
finally my green top frm bonitochico arrived! =) e BO took almost a mth to reach -.- sianss but hai hao..e green was alright..though it's darker than wad i had expected it to be..but luckily it's still acceptable =X haha now i wuldnt hav to keep visiting their BO status pg to check if e top is ready not..
oh no that reminds me..i still hav a pending cardigan arriving soon (i hope) & 2 BO dresses coming in 3 wks ltr =X
anyways, i caught WhiteOut on wed nite n i am actually glad that i did went for e movie =)
1st: cos i managed to hav a break frm sch+wrk+projects+study+driving :)
2nd: cos i realised that CupWalker opened a branch at suntec! wuldnt hav to wait til hav e chance to go all e down to downtown east to drink their bubble tea! =) but it's not as gd as KOI @ chinatown =X i miss KOI!!
3rd: cos i managed to find e makeup remover that i hav looking for while shopping around b4 e movie! =) haven bought it though cos i was wonderin if i shld source for better ones elsewhr =P
not too bad a movie i shld say =) theatre was quite full due to e main reason that it was free seating! free seating as e movie tickets r won frm a lucky draw contest! :D but luckily we didnt hav to sit at e 1st row =P haha
loooong wkend coming up! =) no wrk on mon! yayness~ but i m gonna b stuck at hm! :( *YAWNS* parents leaving for msia early tmr morn so it'll b just me n my bro left..the girls r coming over to do project tmr..wad a way to start our short holiday -.-
but no choice i guess..gambate babes! hopefully we can complete close to 100% for e journal project tmr =) so we can concentrate on e other 2 pending ones which (to remind myself) that we hav NOT started at all *faints*
coincidentally, i caught e trailer for this coming thai horror movie..
OMG it looks kinda scary! =X no wonder they always say to pick a thai horror movie if u really wanna spook yourself out!
finally my green top frm bonitochico arrived! =) e BO took almost a mth to reach -.- sianss but hai hao..e green was alright..though it's darker than wad i had expected it to be..but luckily it's still acceptable =X haha now i wuldnt hav to keep visiting their BO status pg to check if e top is ready not..
oh no that reminds me..i still hav a pending cardigan arriving soon (i hope) & 2 BO dresses coming in 3 wks ltr =X
15 September 2009
e little girl so cute! :) but this pic didnt even try help in bringing up my mood n destroying e fact that i start my exams this semester with e 1st paper on dearie py's 21st bday itself!!! wth -.- screwed-up timetable! i was intending to at least plan to go out for that day itself or wad to celebrate with my dear bff on you special day but reality doesnt allow us to do so cos other than that idiotic paper on e tues itself..we hav another paper on thurs!! rawr!
-GASPS! i realised that e dates for my 3 papers this semester are all cramped tgt! i finish all my papers in a wk la! which is in e 1st wk of nov when some ppl may hav not even started their papers! this is like so FREAKINGLY little time left to do e last min revision which i always hav to do due of my pure laziness to start studying when e sch term starts n leave them all to when exams are comin soon...which is like NOW!!!
with e project deadlines coming soon..my driving test in mid-oct..exams starting in e last wk of oct! FAINTS it's gonna b such a stressed-up sept cum oct! save me!
i dun tink that i will b able to complete studyin for all even if i start chiong-ing nw cos 1st ting, i hav not much spare time left after deductin e time for i had to go for wrk+driving lesson+sch classes+project meet-ups & another thing..i will cfm forget wad i m studyin nw when exams really come..
plus, i need e motivation! i shldnt hav been looking over to agneselle + fb-ing + blogging for this past 1.5hr as i may probably hav went thru a few pgs of my notes if i did set my priorities right..
boooo..life for me is really so no life.... *crys*
13 September 2009
sumtimes life gets so bored that u just wished that u culd just fly off to somewhere! bored as in having no time to do e things u realli wuld wan too..not in e context as in having nothing to do! i'm having e urge to go for a holiday!! anywhere n not stuck here to face e impending nv-ending stress frm wrk+sch+projects! rawr daddy & mummy gonna go msia this coming wkend & i am confined here! =(
goin to wrk is bcoming a little dreadful cos i realised that at wrk, it's quite true that sumtimes it's just so hard to communicate to bring your msg to e others..it's kinda frustrating i guess if ppl KEEP insist on doing his way which sumtimes i dun find it being feasible at all -.- i m not sayin that i cant talk to e ppl over at my company..it's just that some ppl whom no matter hw hard i try to explain, it will nv get thru them =(
actually overall over at e office is still fine..i still enjoyed walking over to e sales dept n chatted/joked with e ever-fun salesppl..this makes time in e mornings to fly uber fast! it's totally different in e noon when all e salesppl wuldnt b in office n i am stuck in my accts dept *yawns* i am getting so tired these days [esp this wk that just passed for havin 3 nights of consecutive lessons!] that sumtimes in e noon, as i do my things, i seriously can feel my eyelids becoming heavier as each min passed..
i'm kind-of sick of studyin & wrking concurrently cos it's REALLY uber tiring! no time to study for exams which is like coming in nxt mth? aahh!
anyways enuff of rantings! just came back frm dinner at holland village with my lovely sec sch gfs! haha thks to jiahui for organising & tks to sasa, leechiu & peyshy too for e enjoyable nite earlier on! =) talked abt so much & this does not only include catching up..but we did talked abt our wished futures nxt time! hav abit of the 'xiang tai yuan' feel though =X haha
the freaking mudpie over at the coffee club is uber YUMMY!! super rich in choc! super sinful too! but onc in a while..we shld pamper ourselves =P haha!
gonna rush out SG taxation project task 1 over these few days! hopefully i will b able to get it rushed out by the deadline that i myself set!
aaaarrrrgggghhhh!
goin to wrk is bcoming a little dreadful cos i realised that at wrk, it's quite true that sumtimes it's just so hard to communicate to bring your msg to e others..it's kinda frustrating i guess if ppl KEEP insist on doing his way which sumtimes i dun find it being feasible at all -.- i m not sayin that i cant talk to e ppl over at my company..it's just that some ppl whom no matter hw hard i try to explain, it will nv get thru them =(
actually overall over at e office is still fine..i still enjoyed walking over to e sales dept n chatted/joked with e ever-fun salesppl..this makes time in e mornings to fly uber fast! it's totally different in e noon when all e salesppl wuldnt b in office n i am stuck in my accts dept *yawns* i am getting so tired these days [esp this wk that just passed for havin 3 nights of consecutive lessons!] that sumtimes in e noon, as i do my things, i seriously can feel my eyelids becoming heavier as each min passed..
i'm kind-of sick of studyin & wrking concurrently cos it's REALLY uber tiring! no time to study for exams which is like coming in nxt mth? aahh!
anyways enuff of rantings! just came back frm dinner at holland village with my lovely sec sch gfs! haha thks to jiahui for organising & tks to sasa, leechiu & peyshy too for e enjoyable nite earlier on! =) talked abt so much & this does not only include catching up..but we did talked abt our wished futures nxt time! hav abit of the 'xiang tai yuan' feel though =X haha
the freaking mudpie over at the coffee club is uber YUMMY!! super rich in choc! super sinful too! but onc in a while..we shld pamper ourselves =P haha!
gonna rush out SG taxation project task 1 over these few days! hopefully i will b able to get it rushed out by the deadline that i myself set!
aaaarrrrgggghhhh!
08 September 2009
aww cant believe that i actually teared when i saw this video clip:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9iXPHhfk_7E&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fkaijing%2D%2Eblogspot%2Ecom%2F&feature=player_embedded#t=526
i was having craving for dumplings during lunch today..yea random i know but i just felt like eating =P but i hav to wait til nxt yr i tink cos i hav this bad habit for not eating those dumplings sold outside..probably i am too used to eating those home-made de..was on e phone with a fren on my bus journey to sch earlier on..said how i craved for dumplings & how xiao yi ah ma wuld make really yummy ones for us all..probably my fren culd sense the closeness i shared with my ah ma who's not here anymore..became realli worried that i wuld just break down on e bus as i was keeping silent..and den topic was changed..
i was kinda glad that we stopped talking abt that cos i am actually controlling my emotions le..i simply cant let myself seen crying on the bus right?
i tink i really do miss her alot...and it got worst after seeing the video above...
do cherish your loved ones....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9iXPHhfk_7E&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fkaijing%2D%2Eblogspot%2Ecom%2F&feature=player_embedded#t=526
i was having craving for dumplings during lunch today..yea random i know but i just felt like eating =P but i hav to wait til nxt yr i tink cos i hav this bad habit for not eating those dumplings sold outside..probably i am too used to eating those home-made de..was on e phone with a fren on my bus journey to sch earlier on..said how i craved for dumplings & how xiao yi ah ma wuld make really yummy ones for us all..probably my fren culd sense the closeness i shared with my ah ma who's not here anymore..became realli worried that i wuld just break down on e bus as i was keeping silent..and den topic was changed..
i was kinda glad that we stopped talking abt that cos i am actually controlling my emotions le..i simply cant let myself seen crying on the bus right?
i tink i really do miss her alot...and it got worst after seeing the video above...
do cherish your loved ones....
05 September 2009
woots! yummy tiramisu♥
it's been some time since i last saw my cousins & relatives le! tink hav abt 3 sundays which i didnt head to ah ma house for dinner le =( blame it on my BUSY schedule! rawr~
it was nice sitting & having dinner tgt earlier on! i bet the 20 of us were making the MOST noise in the restaurant! speaking of e restaurant..ooh i am glad that i got e chance to make a trip down dere despite missing it e previous time when they all went..left quite a gd impression in me =) nice food + uber gd service + average ambience + standard price..really a not-too-bad dining place to go if u hav e craving for western cuisine :) shall bring my dear frens to go try if ever we hav this chance in e future! =D but w/o transport abit inaccessible la -.-
all e laughter frm everyone made me felt so blessed that i am born into this lovely family..e love that we shared..no doubt we dun really show it thru mushy words but i know it is still dere =)))
loves!
04 September 2009
