Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
29 December 2009
i rmb how willy used to tell me back in sch in e past that i shld be less giving-in towards e ppl i know around me who tend to take advantage to prevent myself frm being bullied & asked to do things that shldnt be my responsibility...but it seems that it just cant get into my mind..
it was really a super hectic day at wrk for these 2 days..esp yesterday! i was so hungry when i knocked off at 530 cos i survived on only 2 slices of bread & milo for both breakfast & lunch in order to finish my never-ending wrk load! i'm someone who would rather stay in during lunch than to do OT after wrk! :S
today was worst :((( though it wasn't as busy but cos everyone was kinda bullying me =(
the stress frm wrk is equivalent to wad i face when i'm having my exams..the decision to the releasing of orders is tricky at times..the way to speak to those crafty salesppl is wad i still hav to try master..but wad i couldn't bear were those empty promises that e salesppl will always make! promising that pymts will be in on time & so it would be fine for them to deliver the stocks to the customers first..being the naive xiao mei, they will always get their way..thus, i am foreseeing LOADS of explaining which i would have to do when my manager reviews this last quarter's results & demanding the reason to why my dept didnt reach the target that they set! it's not the 1st time anyway..i would just hav to bear with all those sickening pairs of eyes looking towards me during the quarterly meetings when i am being questioned >.<
i kinda reached to e brink to wad i could withstand today that i couldnt help but to rawr at this poor salesman..which made me felt super sorry afterwards cos it wasn't actually him only which made my tues such a rotten one..i hope he wouldn't hate me for it!
tmr is the last day i am gonna try rush all the wrk i hav! cos i'm not intending to stay for long in office on thurs as it's supposedly to b a 1/2 day work only! the usual practice for my dept is that we are not entitled to tat 1/2 day on new yr eve cos it's yr end closing & we hav to ensure everything is completed nicely & blar blar blar..but nevertheless..i'm so looking forward to dinner on thurs nite! :D
tmr will be a better day! *i hope*