Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
18 July 2010
another weekend gone..
had expected a boring wkend but thanks to uncle david!! i had a goooood shopping trip on sat! i was on the quest of looking for someone's birthday present and luckily i enlisted help frm him!! =p otherwise i bet i wuld hav taken agesss to decide wad to get! haha we walked and also ate sooo much la! piggies us =P
and yeps! i managed to find a suitable gift which i am having my fingers crossed that the recipient will like it :p and i ended up with getting a top for myself too!! zomggg! when i'm like supposed to stop spending soooo much on clothes! =x haha!
thanks to david! a fren i cant hav without :) for accompanying me! (:
and also! for pigging-out so much with me! felt bad for pushing all the cakes that i culdnt finish to him! haha but he soooo slim! he can afford to eat the yummy but yet so sinful desserts! *winkss!
haha and it was another night of ultimate sinful dinner earlier! aunt bessy's home-cooked chicken rice! =))) kinda rotted my whole sunday noon with the hk drama (宮心計) at ah ma hse! the show was introduced to me by py dearie! niceeeeee~! see how scheming a person can get in order to reap the results he/she wanted! scary but true! though ppl always say it will only happen in drama serials like this..but we hv to constantly remind ourselves that we are living in a cruel reality where most ppl will of cos put themselves at the top-most priority!
and yeps i am feeling the mon bluesss coming upon me once again!
it's another week of mon-wed night classes which gives myself personal time only frm thurs onwards..yj is seriously lacking time! i need time! more timeeeee!
a question in my mind:
rather be someone needed or someone wanted?
does a need implies importance? as in no matter whenever or whatever, u have to be around 24/7...without considering if u are asked to be dere for a reason or not...
whilst on e other hand, a want gives the consolation that though u arent entirely required at all times, but at least whenever u are present, it happens for a reason..
i was stumbled upon this qn..
can i be greedy and say that i want to be both needed and wanted at the same time?
had expected a boring wkend but thanks to uncle david!! i had a goooood shopping trip on sat! i was on the quest of looking for someone's birthday present and luckily i enlisted help frm him!! =p otherwise i bet i wuld hav taken agesss to decide wad to get! haha we walked and also ate sooo much la! piggies us =P
and yeps! i managed to find a suitable gift which i am having my fingers crossed that the recipient will like it :p and i ended up with getting a top for myself too!! zomggg! when i'm like supposed to stop spending soooo much on clothes! =x haha!
thanks to david! a fren i cant hav without :) for accompanying me! (:
and also! for pigging-out so much with me! felt bad for pushing all the cakes that i culdnt finish to him! haha but he soooo slim! he can afford to eat the yummy but yet so sinful desserts! *winkss!
haha and it was another night of ultimate sinful dinner earlier! aunt bessy's home-cooked chicken rice! =))) kinda rotted my whole sunday noon with the hk drama (宮心計) at ah ma hse! the show was introduced to me by py dearie! niceeeeee~! see how scheming a person can get in order to reap the results he/she wanted! scary but true! though ppl always say it will only happen in drama serials like this..but we hv to constantly remind ourselves that we are living in a cruel reality where most ppl will of cos put themselves at the top-most priority!
and yeps i am feeling the mon bluesss coming upon me once again!
it's another week of mon-wed night classes which gives myself personal time only frm thurs onwards..yj is seriously lacking time! i need time! more timeeeee!
a question in my mind:
rather be someone needed or someone wanted?
does a need implies importance? as in no matter whenever or whatever, u have to be around 24/7...without considering if u are asked to be dere for a reason or not...
whilst on e other hand, a want gives the consolation that though u arent entirely required at all times, but at least whenever u are present, it happens for a reason..
i was stumbled upon this qn..
can i be greedy and say that i want to be both needed and wanted at the same time?
i am tired..really tired
so tired that i hope for time to just stop for me
so that i culd at least do wad i really wan
or at least just spare me a few seconds,
to allow me to just lie on my bed, hugging the teddy in my arms
and think abt how lost time could hav such a big impact...
so tired that i hope for time to just stop for me
so that i culd at least do wad i really wan
or at least just spare me a few seconds,
to allow me to just lie on my bed, hugging the teddy in my arms
and think abt how lost time could hav such a big impact...