FML!
1) for studying so much and still find myself struggling with e afa paper earlier...
2) for experiencing the complete state of a blank mind once i saw the qns..
3) for having to hide frm everyone to ensure that i dun burst out into tears in front of them..

i had never felt sooo discouraged with a test ever before! =(((
i'm having a real bad feeling for it and as i was telling jocelyn, i bet the marker dun really have much to award me with marks though he wuld hav wanted to pass me..

see how bad is it? :s

but..thank goodness for this bunch of ppl i have..

1) eileen! the one who went thru e test with me and kinda knew tat dere's sumting wrong with me after the test..and texted her concerns when we parted for home cos she knws that she cant say it in front of me..if not she wuld hav to see me cry! yeps i'll stay strong babe! thankews!

2) shaun! for yeps..trying to console me as much as he culd..with trying to insist that hopefully the bell curve will help me pass thru the test..i seriously hope the bell curve will help, dearrr!

3) jocelyn! for the exp calls/sms-es over frm aussie whenever i needed help in wrk or when i just needed someone to rant to! though not literally here in sg, u're always felt morally!

4) dearie peiyin! for the call earlier..when u just wanted to ask abt the paper..u didnt knw how seriously thankful i felt when my phone rang and your name appeared! i actually needed someone to talk to!


looks like i wuld hav to try reallyyyy hard for the next coming assignment and the second class test to make sure that i wuldnt hav to retake afa next semester!
bet james kwan will ask me (if i can get to class early) abt the test tmr night! and so..i am not going to be in class so early as i seriously wuldnt knw how am i gonna answer him :(