Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
29 January 2010
life is a perception! wad u perceived is wad u see..
this is sumting i heard frm lecture earlier on..was an interesting 1st encounter with our local lecturer for ethical issues in acctancy =) he talked abt so much issues & instances that i didnt thought of which are yet so relevant to our everyday lives..we tend to just live each passing day as it is & would nv bother to explore hw different it will be if we just took a slightly different approach in conquering the things in life..perhaps we are just lazy & also contended with what was given so as a result, we choose to just live with it :) i mean most pplp will find it worthless to take that extra step but eventually ended up with e same result afterall...
at least for me, i choose to accept wad's given & not ask for things that are beyond reach...though we still do fantasize at times & hope for dreamy things to happen [we cant really control our minds u see] in reality, i believe there's no harm to just dream..though it's only highly probable in lalala land =P
i always cant help but to wonder how ppl will look at or tink abt me..i guess it's e usual self-consciousness that everyone has..or mayb i'm just searching for e self-affirmation that i need! tat's e prob when u yourself cant see the confidence that shld actually be reflecting frm e face =X it's e truth that i do need the nod frm e ppl around me before affirming my own actions..wad an irony
was so glad that i actually took a 1/2 day off frm wrk yesterday for a trip down orchard..though it was just that few hrs doing simple things like shopping around + movies which i can do every other day..but at least i could escape frm the stress & dreadness i'm facing frm wrk these days when e wrk load just keeps piling & piling..not that i wanna complain..but it's just too much to handle at times :( and it's totally not helping when ppl give u the attitude which u aren't expecting at all! rawrs! luckily there's uncle sebastian in office whom will nv fail to bring e smile back to me at wrk :)
but due duties & wrk are still supposed to be completed which explained e hectic day i had at wrk today to meet the mth end closing deadline =X
it was so coincidental that this classmate of mine is currently doing the audits for my company! was funny when he said he culd actually recognise me on e 1st day he was here & i simply just walked past him w/o realising that we actually belonged to e same class! blurpoot me! =P had a short chat with him on our way to sch & asked so much abt his job as an auditor! sumting that i had planned to embark upon my graduation in SIM :) e wrk sounds tough but i understand that all will be worthwhile ;)
i'm in such a dilemma now! shld i like just walk away n experience a whole new wrking life or i shld remain stay stuck here so that i wuldnt hav to stress abt sch + wrking with a totally new team of ppl at e same time! =x
didnt realised how dumb i was til this evening =x
thank god there's eileen :) THANKS DEAR!!