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had a full 7 hrs of rest and waking up to this raining morning!
had to force myself out of bed cos i need to rush materials for the project meeting before class later! so no more snoozing! ZzzZzz...
i rmbed last time when i was still back in sec/jc days..i used to be able to sleep in til like 10plus or even 11! on wkends! it's like the only time i can do so since the rest of the weeks are like sching days and dun really have a choice but to wake up EARLY to run for the bus and be in time for sch!
these days..dun really get the luxury of doing so as there's seriously TOO MUCH things on hand which have to be completed! :( esp for this semester where there are like ENDLESS of projects that have to be completed =( til to extent that i had to even apply leave from work to try finish them before the deadlinessss! and this is still not the exams yet! grrs wonder how i am going to manage in the next sem when i heard there's MORE projects & assignments waiting for us! *faints
thinking back abt the bad yesterday that i had..it was prolly due to work-related issues and probably a little self-procrastinating abt the lack of time i have for my own stuff! magdalene was trying to convince me not to complain and said that this was the choice that i had chosen for myself to be in the state that i am now..as in the stressful & busy work-and-study life that i'm currently experiencing and that all will be worthwhile when it's all over! yea trying to stop me from grumbling non-stop =P haha!
but i guess it's true that it's me myself who chose to continue signing the contract both at wrk to extend my stay there and at sch 3 years back even though that i know it will be converted to part-time studies for the last 2.5 years..not that i'm regretting abt this choice..cos there's no room for any regrets and i still wuld wan to finish this course of degree :) this is not an avenue for me to spend those excess money considering that fact that the sch fees are so uber freaking expensive..so no! i am so not gonna wash those moolah down the drain!
but still..i know i am not facing all these alone :)i have my family with me who will listen to all my nagging & giving in to me whenever i am so stressed up with my wrk and sch..little simple things like daddy purposely coming down to fetch me after my classes at 10pm so that i can reach home a little earlier to start doing wadever i had to means so much to me :)
i have my uni frens who's facing all these tgt with me & we are always working hand-in-hand trying to meet all the sickening deadlines..kudos especially to dears peiyin & eileen who never failed to send the encouragements whenever I am so so buried under my notes & projects and trying to bring me back to real earth! not forgetting jocelyn babe who's over at aussie whom i still smsed from time to time! though far, i can also feel her rooting for me whenever i had to complain abt the busy schedules i hav! thks dearsss!
you babes seriously made this journey easier for me =)
i have frens like uncle david who i will just complain to non-stop and still not be bothered by me! =) frens like kukupig kent who will always send his encouragements on msn :)
i have understanding colleagues at work who will offer to help with work when i had to take time-off for my sch work..some of them are so nice that sumtimes i feel so indebted to them :) simple things like buying a coconut drink back for me to prevent me from being too heaty & fall sick since i dun really hav enuff slp due to late nights doing projects are some sweet things that they will do :) those salesman who will always brighten my mornings with their jokes & chats will just make me forget how seriously stoned i shld be from the lack of slp! :)
and of cos..
i have him :) who will silly stay up with me at times when i had to rush thru schwork til like wee hours in e mornings when he could actually go snooze..him who chose to stay in his hall when he could actually go back home to accompany me while i rush thru my assign so that i wuldnt hav to waste e excess transport time travelling to somewhere further to do it..him who's already so busy with his own sch wrk but can still pluck time out whenever i needed dinner companion =) thankews dear for every little thing u have done! *hugs (:
so i guess i'm actually quite a blessed person with all the love thrown upon me :)
and this probably means that i shld seriously stop complaining anymore
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and oh gosh! i'm now so OVERWHELMED after reading dearie py's "confession" on her post she made last nite..and it suddenly dawned upon me that i'm actually not as nice as how she had said i was =p
i am nice..onli to certain ppl k! =P ppl like u dearrrr of cos!!!
and yeaps i do cherish n treasure this bond we hav btw us and babeeeeee as u always know...
yj hearts u! ♥♥♥ cheers to this best B.F.F r/s ever!! =DD