
oh craps! i was totally overwhelmed when i saw this!
101% touched + 102% of controlling not to tear!
thankews shireen dear for preparing this super sweet and thoughtful gift for me!! (:
and i lied...once again :(
anyways today marks the last week i have in dksh, my current company!
lotsa unwilling-ness to leave those nice colleagues i met over there
but i know i gonna look forward to moving on
crossing my fingers that i wuld be able to adapt to the new place
to the new ppl i am going to meet
and hopefully NICE people whom i can rely on
on the first day of work on the 7th feb
i know i am alone
fighting all the stress that i am gonna face
esp the stress of meeting new faces
something which i still need time to accept
for i am someone who's actually afraid abt meeting strangers..
though appears to be uber friendly on the outside
nevertheless, i shall leave all the worrying to the days
when it's nearer to the first day of work!
i shall enjoy the remaining days of work plus the coming cny!

it's really a nice feeling just sitting down here watching you (:
today is already 12.o1.11
twelve days into the new year of 2o11!
it's been so long since i had time to sit here, in front of my lappy
trying to tink abt the things i wanna blog abt
there's so much things but too little time! :p
it had been as awesome 22nd bday back on 22.12.10 last year where the day was spent with my dearest bfren :) thanks heaps to him and all others who had took time off frm their busy schedules to meet up with me :)
it had also been an equally blissful xmas where all the dinner dates and wishes and presents had made me feel so loved (: oh i lurve xmas so much that i wished it will be here soon once again! haha lol
at the start of this year, 2o11
i made the choice to have a change in job!
found a new job and tendered my resignation at this current company whereby i had been wrking for almost 3 years..i wuld be lying if i say that i wuldnt be sad when i leave..
i met nice ppl dere and i bet i wuld miss them like nuts..
speaking of leaving
ah beh flew to USA this evening for his school's exchange program
i culdnt be at the airport to send him off due to work commitments
but i managed to connect with him via a phone call :D
before i wuldnt be able to see him for a good six months!
felt the little tiny feeling of sadness upon hanging up
i bet that's just me
getting oh-so emotional when ppl had to leave
even though part of me is happy for them..
for getting this chance to have the lifetime experience out dere!
it's sumting that not everyone is lucky enuff to hav :)
if the emo-ness i am feeling now is due to a super nice fren going off
omg..what am i gonna do when july comes :(
i gonna be strong