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Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi

Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari

Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume

boo hoos! i'm sick a.g.a.i.n! -.- lost count of the number of times i took mc frm work this year :( definitely not a good thing but at least i can get to rest at home :)

and i can get to do some things which i was supposed to do but hadnt got the time to do so! random stuff like packing my wardrobe! =P cleared my wardrobe on sunday! =)) like FINALLY! waiting for my 3 new dresses! woo ooh exciting! hope they will b niceeee! which reminds me! i missed the post-lady (if they are called as such =x) today! i shld receive 2 mails today but didnt cos i wasnt at home! apparently the dresses are too bulky to b slotted into my mailbox! :( gahs i hav to wait til wed den =(

wasnt at home cos I WENT FOR A JOG THIS MORNING! yea insane me decided to do that with my bro after soooooo long of not exercising and still nursing a flu bug! guess i was bored at home :p culdnt run as much as i USED to can anymore :( old alr! no more stamina -.- but i'm glad that i did went after all! it's good to move the lazy body once in a blue moon =P haha!

it was a trip down to marina bay sands on fri with loves =)))

though it was raining when we left our places but it didnt really dampen our moods =)) though the shopping mall over at marina bay sands wasnt realli completed which made us felt abit cheated for going all the way down to see only a few shops and the rest still undergoing renovation works -.- though it was quite a long walk down frm the mrt to the mall, i was glad to have u beside me :)

and my evil but cute bf took soooo many of my unglam pic and wad i culd take of him are all his nice nice shots! so unfair! Zzz haha! i'm sooo gonna hide all the ugly fugly pics =P hahaha! but still it was still..a great day spent tgt :)

went shopping in town after visiting the supposedly a tourist attraction! i bet it's just the casino that it's attracting all the ppl..FOREIGNERS actually! cos apparently they hv free access with their passports! lol! got tempted by sooo many pretty things in 313's f21! but i must curb! otherwise i wuld really hav to survive on bread n water for the nxt few weeks =P haha! have to 1st re-mend the hole in my bank acct that my dslr had caused =P

best times as such are more than wad i culd ever asked for :)
loves u!

omg! the cat is soooooo cuteeee! =DD
with the teary puffy eyes to get wad it wants! =)
can i do that too? prettyyyy plsssss =P

caught shrek late last night =) niceeee~ funny + cute and heart-warming i guess *winks! despite being late at night, there's still sooo many ppl in the theater! with so many kids too! =)))

at least it brought smiles to me after the disgusting past two days *urgh
thks for the lovely sweet movie treat dear! *hugs

had quite a few pics not yet uploaded =X didnt had time to but soon they'll be up on fb! =D
pics for the lunch buffet at meritus & s19 girls' long-awaited gathering last wkend! =)))

and....I'M SOOOOO LOVING MY NEW BABY CANON 550D =)))

emocakes =(

i rmb it's been quite some time since we both last lost our tempers and sparked such words..i'm actually glad that it was had been this way..but those moments earlier on..probably cos i was still feeling sore from yesterday that make me said all those..i'm sorry for rebutting when i really shldnt have..but i aint sorry for wad i had said cos i still know myself best..

i just needed u to understand me more
and not just assumed that u know me inside out when it isn't true
life is not always happening under your directions

gahs..i'm having the random emo thoughts once again ):

sumtimes i cant help it when my mind tend to wander n wander so far away til i'm scaring the shit out of myself! =X i probably thought too much when i suddenly felt teary eyes on the long bus ride home earlier on! i bet that uncle standing beside me saw it (from the way he looked) but just didnt bother..

Zzz it's not a sin to think too much i know..but definitely not a good thing! why cant things be kept to its simplest terms and everything will just fall in place :( i hate myself for always trying to complicate my thoughts til the stage like how i am now: confused n lost from within! and it's not helping when all i culd do when i get back to home is to either rot in front of the comp or try entertain myself with some senseless tv programs..at this point in time..i wuld rather that sch had started again..at least i culd b kept busy from shuttering frm work to sch n probably numbed by all the boring lectures that so that my mind wuldnt be so free to wander to the wilderness outerspace..

pybabe once told me that i'm the perfect kind of fren/gf/daughter that people wuld ever ask for but i beg to differ..i'm not as nice as how ppl may see me to be..in my dictionary, being the perfect fren is to be there for frens whenever they needed..being the perfect gf is to provide every support & love & TRUST she culd for her loved one..being the perfect daughter is to make her parents know that she is wise enough to able to survive on her own no doubt she may still be that little kid in their eyes..

perfection! everyone sought for it but i guess it's someting that's not easily attainable..there's no a clear indication of what perfection is which thus explains the various perceptions of being "the perfect one"! i know for someone who's as self-conscious as me..i wuld of cos choose to portray the best of myself in front of the others..SUPERFICIAL (*slaps myself) i know but i just cant help it..it's embedded in my character =x but recently i'm getting tired of doing so..probably bcos age is catching up -.- okies it's a crap reason but probably still a reason..i'm sick of doing things cos i needed to do so and not cos i wanna do so..i'm tired of showing that i didnt mind a bit when it is actually causing a huge stir in me! i probably had done such things so that i wuldnt wry the ppl around me who cared but come to think abt it..feels like it's kinda dumb..for choosing to hurt myself in this way =x

no one is perfect i guess..and of cos not myself! i hate myself at times when things go so hay wired but i just cant seem or probably dun even bother to do anything to salvage or reverse the situation..i hate myself for hiding frm reality when i culd hav easily solve the issue if i had taken the 1st step..it's true that at most times, i'll think for the others before myself but i hate myself when i start complaining abt having to suffer in silence while the others get wad they wished since it was my initial decision to do things in such a manner!

yunjie ain't superwoman
and even if i'm one...
every superwoman needs her protection at times

Zzz enough of ramblings! i shld probably pull someone to go watch some hilarious movie with me to laugh all my senseless worrying thoughts away! or i shld just knock myself down flat on my bed n try to sleep so that i culd b more efficient in work tmr!

OOPS! it shld be 16 may 2010! =P

the oh-so busy & tired sunday but endlessly filled with fun! :D
congrats to dear yiling jie jie & botak kor kor for having such a successful wedding ceremony!
blessing you guys with all the love i hav! =)

love is in the air~!