Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
09 February 2011
HAPPY CNY 2o11~!
the awesome pineapple tarts!
♥♥♥
and....
YES I AM A PEDOPHILE! =P
keane & keefe
baby biyun
baby lecxus
baby rachel
AND OF COURSE...
my big baby shaun! =p
LOL cny just flew by like a breeze! the long 4 days of break!
wished i was still celebrating the 1st day of cny! lol
cny for me was days of eating oh-so-sinfully + many house visitings + meeting ppl that i only see once every year + gambling (ban luck ban luck!) + moviesss!
i swear i had never watched so many movies over 4 days ever!
but all in all, it was a well-deserved break (SELF-CLAIMED) for me..haha before i start my torturous week working at the new company!
yeps i left DSKH after working there for almost 2.5years for a job with better prospects!
didnt take very long to decide to quit cos was actually very sick of the work i was doing back there...BUT the only thing that was holding me back was the ppl i met there..
oh wells, started my 1st week at K&N..and omggg! it's not easy :(
learning everything all over again cos it's a totally different system that they are using..the job scope & wrkload is increased as compared to last time! plus i am still new & SLOW, i hv been doing OT for the past few nights -.-
for someone who hated OT-ing, being forced to do it isnt sumting pleasant at all..
everyday when the clock strikes 6pm, i sincerely hope that i culd just pack up and walk out but i cant :(
hate it that i cant make myself learn faster so that i can clear the things quickly and knock off on time!
everyone tells me this is just the 'adapting & adjusting & learning' period..which explained all the OT that i hav to do..i'm crossing my fingers that whatever they say is true cos i seriously cannot forsee myself staying way late back in the office till like 8+ or even 9pm on almost every other day of the week! I NEEDA A LIFE!
and sometimes it gets so stressed while learning the complicated stuff that i just felt like giving up! it's worst when i cant seem to get the things right and i dun even dare to voice out cos i am expected to already knw it since they had already taught..almost cried yesterday noon when i got really stressed up at work! though i knw the stress was added upon by myself..i dun really hav a very demanding supervisor but i can say that she can be quite strict at times! omg
BUTTTTT
i guess things will get better as time go by..wuldnt it?
and i will take this as a learning experience, at the same time..
convincing myself that it is actually as so (:
the awesome pineapple tarts!
♥♥♥
and....
YES I AM A PEDOPHILE! =P
keane & keefe
baby biyun
baby lecxus
baby rachel
AND OF COURSE...
my big baby shaun! =p
LOL cny just flew by like a breeze! the long 4 days of break!
wished i was still celebrating the 1st day of cny! lol
cny for me was days of eating oh-so-sinfully + many house visitings + meeting ppl that i only see once every year + gambling (ban luck ban luck!) + moviesss!
i swear i had never watched so many movies over 4 days ever!
but all in all, it was a well-deserved break (SELF-CLAIMED) for me..haha before i start my torturous week working at the new company!
yeps i left DSKH after working there for almost 2.5years for a job with better prospects!
didnt take very long to decide to quit cos was actually very sick of the work i was doing back there...BUT the only thing that was holding me back was the ppl i met there..
oh wells, started my 1st week at K&N..and omggg! it's not easy :(
learning everything all over again cos it's a totally different system that they are using..the job scope & wrkload is increased as compared to last time! plus i am still new & SLOW, i hv been doing OT for the past few nights -.-
for someone who hated OT-ing, being forced to do it isnt sumting pleasant at all..
everyday when the clock strikes 6pm, i sincerely hope that i culd just pack up and walk out but i cant :(
hate it that i cant make myself learn faster so that i can clear the things quickly and knock off on time!
everyone tells me this is just the 'adapting & adjusting & learning' period..which explained all the OT that i hav to do..i'm crossing my fingers that whatever they say is true cos i seriously cannot forsee myself staying way late back in the office till like 8+ or even 9pm on almost every other day of the week! I NEEDA A LIFE!
and sometimes it gets so stressed while learning the complicated stuff that i just felt like giving up! it's worst when i cant seem to get the things right and i dun even dare to voice out cos i am expected to already knw it since they had already taught..almost cried yesterday noon when i got really stressed up at work! though i knw the stress was added upon by myself..i dun really hav a very demanding supervisor but i can say that she can be quite strict at times! omg
BUTTTTT
i guess things will get better as time go by..wuldnt it?
and i will take this as a learning experience, at the same time..
convincing myself that it is actually as so (: