Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
20 September 2009
ooh last nite was dearie py's 1st ever slpover at my house! =) tink she's e 1st fren i had who ever got e chance to slp over at my hm :P didnt managed to gossip secretly at nite [which i had planned to so] cos we decided to disturb shaun when we got so bored when we got home after e yummy mee hoon kuey dinner over at ah ma house! haha so funny when he culdnt even recognise our voices on the phone! "shaun we r so disappointed in u! =P" haha..but it was really nice to chill out just like that with e ppl u love :)))
the girls were over at my house yesterday to do the irritating taxation journal project cos both my parents r out of town..sry to jocelyn for making her come all e way down frm pasir ris to my house again..but at least luckily it was a quite a productive afternoon to wad i tink..managed to almost finish e journal n getting started on e research paper..e most classic moment was when eileen dear decided to draw lots to divide e job for e research task n realised that her 'perfect' idea got me n herself the most cmi item to research on..haha! high-fives for ending ourselves in such dead shit -.- jiayou babe! i wuld b bugging u if i cant manage to come out with anything =X
dearie pei & i were cracking over our brains over the boring tedious auditing project today which was one of e main reason to y she stayed over..i rmb i was trying SO HARD not to doze off in e noon! =X i realised that e auditing project is gonna take up so much time as it's really kinda complex n tedious to do! rawr~ jiayou babe!
went over to ah yi's house for a steamboat dinner after py left for hm to snuggle back to her bed nest for her well-deserved rest..after dinner we brought e kids down to e playground n i became a part-time babysitter to my cousin's fren's baby daughter! =))
cutie pie is she! with e rosy fat cheeks..she laid in my arms while e kids ran around at e playground..reminded me when i was still wrking at Greenery Childcare after my 'A's a few yrs ago! enjoyed the job that time cos i was always surrounded with fun lovely kids n time at wrk also pass so fast when it comes to communciating with those kids! :) of cos it's not like all kids dun give us problems..there's cases whr u just feel like leaving e kid alone cos u really hav no idea upon hw to pacify him/her..but still if given e chance, i wuld wan to go back ..mayb not to e same place but doing a similar genre of jobs..oh n this reminds me..i suddenly had this tinkin of doing volunteery jobs after my exams like bringing kids on an excursion trip..let's say perhaps to e zoo for instance..it shld b quite fun rite? hmm...i guess i shall go find out more before i commit myself =)
i realised that due dates for projects r really near and it's like onli abt 1 mth to the freaking exams >.< no time to lose le!!!!!!!! so much to so in so little time~ i wan a time traveller fren! who can help bring me back into e past so that i can save up on all those times i had wasted! wishful tinkin of me cos it will nv happen..but it doesnt harm to just fantasize at times rite?
i realised that somehow or rather, i tend to tink too much on my own..as in i will fantasize so much that sumtimes i wuld just want things to happen in e way i wished for..i came to a realisation that i shld probably stop doing so cos it just hurts so bad after things in reality did not happen in e way u wanted it to..for me it's not just once or twice..dere's several incidents which really set me to tinkin that i m so dumb in e 1st place when i had those unrealistic thoughts in my mind..recently it happened again..this time it's not only myself who wished that it will b happen in this way..a few others told me that they felt it too..but upon learning e truth that had happened, once again, i was crumpled..i told myself that i am not gonna fantasize so much anymore..i will just wait til see hw things will happen in reality...
telling myself to b strong n treat it as nothing had happened is easy...but doing so is just so hard...
the girls were over at my house yesterday to do the irritating taxation journal project cos both my parents r out of town..sry to jocelyn for making her come all e way down frm pasir ris to my house again..but at least luckily it was a quite a productive afternoon to wad i tink..managed to almost finish e journal n getting started on e research paper..e most classic moment was when eileen dear decided to draw lots to divide e job for e research task n realised that her 'perfect' idea got me n herself the most cmi item to research on..haha! high-fives for ending ourselves in such dead shit -.- jiayou babe! i wuld b bugging u if i cant manage to come out with anything =X
dearie pei & i were cracking over our brains over the boring tedious auditing project today which was one of e main reason to y she stayed over..i rmb i was trying SO HARD not to doze off in e noon! =X i realised that e auditing project is gonna take up so much time as it's really kinda complex n tedious to do! rawr~ jiayou babe!
went over to ah yi's house for a steamboat dinner after py left for hm to snuggle back to her bed nest for her well-deserved rest..after dinner we brought e kids down to e playground n i became a part-time babysitter to my cousin's fren's baby daughter! =))
cutie pie is she! with e rosy fat cheeks..she laid in my arms while e kids ran around at e playground..reminded me when i was still wrking at Greenery Childcare after my 'A's a few yrs ago! enjoyed the job that time cos i was always surrounded with fun lovely kids n time at wrk also pass so fast when it comes to communciating with those kids! :) of cos it's not like all kids dun give us problems..there's cases whr u just feel like leaving e kid alone cos u really hav no idea upon hw to pacify him/her..but still if given e chance, i wuld wan to go back ..mayb not to e same place but doing a similar genre of jobs..oh n this reminds me..i suddenly had this tinkin of doing volunteery jobs after my exams like bringing kids on an excursion trip..let's say perhaps to e zoo for instance..it shld b quite fun rite? hmm...i guess i shall go find out more before i commit myself =)
i realised that due dates for projects r really near and it's like onli abt 1 mth to the freaking exams >.< no time to lose le!!!!!!!! so much to so in so little time~ i wan a time traveller fren! who can help bring me back into e past so that i can save up on all those times i had wasted! wishful tinkin of me cos it will nv happen..but it doesnt harm to just fantasize at times rite?
i realised that somehow or rather, i tend to tink too much on my own..as in i will fantasize so much that sumtimes i wuld just want things to happen in e way i wished for..i came to a realisation that i shld probably stop doing so cos it just hurts so bad after things in reality did not happen in e way u wanted it to..for me it's not just once or twice..dere's several incidents which really set me to tinkin that i m so dumb in e 1st place when i had those unrealistic thoughts in my mind..recently it happened again..this time it's not only myself who wished that it will b happen in this way..a few others told me that they felt it too..but upon learning e truth that had happened, once again, i was crumpled..i told myself that i am not gonna fantasize so much anymore..i will just wait til see hw things will happen in reality...
telling myself to b strong n treat it as nothing had happened is easy...but doing so is just so hard...