i wan ice-cream! :(

cant help it
but to have the same old feeling again
and looks like it's gonna linger
til probably when numbness takes over



went for blood donation on sat! was my 1st but apparently not a pleasing experience :(
the process left a huge fugly ugly bruise on my right arm
cos the blood started clotting halfway thru the process
(as in this was how the nurse explained the bruise)
something abt my sensitive veins or wadsoever
didnt really catch wad she said as i was too concerned
abt the already swelling wound where the needle poked thru my skin!
had to stop everything halfway cos the swelling became so bad
culdnt even feel the pain of the needle cos the pain from the bruise overcame it

the swelling is gone for now but the darn bruise is hugeee and sooo purplish now!
i swore ppl were looking at me like i was some freak on the train earlier on!
craps! not like i had wanted this to happen! -.-
gotta just have to hide it frm the public's eye as much as i!
as i dun wan to be accused of going around
and scaring little kids! lol

running the last lap for my AFA module! no more AFA after tmr's test!
i hopeeeeeeee~!!
* keeping my fingers real crossed *

THIS SHALL BE MY MOTIVATION TO GO ON!

thanks to james for trying to enlighten us with those myanmar stories!
for reminding us that we shld feel thankful! instead of complaining non-stop with the life we are so fortunate to be blessed with! at least we have work to complain abt for having to do them! when others may not even get the chance to hav a decent education!

thought-provoking!
he's such an influencing man! shld go be some motivator spokesperson laaa! one of the nicest lecturer i had ever met in my course of studying in SIM! though his moods can be so freaky at times! :x

geesh with all the assignments deadlines and tests coming up..i seriously hope that i can finish and clear everything on time! thank god for eileen and peiyin for sticking on around with me! otherwise i wuld be so depressed and wuldnt wan to do anything! :(

missing the times i spend with my family! missing the times where i can just slack at 211 on sundays w/o having to wryfor sch and just 'ba gua' whole day with all my aunts! haha! missing home-cooked food like seriously too! rawr! missing out on quality dates with ppl i adore! :(

no wonder ppl always say it's the last final yr/sem of the uni life that sucks totally >.<
i shall tell myself: it will all be over when oct ends!

and i hope it is encouraging enough!

i hate sch :(
like seriously
the work is piling like shits